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|| Tui Hai Mere Jeene Ki Wajah ||
"Yaaraaa... Yaaraaa..." Her voice was too melodious on which anyone could easily fall in love. Her fingers were waving with their own frequence. Her angelic eyes were speaking more than her words. Her curly hair was dancing in air but didn't disturb her. It seems the nature was also enjoying her song. She was fully lost in her own singing world. "Wow!!!" This word was bring her in the reality. She looked herself sitting in a park with her friends. She was looking all around to check whether anyone watching her or not.
"Amazing Ishita.. You are a rock star yaar.!" Her friend spoke as she was impressed with her song.
"You know what you should try in those reality show." She looked at her friend once and smiled and started packing her bag, "We are getting late for our classes.. So let's go..!" Ishita tried to change the topic.
"No yaar.. I am serious.. You have such a beautiful voice. And I know it's your dream to be a singer then why don't you try on..." Her friend was saying so excitedly when Ishita cut her, "Yes.. I love to sing but singer?? No yaar..." She replied so calmly and ignored this topic and going to leave when she heard a male voice.
"Apne karam ki kar adayeee...
Yaaaraaa... Yaaraaa... Yaaaraaa..."
She looked all around the park to see from where the voice coming but it was not so easy for her to find that person. "Look!!! One more singer. Ishita, I am telling you just try in those show's neither you will see someone else will become the next Rockstar..." Her friend was continuously talking. But Ishita's eyes were busy in finding. She didn't know why but that voice attracted her, her heart skipped for that moment when she heard that voice, that voice had full of pain. Her eyes were scanning the place when her friend called her, "Ishitaa!! Are you listening..?" Hearing this Ishita looked at her with wide eyes. She didn't know how to react.
"Hunn.. No.. I mean yes..!! What are you saying..?" She asked her but her mind was still lost in that voice.
"What.. No.. Yes.. Oh God!! Let's go..." Her friend said confused when Ishita agreed to leave but before leaving she looked all around for once and started follow her friend. When she again heard that voice and her feet automatically stopped.
"Mujhko Irade De..
Kasme De Waade De..
Meri Duaoko Ke Ishaaro Ko Sahare De..."
Now Ishita could clearly hear that voice and she started follow the song from where it comes and finally she came to an hault. There a guy was sitting facing his back.
"Dil Ko Thikane De..
Naye Bahane De..
Khowabo Ki Barisho Ko Mausam Ke Paimane De..
Apne Karam Ki Kar Adaye..
Karde Idhar Bhi Tu Nigahe..."
Ishita was lost in that voice, the person has the passion to sing and it's fully reflecting in his voice.. Ishita started walking towards him.
"Sunn Raha Hai Na Tu...
Ro Raha Hu Mein...
Sunn Raha Hai Na Tu..."
Ishita put her hand on his shoulder to see who he was.. That guy felt her touch and stopped singing. "Who.. Who are you?" She asked him surprisingly and that guy turned his face and she got another shock, "Raman Bhalla??" She only able to say his name. Her eyes didn't believe this. "Raman.." She whispered and rubbed her eyes in shock but Raman didn't say anything, he got up from his place and left stunned Ishita behind. She opened her eyes and found him leaving and she rushed behind him calling, "Raman.. Raman sir.. Listen..." But it was too late.. He was out of her reach. She only saw him sitting inside his car and left from there along with a guy. Her eyes and mouth were shot opened. "Ishita.." When her friend jerked her. She looked at her her shocked.
"What happen..! What are you doing here...?" Her friend asked her.
"Pinch me!!" She exclaimed. Her friend gave her question look when Ishita forwarded her hand saying, "pinch me..!" and so she did.
"Ouch.." A moan escaped from her mouth and she rubbed her hand.
"Will you tell me what happen..?" She asked her irately.
"I.. I.. Raman.. I saw Raman right now.." Ishita excitedly said and jumped in excitement.
"What?? Really?? You mean Raman Bhalla, the managing director of RKB Music Company??" Her friend rapitedly asked her and she nod her head as yes in excitement.
"What did you say to him??" She asked her when Ishita's face became pale.
