here with the update of my story but i am disappointed by the response on the last update almost all of you wanted me to elaborate his diary further n when i did that all i get in comments is lovely,nycc,amazing that's it really disappointing but still here coz i owe you the teaser part at least
PART 15😊
raman entered the room n saw ishita looking at him smiling n before he could say anything ishita almost ran to him n hugged him tight.

raman was a little worried due to the sudden hug from ishita had it been any other moment he would have enjoyed the hug but now he was beginning to get tensed as ishita was in no mood to leave him
he slowly ran his hands over her long tendrils n asked her lovingly "what happened bachcha...are you ok?"
"hmm" she replied still hugging him
"pakka na" he asked her again
she moved out of the hug n had a look at his face which told her what he was thinking so to clear his doubts she continued"can't i hug my friend?"
"you can anytime" he said
"it's just that i got a little worried... u sure na u ok?"
"ha yrr m ok more than ok mujhe kya hoga jab tum mere saath ho" she smiled at him
(what can happen to me when you are there)
"ok go freshen up...you must be tired...i'll get your tea"
raman nodded n left
after some time,ishita entered the room with dinner n served for both of them
raman was watching her behaviour silently she asked him to have dinner n both had it with some light conversations
finally it was time to sleep both on their respective sides of the bed but not sleeping both backs facing the other
ishita moved n now faced raman
raman also felt movement on the bed n turned facing ishita
R-what happened...why are you not asleep
I-even you are awake
R-nothing much just not feeling like sleeping...why are you awake?
I-a little headache
R-i knew it...i knew something is wrong
he moved a little closer to ishita n began pressing her head
I-it's ok raman..m fyn u go to sleep u must be tired
R-shh...let me do my work just close your eyes
he closed her eyes with his palm n continued pressing her head until she was asleep he was about to move away when he saw ishita holding his hand tightly in sleep he smiled looking at it n kissed it softly not to wake her up
he also drifted to sleep...both slept holding hands
the next morning ishita was the first to wake up she admired raman in sleep who was sleeping with a content smile on his face she saw raman was sleeping a little closer to her than usual n then she noticed she was holding his hand in sleep she smiled n slowly De-tangled their hands n moved to the washroom
a while later,she was all ready to leave for her clinic raman had already left for office
she bid goodbye to her mil n left for her clinic
after her clinic,she left for her amma's house she was a woman on a mission
she was welcomed by her amma n appa warmly she enquired about vandu n her amma told her that vandu was in her room
she entered her room n saw vandu was busy in relishing vadas made by her amma
she smiled n knocked the door
"hey ishu" vandu chirped
"hi bhabhi...hw r u"
"m fine ishu"
"n my chotu?"
"your chotu is fine too...come sit na...see amma made your favourite vadas...have one"
"no bhabhi..m ok"
"arey what happened all ok na"
"actually bhabhi i wanted to talk to you about something"
"it's about raman na"
ishita was a bit surprised "how did you know bhabhi"
"i know everything...ok tell me what it is"
"actually bhabhi...i me n raman...you know na in what circumstances our marriage happened"
"hmm...so are you not happy with this relation?"
"no bhabhi" ishita said immediately
"then what's the problem ishu?"
"bhabhi raman loves me a lot but m afraid...i won't be able to love him...m no more the ishita he loves...m a changed person.."
