epi471- Desires, Denials, Duplicity!

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Posted: 3 years ago
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Tann thirke thirke --- My body is dancing
Mann behke behke --- My mind is intoxicated
Tera kehke kehke khud ko --- By calling myself as yours
Mere dil ki baat jaane kaiynaat --- The universe knows what's in my heart
Tere dil ki khabar bas mujhko --- Only I know what's in your heart
Aana baatein pyar ki lana --- Come and bring conversations of love
Aana thoda pyar jatana --- Come and show me some love

Raanjhanaa hua main tera --- I've become your lover
Kaun tere bin mera --- No one is mine, but you
O kaun tere bin mera---

Check the lyrics- the song is meant for Akshara.

That is why Abhi danced the way he did. 😉

This episode is like the last scene before intermission. Finally you know what the story is about. Why the leads were behaving the way they did and how all the bizarre situations that we were made to sit through wondering where all this is leading to, starts making sense.


Just like on Tilak he declares infront of everyone to Akshara, I love you and I know you love me. So please speak up and stop this confusion. But akshara did not utter a word.

In spite of all the harsh words hurled at him- he kept on asking Akshara to speak up. He asked her what do you think please tell me. I was confessing my love for you at every given opportunity and you know it so why are you quite. When you came to know of this tilak confusion why didn't you clear it. Or why didn't you call me?

He pleaded her to close her eyes and listen to heart and speak up.

This was the day when he had stated that mujhe Abhi bulaane ka Haq sirf kuch logo ko hai.

His parting words on the day were Maine pyar kiya hai, koi galti nahi.


He is so confident and clear that it does not matter to him what he feels about Akshara is said in private or public. In fact the moment he had realized his feelings, he confessed to the Universe loud and clear that he loves Akshara.

Abhimanyu, never doubted her love for him. He is mad at her for denying him her precious love. Abhi goes full throttle and takes what he thinks in rightfully his. On the other hand Akshara never learnt to express her true feelings to anyone. She feels guilty to ask for happiness for herself. And if ever she voiced for anything, Aarohi princess was ready to snatch it from her.


Sirat was a loving mother to Akshara, she knew how sensitive Ak was so she was extra careful and like a loving friend to her. On the other hand Akshara was devoted to her mother. After the death of Sirat, little Akshara lost her protection and Aarohi's accusations made her give away every right to her personal happiness. The family was there and she had her brothers but Arohi's forceful and imposing personality and constant unrest within the family probably made the sensitive Akshara hide her feelings from her grandparents to hurt or toruble anyone was not in her nature. So she started giving in to Aarohi. Hoping that she will understand that she did not kill her mother. But Arohi's wrath and intense dislike for Akshara was unappeasable. The more Ak gave in the more headstrong Aarohi became which ultimately led to Ak force to leave home.

In all of this Ak learnt very well to hide her pain from others. As a child she was soft, cried easily and her emotions could be read on her face. But being away from home taught her, no one was bothered about her tears but she cared about her loved ones and so she will make them happy. If how she feels and what she wants does not matter then whats the point is putting it on display? She learnt to smile and when her heart was too full she would pretend that she needs to be alone with her music and she cried. Then she would wipe her own tears and put a big smile on her face and meet the world.

So for everyone she was the chirpy, bubbly, considerate and helping Akshara which again made Aarohi dislike her more. For who does not like a happy-go-lucky kind of a girl.

And the more she practiced she realized it came easy. Her tears were her own and laughter and smiles for everyone.

This way this girl forgot to listen to her heart's song.

So every time Abhi says close your eyes and listen to your heart she has no idea what that means to her anymore.

She has conditioned herself to listen to what Arohi wants. Because one dying words of her beloved Sirat ma was take care of Arohi.


We dont know much about Abhimanyu's early years, but he is headstrong, stubborn, determined and used to getting his way. At the same time he is considerate of his families wishes, is very well behave man with no bad habits. His family loves and adores him. He is devoted to his mother and intensely dislikes his father. He has no interest in wasting time on things of no value- relationship is one such thing. He is successful, good looking, an academic topper, a top surgeon, partner in Birla Hospital, considered a good catch women through themselves on him. He treats them as inconsequential and has a habit of unseeing them.

He is a heart Surgeon who whenever in confusion listens to his heart. And when he first heard Akshara sing, he had followed his instict and found her bracelet.