She said disappoint, "Before I could say anything he left..!!" Hearing this her friend's face also became pale but she managed and said, "Its okay.. Better luck next time.. Now let's go for class." And they left that place.
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The whole night Ishita couldn't sleep properly. His voice was echoing in her ear all the time. She was so restless. "Why.. Why am I so restless?? Why am I so affected by his voice?? Why am I feeling there is something hidden in his voice, any pain..! Murgan.. Why am I thinking so much..? I hope I am wrong...!" She was restlessly thinking about him and took a deep breathe to ease her chain of thoughts and then closed her eyes.
Next day again Ishita went to that place. She was restlessly waiting for him, but he didn't come. She disapointly came back. Now regularly on that time she went to that place. She had hope that oneday they will meet again. But days passed away.. Nowadays she was always lost in his thoughts that she forget about her all around... One week passed just like this. But still she had a strong feeling that they will meet. Ishita was driving her car and thought, "Where he is?? Why doesn't he come??" She was talking with herself when she found a car was coming from opposite side. But the car was coming so weirdly. It seemed the driver was drunk.
"What the heck..!!" She irately said and keep blowing horn but that car looses the balance and it banged with a tree. Ishita also stopped her car with jerk.. "Oh my God!!" She immediately ran towards the car and opened the door. She made the driver sit straightly and was shocked to see it was Raman.. "Mr Bhalla.. Sir.. Sir.. Wake up.. Are you listening to me..?" She got so panicked. His head was bleeding badly. Ishita was looking for someone for help. But there was no one, so she herself took him out from car and made him sit in her car and drive away.
"Doctor please check him..!" Ishita was worriedly saying to doctor. The doctor instructed the nurse to shift him in cabin.
"You please wait here..."
After a long time procedure doctor came out, Ishita rushed to him when doctor said, "He is fine now." Ishita sighed in relief.
"Doctor can I..?" And he permit her.
Ishita walked in the cabin and saw him sleeping when the nurse walked to her, "Maam.. We got some stuffs from him.." The nurse said and handover her the things.
Ishita checked them and found a small diary there. She looked at Raman, she was so curious to read. "Sorry God.. But I wants to know about him." She apologized and she opened that diary.
"Today I saw her first time. She was looking so beautiful.. That red color suits on her." Ishita looked at him, ' About whom he was talking..! ' With that thought something deeply pierced inside her heart. She turned the next page with heavy heart.
"She is so friendly.. We become good friend.. Friends? No.. I think she is more than that for me. She is so special for me. I fall in love.. Fall in love with Shagun." A drop fall on the paper, Ishita touched her cheek and found them wet.. A silent tear came out from her eyes. She turned again the next page.
"Today I proposed her.. And guess what she is in love with me also.. I don't believe this, she actually said yes to me..! Really she is with me now..." A curve came on her lips. She felt how much he was happy that day but again she got curious to know more. She turned the page and start reading when someone snatched the diary.
"Who the hell are you to touch my stuffs..?" Ishita looked at him. It was none other than Raman. "Don't you have the manners??" He shouted.
"I am sorry sir... But!!" Ishita cleared her throat in fear.
"Wait... I saw you!! Oh yes that day in the part right?? Are you following me??" He asked.
"I.. Actually nurse gave me those things." Without Saying anything Raman took his stuffs and started walking towards the exit door when Ishita grabbed his hand, "Hey where are going..? You are not well.." Raman looked at her and removed her hand with a jerk.
"Don't try to be over smart okay?" And he turned to leave when he got ache on his shoulder, "Ahhh.." He moaned.
Ishita immediately support him "Raman!!!" For all of sudden his name escaped from her mouth, her voice was filled with care. Raman looked at her and for few moments he was lost in those eyes.
"I told you but you didn't listen to me.. Now come with me..." She said giving him the support.
"First of all don't call me Raman. You don't have any right. So call me Mr Bhalla or sir only and secondly I am fine. I don't need anyone's support." And he pushed her aside and left from there.
"Why are you behaving like this Raman..? I want to know what happen with you..?" She thought herself.
