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Part-19
Ishita ran from there without looking back.
Raman ruffled his hair in frustration and cursed himself"raman this time you have gone over board, you should now stay away from her.
Ramans POV
I don't love that b****y woman but I love you damn it but its my bad fate that I don't deserve you.I can't hurt you with my baggage of past .I know you also love me ishta but we are not meant to be together. we are not competent ,you are like a delecate ,fragile ,little doll and I I am much more elder than you.i m a rude and arrogent man , ten years elder than you ,having a ugly past how will you manage your life with me .its a fact that living without you is almost impossible for me but i can't see you suffer because of me ,so its better that you hate me.though I can't be a part of your life but it doesn't mean that I will stop loving and caring for you.
Ishita POV
He considered me as a random person it means that he doesn't have any feeling for me.its me who is mad about him but ishita now you should control your feeling .how could you forget that you are not that much lucky that you will get what you desire in your life.he doesn't love you at all .but he is everything for me ,I can't stop loving and caring him.
Lost in their thought they headed towards their destination, raman to his office ,ishita to her classes.
After reaching the office raman tried to loosen the tie when he remembered her scolding about the tie.he again tightened it and started his work but he was hell disturbed with the fact that he had hurt her and she will not be in a good condition. Raman called receptionist to know about ishitas arrival.
R-hey reema has ishita arrived .
Ree-no sir not yet.any thing you want sir.
R-no its ok .I want some figures from her.let me inform if she come.reema can you send a hot tea as my head is hurting a lot.
Ree -ok sir.
After some time he again called her for same and got the same answer.he did same thing almost five to six time till ishita arrived .Reema informed ishita of same and ishita rush to his cabin as she was also in same condition.
She knocked the door.Raman was sitting in his cabin resting his head on his chair ,he thought that some employee should be there as ishita never knock his door nither in office nor in house.
She entered the cabin ,just looking at him she understood that he has headache. She bolted the door.First of all she hesitate to come close to him but she recalled her own words ,I can't stop loving and caring him.
She goes behind his chair and start massaging his head ,he recognized the touch but was not believing that its true raman never ever had thought that she will be uneffected by his words ,he opened his eyes to look at her and found that her eyes are red and puffy ,her angel face was pale and a fresh tear was ready to roll from her eyes .looking at her ,his eyes also become moist but he composed himself and said with a straight face"ishita I want mr .bansal file .can you please get it for me."
Ishita (sadly )- ok sir.
She goes yo her cabin bolted the door and cried bitterly.after sometime she composed her self and called the peon and send the file with him informing that she is going home as she is not feeling well.
Peon took the file and went away.she geathered her belongings and headed towards home.after reaching home she threw herself in bed and cried .she slept after sometime .
After office raman was restless .He can't cry like her but was having same feeling.He was cheeding himself after talking rudly to ishita.not understanding anything raman steps unknowingly walked towards bar .He was entering the bar after many days.He went to the counter and placed his order.The bartender passed his drinks to him.He tried to drink but when the glass touched his lips he heard a voice"if you will drink this I will not talk to you." He throw a glance at the place and doesn't found anybody.hr tried again but again same thing happened.he recalled the incident of a day ,after ishita has come to his house.
FLASHBACK
Fifteen days after she came to his now they talk well.one day he brought an expensive bottle of wine and had kept in wardrobe.she came to his room to keep his clothes she opened the wardrobe and found that bottle.the bottle was not sealed as he had drinl some .she opened it and smelled it.when he thought to drink he didn't found the bottle.he started shouting on servent .she entered his room listening to choas and found the reason for his shouting.she send the servent out and said innocently they are innocent I m the culprit, you can punish me.
R-what you done with that.
I-(innocently making faces)I threw it in basin .it was stinking.yuck.chee please don't bring it again.
R-how dare you it was so expensive
I-i told you it was stinking and I hate that smell.
R(irritately)but how can you do that without asking.
By that time she was all teary and said innocently"if you drink it I will not talk to u ever" and was gone from there crying .
FLASHBACK ENDS
After that raman had promised her that he will not drink except patties and functions. He recalled all the incident and smiled .he ruffled his hair and thought "ishita what have you done to me see u r with me even when I m alone."
He kept the glass aside and came out from there.he was not willing to go home as she must be waiting for him and he doesn't have that much courage to face him.he was driving aimlessly when he saw the panipuree vendor.he recalled the day and smiled .now he know where he has to go,he drove to the dhaaba where they went that day,tried to eat something but cannot,then he remembered the meeting with the group,he smiled for a while and went to the place where they were that day.he sat under the tree where the sat that day and he started to recall all the happenings of that day.lost in his thought he drifted to sleep.it was half past one when he woke feeling chilly wind.he looked at his watch that its a right time to return back as she must be sleeping.
He entered the house silently like a thief only to found that she was sleeping in the couch cuddling herself as she must feeling
cold.He smiled at her and felt ashamed of himself thinking that albeit of the fact that I have been rude to her she is still waiting for me.He tried to avoid but he remembered his selftalk i can't avoid loving and caring you.He went to her picked her gently and moved to her room,tucked her in bed covered her with duvet and turned to leave .then he againg turned and pecked softly on her forehead,feeling him she touched her forehead in sleep but he was quick enough to leave before she could recognize his touch.
Next morning the daily chores was same but ishra were more restless than the earlier day.she went to his room peeped in he was going yo washroom .she waited till he entered ,after he was gone she step in and kept all his stuffs.she came out of his room and engrossed herself in her work again.she was setting the breakfast table when she heard his voice "ishita "then after that he called his mother .toshiji was keenly observing ishita from the morning .Toshiji send ishita to his room though see was not willing to go.she entered the room and find he is standing with a button in his hand waiting for it to be stitched.she came to him took the button,brought needle and thread and started sweing it.he hesistately said "why did you come ,I had called ma."
She didn't tell anything but glared him ,he kept a finger on his mouth again she continued her work.He cannot stop himself to ogle.she was not looking at him but was engrossed in his work so he has enough chance to drool at her,he tucked the strend of hair behind her ear which was blocking his view ,she closed her eyes feeling his touch and that was the time when the needle pricked him.
R-ouch ,what are you doing.
I-sorry its done.
Saying so she come closer to cut the thread from her teeth ,this time he closed his eyes feeling her proximity. He was closing his eyes she was lost in him .their trance was broken when they heard toshiji calling them for breakfast .they went out saperately .
They sat at the dining table and started eating.toshiji was observing them both of them were not talking to each other ,both of them were not eating and have red eyes
She thought that they hadn't have slept last night little did she know that both of them were crying most of the time.
Toshiji elbowed mr bhalla to talk yo raman for marriage. He pressed he hand to relax and whispered that he will talk when ishita will leave.ishita left after sometime ,raman also stood to leave when mr bhalla stopped him stating that they want yo talk to him.
That's all for now friends .my net is bothering today also .hope u will like this part .enjoy reading and don't forget to leave your comment.
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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