Weight of that one tear

Hello girls, as expected the current track has made us silent readers speak.

And as I return to IF after a hiatus of three years... the fear of the known lingers... fear of indulging in celluloid and then nursing a heartbreak for a long period of time..

but then this show like the previous one is somewhere reminding me of my life.. my past life.. and the most cherished people whom I now just see on my FB page... so much for romanticism and saat jamno ka saath...

See. I started to wander in the very beginning!

This. This is what near to real life TV does... and this show... it has successfully taken me into my past. I am actually two years junior to Naina and Sameer but my school life mirrors almost everything... the crush.. the friendship which we swore will last longer than our own lives...( and of course me and him we never were together.. albeit now on facebook though.. )

Sameer for me, unlike the popular opinion, has come across as a very responsible and sensitive person...more than his age.. after all he has been carrying his life on his shoulders for eternity... his reactions to Naina's endeavors tonight were mature...he was so aware of his limits.. that he kept on asking her to leave.. "tum jao yahan se.. and his amazing comfort level with the girl who he knows is bonkers over him... boss it takes a lot of guts and responsibility to not take advantage of the person...he now knows that Naina brings out his real self: a person with a large heart that too of gold...

So he is ever ready to take her kasam.. ready to reveal the truth to her.. and also confess that he does not want to fight with her... Ready to be taken care of by her... See this is what I mean...when it comes to Naina.. he seems to have thought through his actions... and then comes the classic. Something which is so implusive: arre jalaogi kya? When she gets the candle near him...just like a husband would accuse his wife...

And this very realization, I would term it like that as of now, instead of love, that she owns him, him who has nobody (forget nanu here... Nanu is a mere support device!).. and she has him... or rather he thinks she has him...was expressed in form of a lone tear which reamed out his cheek...

Sameer will carry the weight of this tear till Naina erases all the unhappiness in his life and makes him smile from the bottom of his heart...

The tear had everything he had for Naina at that point of time... a realization that he was worth someone's care and nurture.. a feeling that he has wronged her in the past.. and a know of being right in the centre of her very existence...boss... this is a very heavy knowledge to even breathe with.. let alone live...

And now with tayyab ali.. resurfacing.. Sameer's resolve towards Naina has to firm up ...and trust me when a man.. a lonely.. self-deprecating man takes a decision.. he will ensure he gets what he wants ... after all she is the one who longs for him more than he longs for anything... and here ladies.. the story of Samer Maheshwari's happiness begins...

PS: Apologies for such a long write up... Sameer has messed my mind more.. err Naina is just me in school.. so I know what she is upto all the time..

love

hiral

Beautifully put- I too think Sameer is much more mature than Naina since the start...tbh when Rakesh slapped him during the cheating wala episode..n when he tries to slap him again, he holds his hand to prevent him from doing so...well it was bad manners yes, but then it showed that the guy knew he was right and has the guts to fight for it too...I think Naina is very lucky to have someone like him in her life...I've seen men burden down with pressure from families, not able to take a stand for their ladies...Sameer here is a man of strong resolve. If he's determined and if he's right- he has it in him to fight for it...Seeing Naina's family, I'm sure Sameer is one who can take up the challenge to ask for their daughter's hand in marriage...you need a lot of courage to take a stand n then stick to it.

Originally posted by: Samaina_1990

Beautifully put- I too think Sameer is much more mature than Naina since the start...tbh when Rakesh slapped him during the cheating wala episode..n when he tries to slap him again, he holds his hand to prevent him from doing so...well it was bad manners yes, but then it showed that the guy knew he was right and has the guts to fight for it too...I think Naina is very lucky to have someone like him in her life...I've seen men burden down with pressure from families, not able to take a stand for their ladies...Sameer here is a man of strong resolve. If he's determined and if he's right- he has it in him to fight for it...Seeing Naina's family, I'm sure Sameer is one who can take up the challenge to ask for their daughter's hand in marriage...you need a lot of courage to take a stand n then stick to it.

Welcome to the forum dear n i think i hve seen u smewhere😆...Ur name sounds a ring !😃...Pls mke ur presence felt as wud luv to read the perspective of the silent ones...n very well xplained abt that lone tear...the weight may b miniscule but the impact or the footprint of this very memory that u shed for that very person remains for a lifetime ...an acceptance..an affirmation of the unsaid feelings where words couldnt even justify or be mouthed !..i luv ur analysis dear ...very much deep n thought provoking ...👏

Nicely written Hiral...welcome here😃

Originally posted by: hiralnehal

Absolutely. And it is such men who stand by their own. Sameer's true nature will be a revelation for sure. i was watching Sumeet Mittal's old interview on a gujarati news channel and he sounded so similar to Sameer... next few tracks are going to be really very interesting... as Sameer starts taking the reins of the narrative...

Originally posted by: mehraan

Welcome to the forum dear n i think i hve seen u smewhere😆...Ur name sounds a ring !😃...Pls mke ur presence felt as wud luv to read the perspective of the silent ones...n very well xplained abt that lone tear...the weight may b miniscule but the impact or the footprint of this very memory that u shed for that very person remains for a lifetime ...an acceptance..an affirmation of the unsaid feelings where words couldnt even justify or be mouthed !..i luv ur analysis dear ...very much deep n thought provoking ...👏

Originally posted by: braveheartdoc

Nicely written Hiral...welcome here😃

Sameer would be much passionate in love and we all know this😃

Naina is doing certain mistakes but all those are purely bcoz of her immense love for him and all this would make her hate him even more for sometime but I'm sure he'll win her love and trust back very soon and then their relationship would enter a new phase😃

Loved to read how you described the tear and his impact on him and rightly pointed out by you...he would be bearing the burden of that tear for a very long time

For this he would shed many more tears in isolation when he would not have anyone around to wipe them off for him...maybe then he uses her handkerchief as a consolation😳😊

Originally posted by: spate22

He will?!! I didn't know that!! Where did you hear that?! 😲

Shreya

Originally posted by: hiralnehal

thank Meher.. i was part of the rangrasiya forum which ruled this IF during its tenure.. will definitely try to write more...i can picture them discussing this incident eons after.. Naina may laugh saying tum kitne nakhre kartey the.. and Sameer would thank her once again for the kambal...