"Manzilein ruswa hain...
Khoya hai raasta...
Aaye le jaaye...
Itni si ilteja...
Ye meri zamaanat hai...
Tu meri amaanat hai aa..."
Ishita was singing this song sitting in that same park where she saw Raman first. She was so much lost in her world that she didn't even realize a pair of eyes were gazing at her.
"Mujhko iraade de...
Kasamein de, waade de...
Meri duaaon ke ishaaron ko sahaare de...
Dil ko thikaane de naye bahaane de...
Khabon ki barishon ko mausam ke paimane de...
Apne karam ki kar adaayein...
Kar de idhar bhi tu nigaahein...
Sun raha hai naa tu...
Ro rahi hun main...
Sun raha hai naa tu Kyun ro raha hun main..."
A guy clapped for her once she finished her song. Ishita turned and found a guy was standing there. "I saw him.. But where??" Her inner voice asked.
She was reminding when that man introduced himself, "Hello I am Mihir Arora, CEO of RKB music company."
"Oh ya..!! He is that man. I saw him with Raman on that day.." She thought.
"I must say.. Your voice is so sweet." Ishita smiled getting the compliment.
"Actually my bhai.. I mean Raman sir heard your voice and he called you at his office.." Ishita jumped up in excitement.
"But where he heard?"
"When you were singing, we were passing by here."
Ishita shook her head and searched for him, "But where is he??"
"He has meetings so he left. But he called you tomorrow. And this is the card." He gave her the card.
"Okay I'll be there. Thank you." Mihir smiled and left from there.
Next day, Ishita walked inside the office and admired the scenario when she saw Mihir.
"Hello Miss!!" Mihir greeted her.
"Ishita.. Ishita Iyer..!" She introduced herself.
"Please come.." He took her inside Raman's cabin. "You wait here.. Bhai is coming, he is in meeting room." Mihir left from there. Ishita was looking all around, she saw a huge shelf and walked to there. There was so many music awards which his company won.. She was admiring those awards when she heard his voice, "Excuse me!!"
Ishita turned to face him making Raman shocked, "You?? What the heck..!! Why are you following me??" He was fuming in anger.
"Excuse me..! I am not following you. You called me here." She said giving a glare to him.
"I?? Are you mad..? Why will I call you here?" Right then Mihir entered, "Mihir what is happening?? What is she doing here?" He asked him angrily.
"Bhai..? You asked me to call her yesterday remember?? She is the girl who was singing..!" Raman looked at her shock. Then he remembered he heard someone was singing but didn't see her face. "Unbelievable..!" He gasped.
"Excuse me!" Ishita sarcastically looked at him.
"Nothing.. Have sit..!" Raman said scratching his neck and they sat on their respective chairs.
"Actually I called you here, actually our company will launch another music album and we want some refreshers and yesterday I heard your voice and I thought you will be the perfect one." As Raman said, Ishita looked at them shocked.
"Me..? No sir.. I like singing but I am not a professional singer. I can't do that..!" She was rejecting their proposal when Mihir spoke, "But Miss. Ishita it's a good opportunity. You have singing voice..!"
Ishita looked on thoughtful, "Ishita what are you doing..? You wants to know about him and this is the way that you can know..!" Her inner voice said, she smiled, "Okay..! I am ready.. I will do this.."
"Are you sure..?" Raman asked her suspicious as he had some doubts.
"Yes.. I am.." She said confident.
"Okay.. Then here's your contract papers." Raman passed her, then she signed the contract paper.
"You can join the company tomorrow. You need to rehears for next one month and then your final recording will take place." Raman said and asked Mihir to give her details and he left.
Ishita was waiting for the elevator when she saw Raman came there too, she didn't bother to initiate any conversation. They both got into the elevator. There was a silence between them but Ishita steal glances from him. She looked at him from corner of her eyes and found him busy in his phone. Suddenly the light inside the elevator blinked, and their body started shaking and finally stopped in midway.
"What the hell with this now..!" Raman irately said.
"What happen..?" Ishita asked him nervous.
