hello darlings...
happy sunday
back with an OS on the song Soch to pare many of you must be knowing which as the punjabi version of soch na sake song from airlift
so punjabi folks like me must be knowing the song...the theme is similar a mentally unstable hero n a devoted heroine i didn't want to kill the essence of the song coz i believe no other theme can justify the song
have tried my best to make it good still there must be errors so plz ignore them n pardon me for that have added english translations of the song too..😊
SOCH TO PARE 😊
" I think it's time we find a good nurse for him om...my son needs help" said santosh crying bitterly
om took her in a side hug comforting her " don't worry toshiji i have arranged everything... the new nurse will come tomorrow morning n Dr.Batra has praised her a lot she knows her job well n our son will be alright soon"
toshiji just nodded in response praying for the health of her son
Kabhi kisi ko mukkamal jahan nahi milta
(you can't get evrything in life)
this was really true in the case of bhalla's they had anything and everything in the world one can ask for except one...their only son raman was autistic...mentally unstable in the words of many people his brain development was slow as compared to the growth of his body...
all doctors n treatments had failed his only cure was love n only love which was yet to enter his life...
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Ishita iyer was the elder daughter of the iyers who were middle class n happy with their limited income ishita was helping her father with the family expenses by working as a nurse in Dr. Batra's hospital who was really fond of her work n dedication she used to win the hearts of the patients with her talks n smile n now she was offered the job of home nurse to Raman Bhalla which offered her huge amount of money which she desperately needed so immediately accepted without knowing what was in store for her
"hello" she whispered very softly
"hii" raman replied hiding behind his mother clutching the large teddy bear he was holding in his left hand
that cute almost man took her heart in the first instant
" i am ishita...what's your name?"
"raman bhalla" he said confidently
ishita smiled at him n said "u know who i am?''
he shook his head in negative
"m your new friend"
"sachchi...you are my friend...will you play with me?" he was now completely facing her
"hmm i will play with you all day"
he jumped in excitement n took her hand mouthing "let's go to my room n play then ithitha"
"arey its ishita not ithitha"
raman made faces as if he didn't like her making corrections in the name he used
she smiled at his antics
"ithitha" he said again
"ok ithitha" she gave in realizing it won't be easy
toshiji smiled at them she was happy to see her son bond with his nurse so well
on the other hand, ishra were in their own world happy n content with the company of each other a month passed raman was totally dependent on his new friend now err his ithitha now his health was also stable if not improving he used to stick to ishita like she's his breath n ishita was falling for him she wasn't a kid like him after all
one day her parents n her lil sister mihika came to visit her she was happily chatting with them when raman entered the room searching for her almost crying
"what happened raman...why are you crying babu?" she spoke very gently
"i...i...thought you... left leaving... me alone" he managed to speak between the hiccups
"aww... i will never leave you you know na" she opened her one arm for him
he just hugged her keeping his head on her bosom while she caressed his hair
"promise?" he asked not leaving his hold on her waist
"pakka promise" she said
he smiled n snuggled closer to him n soon drifted to sleep in the same position
ishita was also smiling looking at his peaceful face unmindful of the disapproving looks of her family members
Main pyar ton vadh tainu pyar karaan
(I love you more than love/What I feel for you is more than love)
Tainu sajda sohne lakh vaar karaan
(I bow down to you in worship one lakh times)
Je din nu keh dayen toon raat maahi
(If you call a day night...)
Ve main raat samajh aitbaar karaan
(I take your word for it, believing it's night)
but one unfateful day changed everything in their peaceful lives... Mr. n Mrs. Bhalla died in an accident leaving their son behind who was not even aware of what had actually happened to his parents
it was a week after his parents death that her father showed up in the bhalla mansion
"ishu i want you to come back home with me" he said very sternly
"but appa how can i? you know na raman needs me" ishita tried to make him understand
"i know nothing ishu i don't care about raman or anyone else all i know is i don't want you to continue this job" he said n began dragging her out of the house n she was trying to make him understand
"don't go leaving me ithitha" cried raman while the helps also looked on helplessly at the scene being played in front of their eyes
"appa" her loud voice broke something inside him
"i am not gonna leave raman" she spoke with such determination that it made vishwa loose his grip on her
raman hugged her mumbling "don't go ithitha...don't"
"i won't raman... i won't"
"he's nobody to u ishu...kanna understand he's a mad..."
"appa..not a word more he's my everything" she said tears rolling down her cheeks
"you sure you won't come with me?" he gave it one last try
"no"
"fine then... get one thing clear in your head you are no more my daughter... u are dead for us"
"as you wish appa" she moved not facing him hiding her tears
vishwa left the place disappointed while raman did a happy dance celebrating his victory
Mein tere layi duniya nu chhadeya
(I left the whole world for you,)
Tere layi door aapne kare
(distanced myself from my loved ones)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
(How much I love you...)
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
(..is beyond your thoughts)
Main saahan bina saar haan sakdi
(I can do without breaths...)
Tere bina pal vi na sare
(but can't do without you even for a moment)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
(how much i love you
is beyond your thoughts)
he only stopped when he realised ishita was crying he cupped her face n spoke "what happened ithitha?"
"raman u want me to live with you always?"
"hmm" he said instantly
"then marry me"
"then u will always live with me?"
