Ishra FF: Dil Ki Chaahat Last part pg84 dt.19.9.19 UPDATED - Page 58

Chapter 35

Painful and a Yearning Chapter

Ishita hears all that Maya has to say about Raman

I just feel that Ishita is blaming him for everything every pain and struggle

she went through , she on her own married Ashok and she was blinded by his good

manners and attitude marrying him is not Raman's fault yet she feels its only because of him

she is in pain

Raman's love for Sia cannot be questioned and here Ishita feels that he will someday leave

Sia , I can understand her pain and the fact that she never got over both her love and pain for

Raman but she should realize that he truly loves Sia he is not just a father figure he is Sia's dad

Raman imagining Ishita and Sia at his house that was painful

Ishita now wants to repay Raman and wants him to set her and Sia free

why is she giving herself , Sia and Raman such pain

Chapter 36 Part 1

Heart Wrenching Chapter

Raman for once had given into Ishita freeing her and Sia

but this only brought on much more pain , loneliness and the craving to be together

Sia is small and yes in time she would get over crying for her Paa but surely something

like this would effect Sia she loved Raman , does Ishita not truly see what has happened

to her child

Ishita everyday dreams about Raman so why does she not give her ego up and call him

Iqbal tries to reason and explain Raman because of his decision to free Ishita

Sia is the one that suffers

Sia already had gone through so much with Ashok and now not having Raman around

its sad and truly no child should suffer because adults , it truly pains me when a innocent

child has to go through a separation which changes a child

Chapter 36 Part 2

A Fabulous Chapter

Raman finds out that Ishita is the Event Manager on his kids line

he was confused and at first decided that he will not trouble Ishita

he would stay away from this event though its the first but thankfully

he remembers Iqbal's words and phones his sister letting her know

Ishita would also be at the event , but is sweetly surprised when his sister tells

him to attend the event as now his love for Ishita is true and not selfish

at the event Ishita sees a family and how the father loves his daughter , tears drip of Ishita's eyes

and Raman sees this , she is also about to fall when he catches her and she knows it is Raman

though she was annoyed with him but seems he is all confident and arrogant too

Sia seeing her Paa she came running to him and Raman too enjoyed his little time with her

I'm glad that she still loves Raman the same

Chapter 37

Amazingly Awesome

I like what Simmi says , its true Ishita had chosen Ashok as her life partner

surely she expected a good marriage , a supportive husband and because

Ashok made Ishita's life a painful hell she cannot be blaming Raman still

had she been happy in her marriage she would have surely forgiven Raman

I guess that is what pain is all about

Raman now letting the world know his inspiration was Sia and the company is in her name too

shocking Ishita but at least she should appreciate the fact that Raman is a far better man

then Ashok ever was .

Its great that Ishita wore bright colored suit at least Raman's words made way

Chapter 36: part 2.

I told you before itself, way before I had to take a break,that this story is over for me. I am hugely convinced that Ishita cannot live happily without Raman. And I even concluded that Raman won her love nothing of his own merit, and I was just waiting to see how things gonna take a turn.

I just don't know what to comment....Raman suddenly starts flirting with her, and actually determines to win her, for that, he has a valid reason, which you quoted, "it was easy to cry for his shona and do nothing to wipe those tears". Even I am surprised like Ishita that a man who was full of guilt, can suddenly flip and take things into his hands and start working towards a better future?

We often sing a song at our home, "Arise and shine", a truly inspirational one, which asks you to renew your spirit within yourself, and move ahead with new hope everyday and reach the destiny, no matter how bad you have messed up till now. Raman did what he did. That's all what he had to do.

And Ishita's side is what still stabs me...I told you the story is over, but still this woman and the turmoil she goes through haunts me forever. Now, Raman started flirting with her, should she jump in joy, or slap him and leave the place. What's worse is she wants to do both, she wanna hug him tight and she wanna push him away hard. She has no shoulder to cry on even. Her daughter would never understand her pain, and she has no one in this world to share her pain. She could do nothing.

And at one point, where Raman comes and holds her, when she was about to fall, she instantly recognises his touch and she is fixed to the point for a while.

Now, that filled my eyes with tears😢. His touch can affect her to that extent. Now what can be done to this woman? Only way is to let her go and unite with him. She is emotionally fragile and only he can soothe her. If she has given him the way to her heart and wound it, and now he alone can go there and nurse those wounds.

Even if I never said that to you, I always rooted for Ishita moving on alone with Sia. But, you put me in Ishita's shoes, and made me see Raman through her eyes. He bloody still has no merit of his own to claim Ishita, only this poor woman's heart still beats for him. And now it's scary for me to imagine Ishita's life without Raman.