Raman gave her deadly glare asking, "Can't you see I am here with you..! How will I know..?" Saying this, he dialed Mihir's number, "Mihir.. Ask the technicians to check elevator system. I am stuck inside damn it..!"
"Me too..! Me too..!" Ishita hurried to him saying, she almost leaned on his body when feeling it, Ishita looked up at him and they shared an eye lock. Sensing it, Raman looked away when she parted away from him.
A few good minutes later, Raman heard sobs, he turned at Ishita's side and found her sitting on floor crying. He sighed, "Why are you crying now?"
"How will I go home..? What if we have to stay here whole night..!!" She was sobbing and irritates Raman with her unnecessary questions.
"Shut up!!" He shouted at her.
Ishita got scared and stopped and made a pout. After a while she started crying again. "Now what??" He asked in frustration.
Ishita stood up saying, "You are scolding me.. You know.. You know no one ever scold me like this..!" Raman gave whatever look but Ishita didn't shut her mouth when suddenly the lights turned off and Ishita gets so scared, she hugged him tightly moaning, "Bachao.. Bachao.." But instantly stopped as she was feeling so safe in his arm.
The elevator starts all of sudden and she gets more scared and clutched her coat in fear. Raman could feel her fear.
"Relax..! I am here.." He patted on her back to made her feel better.
Finally the elevator came to halt and the door opened. Ishita realized and got apart from him, they came out. "Bhai are you okay?" Mihir asked him, he simply nodded, meanwhile Ishita looked on embarrassed.
"Umm.. Raman I am.." But before she could say anything he left.
The next day, as per routine, the rehearsal started. Ishita regularly came to the office for rehearsing but she didn't get courage to talk with him.
On a such day, Ishita was rehearsing when she heard the fire alarm rang. She immediately walked out from the room and saw employees running here and there.
"What happened?" She managed to stop one person and asked.
"Fire..! Please go outside the building fast." Saying this the person ran out when Ishita also ran out.
As soon as she ran out, she saw fire brigade arrived when suddenly Ishita saw Mihir, she ran to him asking, "Where's Raman? Is he alright?"
"Raman bhai? He wasn't with me..!" He said worried.
"What do you mean?" And suddenly something bursts inside making a huge flame. "Raman.." She shouted.
She saw fire brigade were trying to take control on the fire when Ishita ran to them saying, "Raman.. Raman.. I think he is inside." Meanwhile Mihir tried to call Raman to know his whereabouts but failed to contact him.
"Ma'am.. You please calm down.. We are going inside."
"No.. No.. I want to go with you please." Ishita pleaded and they agreed. They walked in and searched for Raman. It was getting tough to find him as the floor was filled with smoke. But Ishita didn't give up, she walked in without thinking about her own life. She was passing by his cabin when her eyes fall on him. He was lying unconscious there. Ishita walked in hurriedly, "Raman.. Raman open your eyes. See, I am here. I won't let anything happen to you." She tried to call him but he didn't response. Soon the guys arrived there and with their help they walked out from the building and immediately rushed to the hospital.
Ishita and Mihir was pacing to and from outside the cabin as doctor examined him. After some time, doctor walked out, "Don't worry.. He's fine.. By the way does he has any issue with fire?" Doctor asked when Ishita looked on as she has no idea about it.
"Yes doctor.. He gets violent."
"Oh I see..! I guess that's why he lost his sense. Anyways there's nothing to worry about." Doctor excused when Ishita looked at Mihir confuse.
"I know, many questions are running in your mind right now." Mihir said looking straight at her.
"If you don't mind can I know the reason? And if I am not wrong then I guess this related to Shagun right?"
"How do you know Shagun?" Mihir asked.
"It's not important. I want to know about his past."
"You are right. This is related to Shagun. Raman bhai and Shagun both loved each other. They were about to marry last year but that fateful night snatch everything from him. Raman bhai and Shagun were coming from a event when the break of their car suddenly stopped working and for some reason Shagun was driving the car that night. They tried to take control over the car but failed when to stop getting hit by a truck she moved the car towards the cliff. Shagun asked bhai to jump out but he dined when she suddenly pushed him out and the car fall on the cliff along with her and there it burst. His life shattered in front of his eyes. From that day bhai never drive his car, though he tried to overcome from his fear but end up putting his life in danger and also he gets violent whenever he see fire."