Until he heard Akshara's voice, he had never thought about any woman. And when he saw Akshara for the first time he wanted to believe in love at first sight. And since she never left his mind and stayed back in his heart. And he was determined to make her part of his life. He already considered her his life.

She was just about accepting her feelings for Abhi when she came to know about Arohi's feelings for Abhimanyu.

That was the end for her to nurture any thoughts of a relationship with him.

She kept trying to bury her feelings for him for Arohi's sake. But her resolve was finally dwindling... at the engagement ceremony she was hurting but tried to keep a smiling facade.


Abhimanyu had never shown her his normal behavior with other girls. He simply soften his stance with Arohi.

Till his engagement day he held hopes against hope that she will stop the pretense and accept the reality. No one needed to tell him that she was made for him and he was meant only for her. Truly she could feel that too couldn't she?

But she broke his heart when she said that you are marrying my sister, so respect this relationship. His pain, his love, his healing meant nothing to her. So there is nothing more to plead with her. And he realized finally she needs to see what happens when he actually moves on.

Toh yeh hai tumhara Normal

Mujhe laga tha sirf mera Normal

Abnormal se Bakwas hai

All those who complained about Abhi's behaviour- His each action towards Akshara is measured. One mistake he made was the proposal to Arohi.


Tumhara toh bilkul Wahiyat Hai

Kyun Ji, Akshara Ji, Kya Hua

Tay Toh yeh bhi nahi hua tha

Because all along what he suspected that she loves him just as much he loves her. But was unnecessarily hurting herself and him. She was getting affected and that is not part of being normal.

We have to see what comes next. Already the spoilers are out and they are extremely sad ones. keeping fingeres crossed for everything to fall in place.

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Posted: 3 years ago
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Mini I am crying buckets reading your review. I don't know what should I reply. Let me finish my cry and come back to you to tell my views. 😭😭😭

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Posted: 3 years ago
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Smiling at others and still looking for approval from 'loved ones'.

Tag review above

If you know someone who would love to read this plz tag them


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Posted: 3 years ago
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The review was bang on Mini. Loved this whole thing and read it thrice already. Thank you for this.


Today's abhimanyu stole the show or should I say HC. Starting from his normal normal dance to every other thing he did. I particularly loved his smirk when she hide her hand behind. 😆

Doesn't know hindi much so a special thanks for explaining about the song. Went and watched the dance scene again and everything fits in really well now to me.


What else can i say if akshu was a girl next door to my house I would have went and given her a long hug and maybe sold my house to send off aarohi to a far away island in the name of runaway.


In all these years the girl had plucked her own heart out and hid it somewhere. Maybe it's been years right so she doesn't remember where she placed it. Abhi help the girl to search her heart and give it back to her.


About Sirat being caring have to totally agree. there were scenes where aarohi would take things from akshu and Sirat would give it back telling aarohi not to snatch her things. The girl back then itself blamed everything on akshu. This is how aarohi had born itself their is nothing to get her back for akshu.


About abhi what can I say. He is the very guy akshu needs in her life. A loving mother, a protecting father, a caring husband, every single relation she needed is in this one person.


These two have two different lives. One lives for getting things and other giving things away. One is made of so much love with commanding attention and the other a Cinderella. Where is the glass slipper now to get the Cinderella.


Had lots of predictions about truth revelation and this accident happened. Couldn't think much anymore.


Akshu has an heart made of iron which is not going to melt in a day. But abhi is doing everything to melt it and the cracks are shown now.

My other hope now is Kairav I don't think he will keep quite now too. Maybe atleast I want him to talk to abhi. Atleast Kairav knew something is wrong with akshu and her love for abhi. 😭


Rest of the Goenka's are blah blah blah blu blu blu😡

Edited by hari15 - 3 years ago
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Posted: 3 years ago
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Loved your review❤️❤️❤️


yes abhi is hurt and open about his feelings but today My heart went for this muchkin Akshu, the confrontation was long due and finally abhi did asked right questions but yaar this girl😭😭😭😭


She made me cry , Pranali is doing a great job and we acknowledge that😍❤️❤️❤️


Time when she was putting mehndi on abhi it felt something was breaking inside her, with so much of turmoil, sadness and nobody to share around is more difficult a situation to handle and face and thats very brave of akshara to do that with smiling at other keeping everyone above her.