He needs her, and his happiness lied with her and Sia, and Iqbal convinced him that they can be happy only if they 3 live together. That's all from his perception. Little did he know the hell, she is going through. I wished he knew the love she hold for him, then start his ways to woo her, rather than still thinking that she hates his sight.

Yeah, he had only seen her venting her pain for the havoc he caused in her life, and on top of that, he too is guilty and ashamed of the same, so he never got to see the bigger picture. Her heart beats for him. Can he ever understand this?? He never understood when they were in college, else he would have never left her. It would have stabbed him to leave her. Even now, he didn't understand.

For now, it appears to me as if his sudden realisation of taking into his hands and setting up things straight is all for himself and Sia, and he knew he can keep Ishita happy, so he thinks this is the right path. This is indeed the right path, but the reasons are bigger than he imagine. He has no idea what he is imparting to Ishita. And when he comes to know, one side, his heart would with beam with joy and the other side, it would pain him 1000 times more than what his deeds towards Ishita pained him till date!

Wonderful update. Thank you. And sorry for the late reply. You know the reasons. Next chapter tomorrow😄

You are a genius.😎

I don't know if there is any other possible way in this world, to make me agree for Ishita's alliance with Raman in this story.😆

But you chose the right point, Ishita still holds love for him, that's the only reason I am giving in.😐

Originally posted by: --QUEEN--

You are a genius.😎

I don't know if there is any other possible way in this world, to make me agree for Ishita's alliance with Raman in this story.😆

But you chose the right point, Ishita still holds love for him, that's the only reason I am giving in.😐

Hey Reena

Thanks so much for taking out time to share your thoughts.

I hope you’re recovering well dear!

And I certainly don’t consider myself as a genius especially while handling this particular story because it’s very complicated and deals with layers of human emotions.

And I feel when it comes to emotions, there’s nothing as completely right and wrong.. what’s wrong for me might be right for you and vice versa..there’s no set path that I can follow and make every one happy. Had I been a genius, I would have been able to that..but sadly I can’t .

Even though the story is over for you, I’m glad you’re giving it a fair chance and still sticking around. Really means a lot, thank you 😊

Awesome awesome awesome totally in love with this story update soon next part please

Chapter 37

I just don't know what to comment dear...

I know Raman has changed and he alone can bring happiness in Ishita's life, I just don't know why am I not happy. And I don't want Raman to suffer either, I just want that night to be wiped away from Ishita's life.

I just don't know what to say, I am a mute spectator just watching things unfold in a way I have never expected.

There are many things I disliked,starting from Shona Bhalla to Simmi's conversation with Ishita, but if you ask me for a better solution, I can't give either. So, I just give up.

And Ishita decided to move on from Raman and married Ashok with a hope to lead a life getting over her past. Had Ashok been a nice husband, Ishita would have been completely different, that's what you say right? She would have forgiven Raman right? She would have been strong enough to start a life with Sia, with Ashok's memories, having no feelings held towards Raman.

Now Ashok being a monster made Ishita more vulnerable towards Raman, that she wakes up to his dreams everyday? How is that even possible? If Ashok turned a beast, why should Raman's betrayal intensify in her? If he was a wonderful husband, why would the wounds created by Raman be soothed? Okay let the wounds be soothed, but if Ashok turned a beast, and if it made her bitter towards Raman, then you still blame Ashok? The trust which Raman broke has no hand in it?

Now Simmi's words for Ishita.... Yeah, Ishita decided to move on with Ashok, because there was no other way, cuz Raman already married Shagun. And Raman too moved on cuz he thought Ishita was married. She is looking at the issue just like a failed college crush. Let her look at Raman and Sia, what if Sia does the same to Raman? Since their bond has no name, if Sia betrays Raman tomorrow, can she look at it just like a mistake? Why there is no seriousness in her words, when talking about Ishita's betrayed love?

I know I know, she is working towards solving the problem, but, I didn't like the way she was making Ishita look at things. Wonder, if Raman had found new Shona, Simmi would have forgotten Sia's betrayal ( in case).

I've fed on your brain enough with wierd logics, I guess😜. The story is coming to an end already, you will get rid of me soon,😁

Anyway dear, this story is so close to my heart. I just feel so sad that this story is coming to an end 😢. I don't know the real ending sach mein, lekin you should show me how is Ishita living with Raman few years after their marriage. Please. Only then I can be at peace😭

Sach mein his flirty ways are irritating me.