Ishita's eyes filled with tears, "He gone through such pain..!"
"Bhai felt himself responsible for her death and after her death, he became like this."
"No.. I will make him realize he wasn't responsible. He will start living his life again, will start loving again." Ishita thought.
Ishita walked in Raman's cabin and saw him sleeping, she walked to him and caressed his face, "You have to live again Raman.. Not for yourself then for me at least." Saying this she was turned to leave when Raman held her hand, "Don't go.. Don't go Shagun.. I can't live without you. Please come to me."
Though his confession hurt Ishita but she composed herself and put her hand on him and assured, "Calm down Raman.. No one is going away from you.. Calm down.."
"Shagun.. Shagun..!" Raman kept murmuring her name when Ishita slightly leaned towards him and caressed his forehead saying, "Calm down Raman.. Sshhh..!" Suddenly Raman came back to reality, he opened his eyes and saw Ishita so close to him, they shared an eye lock when nurse walked in breaking there eye lock, Raman loosen his grip from her hand.
"Ugh.. You... Are you fine?"
"Yeah. Where's Mihir? I want to go home..!" He said turning away.
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After a week later, Ishita again joined office and started her rehearsal when on a such day, Raman decided to record as she improved. He informed the same to Ishita and she agreed.
She was inside the recording room along with the music directors, some stuffs and Raman. Ishita starts singing but she did mistake... She tried so many times but did the same mistake every time and that made Raman so angry. He barged inside the room and took her outside, "Pack up for today..." He shouted and took her in his cabin. Mihir also follow them.
"What... What's wrong with you?? Why are you getting so nervous.. Damn it!!!" He yelled at her.
"I can't do this Raman.." Raman held her arms tightly, "Listen you..! I don't care anything... I only know I invested my everything on you and now it's your turn to return back anyhow.. Got it!!" He yelled and pushed her aside and left.
Ishita stood there hurt when Mihir came to her, "Ishita jee..! Don't be sad, you know how bhai is..!"
"No, it's okay.. I understand Mihir. And yes, he was right. It's time to return him back."
"Everything will be fine. Don't worry." Ishita smiled.
Ishita was sitting in cafeteria when Raman came and sat next to her chair. She looked at him shock as she never expect it.
"Ishita I am.." But she cut him, "It's okay Raman.. I understand...! Actually it was my fault.." Ishita said while looking down.
"Come with me.." He took her to the recording room. "Now go inside.."
"But Raman I.." But he insisted her to go inside. Ishita sighed and went inside and sings. After coming out she smiled at him.
"Look you did it without any hesitation. Ishita remember one thing when you will enter that room just forget everything.. Forget that you are Ishita, forget what you are doing here.. Just remember, you will sing from your heart." He said smiling, Ishita felt an unknown strength in his words.
Next day, the recording procedure went perfectly. This time she didn't do any mistakes. After the office over, Ishita was waiting for an auto outside when Raman saw her.
"Hey what happen..?" Raman asked from back.
"Yeah..! actually my car get damaged." Ishita said..
"Oh.. Okay.. Come I will drop you."
"No its okay. I will manage.."
"Look.. It's too late so come..!!" Ishita smiled and he dropped her at her place.
Days passed away... Now Raman Ishita's relation grown up. Raman was more friendly with her. They have a strong understanding bond. Sometime Ishita saw him upset which she didn't like, she wants him to be happy always. "Raman you have to overcome from this. I will make you realize it was not your fault..!! You are not responsible for Shagun's death." She thought herself.
On a such day, Ishita was sitting in her room when Raman called her, "Ishita get ready fast... We are going in a party. I am coming to pick you up."
Soon she dressed in a pink gown and placed her hair on right shoulder. They reached at the party, "Hi Nidhi.." Raman hugged her when Ishita felt little jealous.