I m sure when misunderstandings will get cleared and abhi will get to know real akshu, along with love his respect for her will increase multiple fold.


yes they are made for each other but ye andhe goenkas and birlas cant see. I m shocked that manjari could not make out on Abhi’s fake smile🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Akshu just need to learn to give in little to situation and learn to trust someone and I hope things will get better for her❤️❤️❤️


akshu you are love❤️❤️❤️❤️

Posted: 3 years ago
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Originally posted by: rittika

Loved your review❤️❤️❤️


yes abhi is hurt and open about his feelings but today My heart went for this muchkin Akshu, the confrontation was long due and finally abhi did asked right questions but yaar this girl😭😭😭😭


She made me cry , Pranali is doing a great job and we acknowledge that😍❤️❤️❤️


Time when she was putting mehndi on abhi it felt something was breaking inside her, with so much of turmoil, sadness and nobody to share around is more difficult a situation to handle and face and thats very brave of akshara to do that with smiling at other keeping everyone above her.


I m sure when misunderstandings will get cleared and abhi will get to know real akshu, along with love his respect for her will increase multiple fold.


yes they are made for each other but ye andhe goenkas and birlas cant see. I m shocked that manjari could not make out on Abhi’s fake smile🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Akshu just need to learn to give in little to situation and learn to trust someone and I hope things will get better for her❤️❤️❤️


akshu you are love❤️❤️❤️❤️

Yaar Manjari only sees akshu applying mehndi for abhi and him giving shagun and teasing his Akshara ji. And thinks wedding is going smoothly. Just to put black ink on manjari and harsh I want all the truth to be out.

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Posted: 3 years ago
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What can say you said everything that was needed to be said about the current situation. Simply beautiful.

The song I thought it was just a random dance number, but now that you explained it makes complete sense.

Love the way you notice the smallest of details and than make your analysis 😀

I said earlier and would say it again that I watch the episode, read your review and than watch the episode again with a whole new perspective.

Posted: 3 years ago
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Originally posted by: Illuminatus.

Tann thirke thirke --- My body is dancing
Mann behke behke --- My mind is intoxicated
Tera kehke kehke khud ko --- By calling myself as yours
Mere dil ki baat jaane kaiynaat --- The universe knows what's in my heart
Tere dil ki khabar bas mujhko --- Only I know what's in your heart
Aana baatein pyar ki lana --- Come and bring conversations of love
Aana thoda pyar jatana --- Come and show me some love

Raanjhanaa hua main tera --- I've become your lover
Kaun tere bin mera --- No one is mine, but you
O kaun tere bin mera---

Check the lyrics- the song is meant for Akshara.

That is why Abhi danced the way he did. 😉

This episode is like the last scene before intermission. Finally you know what the story is about. Why the leads were behaving the way they did and how all the bizarre situations that we were made to sit through wondering where all this is leading to, starts making sense.


Sach mein mini..... This episode has totally showed us what they are exactly going through.....


Just like on Tilak he declares infront of everyone to Akshara, I love you and I know you love me. So please speak up and stop this confusion. But akshara did not utter a word.


After All isnt it clear why Abhi is behaving the way he is..... He does not have an option now.... Only way is to corner her.... We saw him happy blah blah and all but.... Ultimately its all to show her how horrible it will be when your love ignores you totally..... You cannot take it at all.... This akshu is now clearly sensing it....


In spite of all the harsh words hurled at him- he kept on asking Akshara to speak up. He asked her what do you think please tell me. I was confessing my love for you at every given opportunity and you know it so why are you quite. When you came to know of this tilak confusion why didn't you clear it. Or why didn't you call me?

He pleaded her to close her eyes and listen to heart and speak up.

This was the day when he had stated that mujhe Abhi bulaane ka Haq sirf kuch logo ko hai.

His parting words on the day were Maine pyar kiya hai, koi galti nahi.



This is totally heart wrenching to see abhi plead.... Aur kya karega ye.... How else can he open his heart and show that its only Akshu and no one else for him.... Either it takes few days or months or year this is not going to change at all for both of them.... That maine pyar kiya hsi, koi galti nehi ..... That tone in which he spoke that .... Gives chills .... This guy is just making us all yearn for more of him on screen.....


