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Part 17
Next morning ishita opened her eyes only to find Raman sleeping beside her ,she saw herself in his embrace while his one hand and one leg was snaking her protectively .She looked at him ,who was sleeping peacefully like a kid ,his messed hairs were spread on his forehead,making him cute ,she smiled a bit on his sight but next moment the memories of last nights started flashing in front of her eyes .She got up in jiffy ,toring herself from him ,while his beauty sleep was also broken due to sudden action .He pulled her to him and spoke snuggling into her " sone do na ishita its Sunday jaan ".
She looked at him in disbelief ,she was shocked knowing that he is normal and thinking that she is also ok with it ,little did he know how much hurt she is .She pushed him and little and spoke " Raman its your holiday not mine ,let me go ."
Without waiting for him ,she got up from the bed and went to washroom ,She completed her morning chores and was preparing breakfast when she felt his arms around her waist and his hot breath fanning her neckline .Before she can react he spoke " what my jaan is preparing today ".
Ishita didn't spoke anything but continued her work ,he talked and tried to came close to her sometimes but she kept on shrugging him every time ,atlast he turned to her and asked
" ishita what's the matter why are you behaving like this ,kya hua hai ".
I- Raman we should go back to India .
R( surprised)- what happened why all jf a sudden you want to go back to India .
I- because I lost my Raman here whom I married .
R- ishita what are you saying ,kya bole ja rahi ho ,are you alright .
I- yeah I m alright but seems you have forgotten everything.
R- what ,what I had forget.
I- our country ,our culture ,our parents and above all me .
R(confused )- kya ,you .Ishita you are living with me .
I- yeah I m living with you ,but besides living with me you are living another life like a bachelor.
R- oh now I got ,what all these drama is .Actually I knew this was coming , ishita after working like donkeys in whole week ,we enjoy a day with my friends ,that also you don't like .
I- you work whole week ,spend you weekend with your friends ,where I m in your life .mere liye time hi nahi hai aapke pass. week days mein office ke kaam ,weekend mein your plans and hang out with friends ,where do I stand ,do I have any place in your life .
R- ishita me and you are not different, I thought being s educated person you can understand this but you are also behaving like a typical Indian wife .
I- yesh I m behaving like one ,because I m .may be I m educated ,may be I came here with you and is living with you but actually I m a typical Indian wife ,who leaves her father's house with a hope that her husband will take care of her like her father has taken .I m a typical Indian wife who try to search her friend and family in her husband ,a wife which want her husbands attention and a typical wife who wants to spend time with her friend .Even I married the one ,who was taking care of me ,who was my friend ,jiski duniya main thi ,the person who sneaked in my house to meet me ,but here I lost him .The person who is standing in front of me is not my raman ,he is a resident of Paris who forget that he is married to a girl and is spending a lone time with his friends .
R- ishita yaar you are over thinking ,I m same .see I don't like spending time outside that's why I called my friends here in our home .
I- aur yahaan bula kar kya kiya ,you wanted me to dress according to them ,you wanted to romance in front of them ,you wanted me to drink and more than that ,you ignored me .yeah Raman you ignored me ,you have forgotten me ,I m all alone here though I came here with a hope that you will never leave my side .
Raman was surprised listening to her ,he turned her to him and spoke angrily " have you gone mad .ishita had not done anything like that, just try to look things with my point of view .As this all is new for you same is the case with me ,I was all alone and suddenly this marraige thing popped up ,I was not ready for marraige but when I saw you ,I liked you and we got married ,but the thing thst I was not prepared didn't changed .I never tried to ignore you ,and you know that ,ishita I actually love you .ho jaata hai kabhi kabhi ,that doesn't mean that I will leave my job and go back to India leaving my life here .
I- but you can leave me .
R- I didn't said that either .Ishita stop behaving as a village girl ,come on yaar ,you are educated girl ,you can go out make friends ,can enjoy your life then why the hell are you sitting in home and thinking these rubbish .
I- ohh ,so you want to be like you and your friends ,according to you I should also wear those half covered cloths , stick and hug men's ,drink and spend night out of house as your those friends were doing .
R- ( angrily) - ishita now you are going over board ,this is their clothing style ,you cant judge any ones character through their cloths .
I- even I m not talking about that ,unhe Jo karna hai karein but my problem is my husband has ignored me because of them .Aapko pata hai yesterday I didn't eat ,you know why .
R- I could I know .
I- yeah right how could you know as you were busy in relishing and enjoying your non vegetarian food with your friends
R- come on Ishita please don't tell that you don't ate because there was no vegetarian food .
I- what do you mean ,you didn't order anything for me .
R- of course, why should I when I know that you prefer home made food than hotel item. ishita you are a big girl ,this house belong to you ,I belong to you but then also if you behave so insensitively then I can't help it out .I m sorry .
I- Raman aap chahte kya hain .
R- that's what I k asking what you want in your life .
I- I want to live a peaceful life with my family in our country .Raman I feel too alone here ,aap bhi badal gaye ho .I feel suffocated here .
R- OK as you say I will book your tickets you can go back to India .
I- and you .
R- I will be here only as I don't have any problem with my lifestyle, I love it .
I- so you are saying you are leaving me ,can you live without me .
R( with teary eyes )- it will not be easy but I will try as I can see that you don't want to adjust here and if you are not happy then there is no point living here .
I- (with moist eyes )- you can leave me for leaving here .
R- I m not leaving you but I want you to live and enjoywitg your family and friends whom you are missing way too much that you are not able to adjust here .
I - bad itna hi importance rakhti hoon main aapki life mein .
R- you are much more important that this but I can't live my life according to you and you too don't want to change ,so it will be easy for us to live apart and decide what is most important in our life.
I- OK Raman as you say ,I will go back to India ,aap apni life me khus rahna.
Saying so she ran to her room crying bitterly while Raman ruffled his hairs in frustation and went out from the house .
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