"Nidhi meet Ishita and Ishita she is Nidhi, my childhood friend cum business partner.." Nidhi shook hand with her. Soon some clients arrived there and Raman got busy whereas Ishita felt alone and she went to the drink counter. She looked at Raman who was busy with his clients and Nidhi. She saw Nidhi held Raman's arm and Ishita became furious and she took wine glass and gulped it. Within a moment she was down with five glass.
"Ishita let's go home." Raman came to her and said.
"No..Not now..!" She said drunk.
"Are you drunk..?" Raman smelt and fumed.
"Let's go home right now..." He yelled and took her from there.
"Stop.. Stop the car..!" Ishita irritated Raman so he stopped the car.
"Now what??" He sarcastically asked.
Ishita innocently smiled and got down from car, Raman followed her. "Lets dance!!!" She cutely pouted taking his hands.
Raman shook his head in disbelief, "Ishita please get in the car.." He politely said but she denied and started dancing, "Abhi barish hota toh kitna achha hota..!" She then looked at Raman who tried to stop her.
"Raman, did you ever dance under the rain?? Pata hai bohot maza.." She opened her arms when her feet stumbled and she was about to fall when Raman held her around her waist. They had an eye lock.
"Thank you." She whispered. "You know.. You know you are sooo good. And I love you Raman." Ishita confessed her love, looking into his eyes straight. Her sudden confession made him shocked and he made her stand on her feet and looked at her for sometime. "Yes Raman I love you... I fall in love with you when I first saw you... But I had not enough courage to tell you." She hugged him tightly.
After sometime she parted when Raman avoids her glance and said "Lets go home Ishita.. You are out of your sense..." And he walked towards the car when she held his hand.
"I know.. You will say you don't love me but you know..! Yeh mera ankhe hai koi button nahi. This eyes can see everything and it can see how much you love me, you care for me. Raman mein aapki jeene ki wajah banna chahti hoon..!" Raman avoid her gaze and free his hand, "Lets go..!" And he walked away, a silent tear came in her eyes.
Next day morning, Ishita got up with heavy head and she remembered everything about last night. "Oh no!!! What I did... I.. I have to talk with him..."
Soon she reached at office and walked in Rama's cabin, "Raman I..." But he stopped her saying, "Ishita I am busy now."
"Okay.. I am waiting.. You first finish your work." He just looked at her once and then started his work.
After one hour he got up to leave when Ishita stopped him, "Raman.. I know you are avoiding me. But please listen to me first."
Raman turned at her and politely said, "There is nothing to listen. I can't love you Ishita." And he walked out from his cabin.
After that incident they didn't talk much. Raman always avoided her and Ishita too never tried to talk with him. On a such day Ishita went to Raman's office but didn't find him there.
"Mihir where is Raman??"
"Bhai didn't come today. He is not well..!" He said.
"Mihir can I get his address..?" She asked and he gave her the address card and soon Ishita reached at his mansion where a servant asked, "Yes mam.. Who are you??"
"I... Where is Raman??" She asked with concern.
"Sir..!! He is in his room." Ishita without giving any response directly went upstairs calling, "Raman!!"
She checked all the rooms and finally went inside the room and found the room was messed, the things were broke everywhere. And Raman was sitting on floor leaning against the bed. A wine bottle was in his hand and in another hand he was holding a photo of a girl. 'May be Shagun.'
"Raman!!" Ishita whispered and rushed to him.
"Raman what happen..?" She cupped his face but he removed her hand.
"Just go away Ishita. I don't need anyone."
"No..! I will not go.. What's wrong with you Raman..? I can't see you like this..!!" She cried when he pushed her.
"Leave me alone.." He shouted and threw the bottle on floor making her scare like anything. She cried and helplessly left.
Ishita stood near the door and saw him broken, "No Raman... I won't let you hurt yourself like this." She self thought and left from there crying.
"I am sorry Ishita. Yesterday I behaved so badly with you." Raman apologized when he meet with her in office next day.
"Its okay Raman. I understand your situation." She smiled back.
Rest of the day they didn't talk with each other. After the office over Ishita was waiting near Raman's car when she found him coming she was pretending to call a cab.