He is so confident and clear that it does not matter to him what he feels about Akshara is said in private or public. In fact the moment he had realized his feelings, he confessed to the Universe loud and clear that he loves Akshara.


Exactly.... He has never ever tried to hide anything.... Always from the start has been only truthful and straight forward and voiced out his feelings without hiccups ....



Abhimanyu, never doubted her love for him. He is mad at her for denying him her precious love. Abhi goes full throttle and takes what he thinks in rightfully his. On the other hand Akshara never learnt to express her true feelings to anyone. She feels guilty to ask for happiness for herself. And if ever she voiced for anything, Aarohi princess was ready to snatch it from her.


He is damn sure she loves him..... No second thoughts at all.... Unlike Akshu he never had anyone to stop him from freely expressing himself.....


Sirat was a loving mother to Akshara, she knew how sensitive Ak was so she was extra careful and like a loving friend to her. On the other hand Akshara was devoted to her mother. After the death of Sirat, little Akshara lost her protection and Aarohi's accusations made her give away every right to her personal happiness. The family was there and she had her brothers but Arohi's forceful and imposing personality and constant unrest within the family probably made the sensitive Akshara hide her feelings from her grandparents to hurt or toruble anyone was not in her nature. So she started giving in to Aarohi. Hoping that she will understand that she did not kill her mother. But Arohi's wrath and intense dislike for Akshara was unappeasable. The more Ak gave in the more headstrong Aarohi became which ultimately led to Ak force to leave home.

In all of this Ak learnt very well to hide her pain from others. As a child she was soft, cried easily and her emotions could be read on her face. But being away from home taught her, no one was bothered about her tears but she cared about her loved ones and so she will make them happy. If how she feels and what she wants does not matter then whats the point is putting it on display? She learnt to smile and when her heart was too full she would pretend that she needs to be alone with her music and she cried. Then she would wipe her own tears and put a big smile on her face and meet the world.

So for everyone she was the chirpy, bubbly, considerate and helping Akshara which again made Aarohi dislike her more. For who does not like a happy-go-lucky kind of a girl.

And the more she practiced she realized it came easy. Her tears were her own and laughter and smiles for everyone.

This way this girl forgot to listen to her heart's song.


Brilliantly put...... Yes.... Akshara has this capability of suppressing all her feelings and put up a smile and just go away with the thought if all her family people are happy she is happy too... As her life has made it that way for her since childhood.....This shell she has created and living inside is the main thing that needs to be broken into pieces ..... She needs to be made ready to face her hearts echo..... Repeatedly telling something which she totally ignoring and doing the opposite.....


So every time Abhi says close your eyes and listen to your heart she has no idea what that means to her anymore.

She has conditioned herself to listen to what Arohi wants. Because one dying words of her beloved Sirat ma was take care of Arohi.


This is what Abhimanyu is trying to do by ignoring her..... She needs that push to react and she is indeed reacting to it.... Its affecting her so much.... Even if she wants to control she is unable to.....


We dont know much about Abhimanyu's early years, but he is headstrong, stubborn, determined and used to getting his way. At the same time he is considerate of his families wishes, is very well behave man with no bad habits. His family loves and adores him. He is devoted to his mother and intensely dislikes his father. He has no interest in wasting time on things of no value- relationship is one such thing. He is successful, good looking, an academic topper, a top surgeon, partner in Birla Hospital, considered a good catch women through themselves on him. He treats them as inconsequential and has a habit of unseeing them.


He is a heart Surgeon who whenever in confusion listens to his heart. And when he first heard Akshara sing, he had followed his instict and found her bracelet.


Absolutely ..... That instinct ..... Its like magic.... That feeling he never felt before.....


Until he heard Akshara's voice, he had never thought about any woman. And when he saw Akshara for the first time he wanted to believe in love at first sight. And since she never left his mind and stayed back in his heart. And he was determined to make her part of his life. He already considered her his life.


So true .... And this he clearly put it infront arohi with his proposal for the wedding..... Its only Akshu and no one else for him.....


She was just about accepting her feelings for Abhi when she came to know about Arohi's feelings for Abhimanyu.

That was the end for her to nurture any thoughts of a relationship with him.

She kept trying to bury her feelings for him for Arohi's sake. But her resolve was finally dwindling... at the engagement ceremony she was hurting but tried to keep a smiling facade.


