PART THREE
Rookhi Rookhi Si Yeh Hawa
Aur Sukhe Patte Ki Tarah
Shehar Ki Sadko Pe Main
Laawaris Udta Hua
Sau Raaste Par Teri Raah Nahi
"Shraddha..I know I've done a blunder in my life. I should not have done that. I should have trusted my Raman..but it's too late now I think. I've lost him, Shraddha. I've lost my Raman..my life. I can never get him back in my life. But no matter what..I still love him." Shattered Ishita bursted her agony embracing her best friend, Shraddha. Her eyes had turned extreme red due to the NONSTOP tears while Shraddha kept rubbing her back in order to calm her down. She knew this was coming as love cannot be buried under the graveyard of regrets and ofcourse when there lies pure feelings.
"Ishitaaa.." she spoke as she gently pulled her from herself and caressed her chin looking into her eyes. Her eyes which never failed to express her thoughts. Wiping off her tears, Shraddha said scooping her cheeks under her palms, "I know this."
Ishita, whose eyes were fixed at the ground finally elevated her gaze and looked on at Shraddha with tearfilled eyes as if they had taken an oath to flow down without any break, to listen forth. She didn't realize the world knew it well, Ishita can never be Happy Without Her Raman.
Whereas Shraddha continued, "You don't need to confess your feelings. I know you love him and so he does." As these words reached into Ishita's ears, her eyes widened in amusement. He didn't stop loving me?
"Ishita, well it's not needed but I have to. Raman still loves you Ishita just the way you love him. Whatever happened between you two didn't shatter you only but him too. I guess, he has suffered a lot more than you. Because he never cheated you Ishita. His love for you was a genuine one and undoubtedly, he could not cheat on you, not even in dreams. It is. Actually, this thought of cheating can never cross his mind because the feelings which he has for you..the respect he gives to you...the concern he showers on you..the care he expresses on you absolutely gives a new meaning to love." Her words made Ishita feel touched. It was true that he loved her endlessly and beyond limits. But she took a little more amount of time to admit this in her mind, sorry not in mind because such serene feelings can be put into soul only.
Ishita was left heavenly shocked by the collection of words which echoed in her mind as it had to be there only. She wasn't capable of uttering something or giving a kind of explanation. Because she had none of them to do. She could only manage to speak with tearful eyes, "It was my mistake."
Sliding down her fingers on her cheeks, Shraddha wiped off the tears and said, "It's not possible for me to decide who was at fault and I don't want. It's about you and Raman so this matter should be within you two. Ishita, you cannot imagine Raman was totally devastated the day you left him. It was like someone had snatched something too precious from him and needless to say, it's you. You were his most prized possession. But he didn't let it be like that. He tried fully to dig out the truth and atlast he was passed. It was just a plan of Shagun and Ashok to destroy the relationship of you two love birds. Unfortunately, they got succeeded."
Ishita closed her eyelids as she couldn't feel this again that it was she who didn't trust him much enough. She preferred to believe someone else rather than her Raman. It was the biggest mistake of her life and she had been living these five years with this regret.
"He won't forgive me, Shraddha." A statement escaped from her mouth on behalf of her apology.
"Ishita..you're doing the same mistake again. Don't think like this this time. Just trust him..place trust for him in your heart and see the miracles. Love is so powerful that it will overcome all the agony of your life and will turn it into a bliss. All you have to do is to trust your Raman." Recommended Shraddha seeing her words were affecting Ishita to rethink about their relationship.
"I want to go back to my Raman."
This time, she was not only speaking but her tone reflected that she was enough of regretting all through her life. Now, she wanted him back in her life. She just couldn't survive without him. He was her breathe. She had devoted herself to him and he to her.
Listening this, Shraddha beamed a smile.
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"Ishita..I hope you wish to come back to my life. My life solely depends on you, sweetheart. Your Raman has genuinely suffered a lot more than he imagined to suffer without you. Because he didn't know his love for you is beyond his imaginations." Traumatized Raman rolled his eyes on the smiling Ishita, whom he had captured almost in every part of his life, especially in his wallet. In this modern era, the lovers carry their love in the hidden folders of their mobile but this lover was somehow different from others, he believed in keeping it somewhere..no one could ever imagine.
As tears dropped over her face giving it an impression her eyes were wet, within a fraction of seconds, his fingers wiped them off. He just didn't want to give her another reason to shed tears, not even in imaginative faculty. "No..no..I just cannot let you cry. I cannot. Moreover, I cannot be the reason."
He slid his fingers on his cheeks too to wipe off his tears which were not ready to stop for a single second. The agony of his life came out in the form of teardrops while caressing her photograph in the wallet. He groaned her name in utmost pain. The pain which was unbearable for him. The pain of separation is something which neither lets you live nor die. It just hangs you on the cliff of despair.
"Ishita, you loved me, right? Then why did you not trust me? We believe when we love someone, we just trust them completely. Then was our love not enough to overcome any obstacles which tried to break us apart? I want you badly. Every time, I think of the moment when we avoided each other..that breaks me down and every piece of mine devastates me more and more. I love you Ishita. Just come to me and I promise I will make everything clear. Just come to me, my beloved."
He leaned on the window, gazing at her picture constantly and finally closed his eyes to catch some peace of mind.
"Tring..tring.."
His mobile phone beeped, not actually but buzzed which instantly broke down his trance. Opening his wet eyelids, he roamed his eyes on the caller ID. It was Shraddha. Ishita..the first thought was she when he saw Shraddha's name. He sensed perhaps, God had wished to shower his mercy upon him. Without thinking anything, he quickly picked up the call and asked, "Shraddha..where is my Ishita?" his first question blew out from his mouth making absolutely stunned the caller.
He waited for her response impatiently while his eyes twinkled in hope.
"Ramannn.." another tear rolled down from Ishita's eyes as she called out his name over the call. Yeah, it wasn't Shraddha but Ishita. Hearing his question, her heart immediately melt down realizing he was so much in love with her but she took time to register this in her mind. She closed her eyes crying bitterly over the call while Shraddha's eyes too were moist seeing two love birds' reunion.
On the other hand, Raman was left dumbstruck. It's been ages he had heard her voice. We can call it a miracle. Just a few seconds ago, he was wishing her back in his life and now all of a sudden, God listened him and Ishita's voice tied a knot in his heart. Ofcourse, it was a MIRACLE. His heart was choked with several emotions reliving down in his mind. Not needed to mention, tears flew down from his eyes in sheer contentment.
Mouthing a lone word, "Ishita" his lips curved a serene smile which went noticed by her. Thank you God, she thanked God mentally for being the reason of his smile even after giving him unnecessary pain. "I am sorry Raman." She mouthed a sorry in an apologetic tone while sobbing like a kid. "I've hurt you much. I am sorry Raman."
"Don't you want to apologise, face to face?" he asked without giving response to her apology.
A slight smile appeared over Ishita's face listening this. She nodded, shaking her head while the silence spoke everything between these two.
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I'm done with this update, buddies. I wish I have made some sense. After receiving beautiful comments and suggestions, I looked upon this story and made some changes to finish this. Honestly, guys you all have been so much encouraging for me that words fall short to thank enough. Seriously, it's an honour to get feedbacks from those who are extreme talented in writing and motivating others. Thank you so much guys, your words make my day. I wish you will not forget this time too to drop your like and views. Will be waiting for.🤗
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Edited by ..Ada.. - 8 years ago
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