"Ishita..?" She smiled and turned at him, "Yes Raman..?"
"Come.. I will drop you."
"Thank you!!" She thank him. And walked towards his car, "Ugh...! Raman.. I have something to tell you.." She added when he looked at her with narrow eyes.
"Raman you told me you can't love me and I will never force you to love me.. But can we be we friends??" She forwarded her hand, Raman slightly smiled and shook hand.
"Thank you." She replied.
"Now get in." Raman said when Ishita stopped him by saying, "No.. You seat..!! I will drive..."
For sometime he looked at her shocked when she snapped and said, "What?? I know driving. Now give me the keys and have seat like a good boy..!"
"Are you sure you can drive..?" He teased.
"Raman you!!" She hit on his arm and they both get in and she start driving, Ishita looked at Raman thinking, "Today everything will be fine Raman."
Flashback,
"Mihir today you have to help me.." Ishita said.
"What help??" He asked.
"You have to cut the break wires of Raman's car..!" Ishita said which made him shocked, "What?? What are you saying??" He asked.
"Yes!!! Trust me nothing wrong will happen. You just do what I said." Ishita looked on.
Present,
"Why are you driving so fast haan?? Slow down the car." He yelled but Ishita ignored.
"I am sorry Raman, but I have to do it." She self thought.
"Ishita I am telling you something.." He worriedly said as he remembered that night.
"Why?? Are you getting scare??" She asked and pressed the break intentionally and exclaimed, "Oh no!!"
Raman got panicked, "What happen??"
"Raman.. The break failed..."
"What!!" He was shocked and remembered the same happened with Shagun. He started sweating when he saw a truck was coming from opposite side so he turned the steering and the car was going towards the cliff.
"Ishita jump!!" Raman shouted but Ishita said, "No.. You jump.. I can't jump out..!"
Raman knew it was the same situation, but last time he couldn't save her but this time.. He has too..! Without going in any argument, Raman pushed her out. Ishita fall on floor when the car fall in cliff, "RAMAN!!!" But he managed to came out from car.
He was looking for Ishita when he found she was hanging on cliff. "Ishita!!" Raman shouted and he forwarded his hand to help her and pulled her up.
Ishita hugged Raman tightly and cried.
"Are you okay??" He asked when she nodded yes. "If anything happen with you today I will kill myself.. I.. I can't live without you..! I lost my mom dad in an accident even I lost Shagun... But now I don't have enough strength to loose you Ishita." He too cried.
Ishita hugged him more tightly, he hugged her back. "I am sorry Raman.." She sobbed and parted from him. "Yes Raman.. I asked Mihir to cut the car breaks..." Raman looked at her shocking look when she cupped his face, "I am sorry Raman but I couldn't see you in pain. Raman I know you claimed yourself for Shagun's death but Raman.. her death was not in your hand. Today my luck was with me so I saved but that day it was not in her luck. Please Raman don't hurt yourself.. Aap kisika kismat badal toh nahi sakte na..!" She wiped her tears and continued, "Yesterday when I saw you like this it kills me too Raman.."
"You know Ishita, I tried a lot to not love you.. As whenever I loved someone god snatched them from me. But I don't want you to go away from me so I never show you my love for you.. But.. But the fact is I love you." He confessed, "If I wouldn't save you today, I would kill myself."
"What.. What you said??" A happy tear came in her eyes.
"Yes Ishita I love you... I love you so much... You learn me to smile again, to love again..!! Aj mein jo kuch bhi hoon, tumhare liye hoon.. Tum mere jeene ki wajah ho.. And now I can't loose you at any cost."
"Sshhh!!!" She put her finger on his lips, "No more old memories.. We will start a fresh life from today.. From today we will start OUR story as new start. I love you Raman." She hugged him tightly when Raman kissed on her forehead, "I love you too...!" From that day, Raman overcome from the guilt and slowly Ishita changed him into a better person who start to live again and with time Raman's every fear eased from his life with the help of Ishita and after that day they lead a happy life with each other...
THE END
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I hope everyone liked this OS. Waiting for your precious comments and likes too..![;:)]
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