"yes"
"yee...let's marry marry"
raman began dancing n seeing him so happy she also smiled in between her tears
Akhiyan ch har vele tera mukh ve
(My eyes picture your face all the time)
Tak tainu tuttde ne saare dukh ve
(By mere looking at you, all my pain and sorrows vanish)
Deed teri da ehe nazara
(A glance at you is such...)
Na pyas lagge te na lagge bhukh ve
(...I neither feel hungery nor thirsty)
Tere bina aun na supne
(I can't dream in your absense)
Supne vi jhidak ke main dhare
(I yelled to scare away my dreams)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
ishra got married in a simple function with all the rituals ishita became his wife legally n took charge of the bhalla industries but she never forgot her raman
raman was still the same child ishita had met that day but she was really hopeful that one day he'll become all a girl would desire for... an ideal husband
Ve tere bina raah mere yaara
(Without you the paths I take...)
Manzilan te jaan ton ne dare
(...are as if scared of destinations/are as if meaningless)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
3 years passed raman was recovering slowly...he had become mature enough to realise that he had lost his parents forever...he had lost all he had except one... his ithitha
"ithitha...m a bad boy na...that's why god took them from me...m bad" he began hurting himself
ishita cried unable to take the pain she saw in his eyes
"no raman... my raman is a good boy very good boy" she hugged him
"then why ma papa left me" he asked breaking the hug
"coz god knows raman is strong can take care of himself he's a big boy now na" she said wiping her tears n his too
"sachchi...?"
"hmm"
he hugged her even tightly " but i don't want god to take you from me"
"arey babu i won't leave u ever u are my baby after all"
"promise"
"pakka promise"
both shared the most emotional hug n a reassuring smile
Tere kolon peerh teri khoni main
(I want to take away all your pains)
Aukhe vele naal tere honi main
(I will be yours even in your difficult times)
Tere muhre mitti akhaan
(Everything except you is dirt,)
Duniya di har cheez sohni main
(every beautiful thing in the world)
Tenu kite galti naal manda...
Na bol hoje, bull rehnde dare
(My lips are always conscious that I don't end up speaking in an ill manner to you, even accidentally)
the same night raman was sleeping peacefully in ishita's embrace which was his daily routine but ishita was in deep thoughts... she knew raman was slowly recovering and a fear had cropped up in her mind... she knew there were chances he might forget her after he recovers
the only thought of separation from him was enough to take her breath she couldn't help the knot from forming in her stomach what if he forgets her...
Ikk tainu paun de karke
(Only to get you...)
Ginti na kinne zakhm jare
(...I took so many wounds)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
it was the annual day of their company n raman was adamant to have a party ishita agreed after much insistence
the party was in full swing n raman was waiting for her to show up
she came dressed in a black red combination saree with a deep cut blouse at the back looking breath-taking all men were drooling at her which didn't went well with raman...
he angrily took her to a corner
"what happened raman...are you ok babu?"
"i should ask you what has happened to you...what kind of saree you are wearing"
"u don't like it?"
"no..i mean all men are looking at you i don't like them looking at you like that just go n change it" he said making an innocent face
she smiled at him making him more angry
"oh so you want all men to look at you like that ha"
ishita was hurt still she composed herself n cupping his face spoke" no my babu doesn't like the saree na... i will change"
"ok"
ishita smiled n kissed his cheek making him smile too
she left to change n informed his doctor about the positive change in him too
Zindagi de ditte tainu saare hakk ve
(I give you all the rights concerning my life)
Gairan vall takkeya na akh chakk ve
(I never looked at anyone other than you)
Kach utte vi nach javangi
(I will effortlessly dance on shattered glass)
Wafa meri te na karin shakk ve
(Don't doubt my affection for you)
it was the day which can change her whole life it was raman's final checkup which would declare that he's perfectly alright or not n ishita was just praying to god not to let her most horrible dream come true...raman forgetting her
the door opened n doctor informed that raman was perfectly alright making ishita have a sigh of relief
they were soon on the way to home but all the while raman didn't speak anything
once inside the house raman refused when ishita was about to accompany him to their room
ishita was heart-broken she ran from there crying
she kept on crying until she felt rose petals being showered on her
she looked up to find raman standing there with the petals
"raman" she was about to speak something but raman silenced her keeping his finger on her lips
he kneel down in front of her n spoke " i can't promise you moon or stars ishita all i can is my love love which is never ending n will last till death n even after that all i know is you are the one with whom i want to spend my whole life...this is the face i want to wake up looking at every morning...will you do me the honour n make me the happiest man alive by marrying your babu again?"
"on one condition" she said smiling
"what?"
"call me by my name...the name you used to.."
"will you marry me ithitha?"
ishita nodded in a yes so much overwhelmed that she couldn't speak anything n just hugged him tight...
Naa tera kandan te likheya
(I've written your name on the walls...)
Aa ke vekh lai tu ghare
(You can visit my place and take a look)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
Tere layi jo jazbaat, jaani
(The emotions I have for you, my darling...)
Oh sone chandiyan ton vi khare
(...are more pure than golds or silvers)
Ve main tainu kinna chauhni aan
Eh gal teri soch ton pare
EPILOGUE
THE END😊
so that's all i hope you like it
will be waiting for your responses
LOVE
AKKU😊
Edited by akriti154 - 9 years ago