"why do you think so ishu...did raman ever made you feel that he doesn't like you" vandu cut her in between
"no na...then why are you scared...get one thing clear ishu raman tumse jitna pyaar karta hai na aur koi nahi kar sakta...koi bhi nahi"
(raman loves you way too much ishu...no one can love you more than him)
"m afraid bhabhi...you know all that happened with subbu...m afraid to be misjudged again...m afraid to love infact i don't have it in me to love someone now"
"ok fine don't cheat yourself n raman...divorce him"
"what are you saying bhabhi...how can i?" ishita almost jumped from the bed
vandu smiled n continued "see ishu the mere thought of separation from him made you restless...you admit it or not you are beginning to fall for him n as far as love is concerned har insaan apne hisse ka pyaar apni kismat me likhwa kar lata hai...pyaar kabhi kaam ya zyaada nahi hota ishu pyaar pyaar hota hai ye koi tumhara chocolate nahi hai jo khaya aur khatam ho gaya ab tum batao kya tum is aane wale bache se pyaar nahi karogi...tum ye kahogi ke tumme koi pyaar nahi bacha hai...nahi na...tumko lagta hai ke ab tum kisi se pyaar nahi kar paogi ye galat hai ishu insaan galtiya karte hai aur wo bhi tumhari zindagi ki ek galti thi aur raman tumhari sabse bari khushnaseebi hai tum ek baar raman pe bharosa to karo uske pyaar pe bharosa karo sab apne aap theek ho jayega...bas ek sachchi koshish to karo tum ek kadam logi raman ki taraf aur wo tumhare poore raaste ko phoolon se bhar dega"
(everyone is destined to get his share of happiness n love in life...love is never more or less it is just love it's not your chocolate that you eat it n it will finish.. ok tell me won't you love this upcoming baby..or u'll say that you can't love anyone... u think you can't love that is your mistake ishu..as humans we make mistakes but we should take lesson n move on subbu was your mistake n raman is your fate just trust him for once..trust his love n everything will be alright
just take one step towards him n he'll fill your way with happiness)
ishita smiled at the mention of raman
"see now you are recalling him n smiling too...you are such a lucky girl yrr i so envy you bala doesn't love me anymore" she said pouting
"don't say that bhabhi..my anna is the best"
"no yrr he's not so sweet as you think he doesn't pamper me at all i mean men pamper their pregnant wife rotten n he doesn't even pay attention to me these days"
"oh so i don't pamper you ha"
both saw bala at the door with a not so happy face
"anna" ishita jumped n hugged him
bala turned to vandu n spoke"so i don't love you n don't pamper you"
V-ya
B-ok fine no more ice-creams for you no midnight chaat nothing
vandu gave him an angry look while both continued their bickering n ishita enjoyed it
she soon left for her home still thinking about vandu n her words.
''Let me sleep raman''
''sleep who's stopping you?'' said raman still busy running his fingers on her bare back
''plz raman you didn't let me sleep at night too''
''n i'll keep doing it my whole life madrasan '' he said before he rolled over her teasing yet pleasuring her with his ministrations
her dream was broken by raman's voice who was shouting for water as he was in shower n water supply stopped
she realised it was her dream n smacked her head at her imagination
"mihir plzz get me some water ahh my eyes are burning" raman shouted
she saw mihir was not there so decided to help her darling husband herself
she got a bucket of water n knocked the door which opened as it was not locked raman had already opened it she just placed the bucket in a side n was about to leave when raman spoke "mihir yrr my eyes are burning i can't see plzz pass the bucket na"
(imagine a curtain partition in between)
ishita hesistantly moved closer to him with the bucket raman moved the curtain thinking it's mihir ishita was about to move when water started pouring from the shower making her slip n move closer raman held her n she was getting drenched under the shower.
raman opened his eyes n saw ishita was there standing close to him n water pouring on them both shared an eye-lock


raman pulled her closer their lips inches apart...both looking at each other without blinking their eyes but their trance was broken when mihir knocked the door asking raman to hurry up as they were getting late for the meeting
both realised their positions n moved back embarassed
"sorry" both spoke together n ishita left the bathroom leaving him in the need of another cold shower.
after a while,raman come out n saw ishita had changed into new set of clothes after drying herself
"i am sorry ishita...i know i shouldn't have.." he spoke slowly
"it's ok raman...i understand" she cut him in between
"means we are good na"
"yes" she said n he had a sigh of relief
both left for their respective works after a minute of awkward silence...
ok that's all for now
will wait for your responses...
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