All this because she thinks Arohi loves Abhi.... But when she knows she wants him for her own purpose am sure she is not going to give up on Abhi ......


Abhimanyu had never shown her his normal behavior with other girls. He simply soften his stance with Arohi.

Till his engagement day he held hopes against hope that she will stop the pretense and accept the reality. No one needed to tell him that she was made for him and he was meant only for her. Truly she could feel that too couldn't she?


So true.... He was so much hopeful and tried everything possible to make her accept the love but in vain..... He knows she belongs to him.... But unable to make her accept it..... Unable to understand why she is doing it.....


But she broke his heart when she said that you are marrying my sister, so respect this relationship. His pain, his love, his healing meant nothing to her. So there is nothing more to plead with her. And he realized finally she needs to see what happens when he actually moves on.

Toh yeh hai tumhara Normal

Mujhe laga tha sirf mera Normal

Abnormal se Bakwas hai


Yesss.... Thats the idea.... For all his funny dance.....and the way he portrayed himself and hiding every damn emotion behind his fake smile.... Now he clearly sees how hurt she is.... How long can she keeps carrying this forward.... Ek din ka his normal she is unable to bear it....

Why so much difficulty in washing off that mehandi? Its just a mistake right? Phir kyun ithni takleef? Kyun? She has the answer herself.....


All those who complained about Abhi's behaviour- His each action towards Akshara is measured. One mistake he made was the proposal to Arohi.


Tumhara toh bilkul Wahiyat Hai

Kyun Ji, Akshara Ji, Kya Hua

Tay Toh yeh bhi nahi hua tha

Because all along what he suspected that she loves him just as much he loves her. But was unnecessarily hurting herself and him. She was getting affected and that is not part of being normal.


Thoda bhi normal nehi hey yeh.... This is what he is alk the way trying to show her.... His normal normal us making her totally out of control.... The akshara she has made herself is slowly starting to give up.... His love for her is melting this stubborn ice slowly and she cant handle it much longer.....


We have to see what comes next. Already the spoilers are out and they are extremely sad ones. keeping fingeres crossed for everything to fall in place.


Brilliant post mini as always.... This accident of Akshu where its going to lead to.... need to wait.....


Me in blue 🤗

Edited by Amru4krish - 3 years ago
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Posted: 3 years ago
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Amazing post Mini ❤❤

They way you have translated ranjhna lyrics 😍😍😍

You have explained both of them too well.

I saw a clip of surat where teacher suggested that Akshara is little weak in her studies and she replied not every kid is same some are good in studies and some are good in other activities.

Their bond was good and actually she gave all motherly love to Akshara but her death was a shocker for Akshara coz she lost her mother and a good friend who knew about her without telling anything.

She really needs someone to share her pain and for Abhimanyu to take that place in her life there is a long way.


He just made her realize what it will be if he becomes normal and she couldn't accept his normal.

And his dialogue were 🔥🔥

Keeping our fingers crossed for accident track.

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Posted: 3 years ago
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I loved the episode. But was skeptical about your review. I really don't sure that u will be this much positive. I was only concentrating on Abhi his pain his madness that I didn't see Akshu. I was happy finally the moment came for Abhi to give it back Akshu her own medicine. But never once think it in her perspective. Thanks for that.

Abhi was mad, pained psycho today in his love. Everyone was looking at him like ajeeb. But he was in his own normal form. And Akshu was only looking at him. The stencil finding game was symbolic to Abrohi weeding Arohi got Abhi from Akshu. And the menhadi function Abhi telling her to apply on his hand was painful but it was a challenge for her. Mahima thrown at her, but as usual with smiling face she does. In all this Abhi never looked at her. She was only looking at him seeing his pain and indifference.

For once i like kV today he tried to help Akshu today for performing the Mehandi rasam he know how much she hurts. Manjari was confused as usual but she was watching Abhira for god's knows what reason. I hope ki accident track maim atleast she see how much her laadla hurt and love Akshu. Please show her how much Abhi loves Akshu to manjari.

The confrontation was fab. Each and every word came from Abhi was bang on. He was telling her dekho hum dono kitne takleef maim hai. Please samjho

Ab tho mujhe share karo apni dil ki baath. I'm loving this normal Abhi.

Waiting for next week how Akshu tackle this questions and as usual breaks Abhi's heart.

Abhi💞❤️❤️❤️❤️

Akshu💔

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