Suhana Har Dard Hai Jo Tu Mera Humdard Hai...
it is well said that only a single moment is required to change life's. she was lying on hospital bed, in half conscious state, she was still trying to recall the incidents which took place in her life 2 days back. suddenly she heard two voices, she tried to recognize the voices and she registered that one voice is of her husband and other voice is of her doctor vandita. Raman was discussing about her health, she tried to pay attention but she unable to recognize their talk, she was only able to register that their baby is no more. she tried to talk to them, she was not believing in her ears , she wanted to cry aloud, she need wanted to questioning doctor, but due to seductives and weakness she was unable to say anything and she again slept.
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after some hours she gain consciousness, she slowly opened her eyes and saw that Raman was sitting near her, holding her hands, she slowly whispered his name "Raman". on hearing his name he wiped his tears and hold her hands tightly,"ishi tum theek ho na. tumhe pain toh nahi ho rahahai na? main...main doctor ko bulaao kyq? [ ishi...are you fine? are you feeling pain somewhere? should... should I call vandita? ]
" Raman, humara baby kaisa hai? " [ how's our baby Raman? ]
" baby???? baby theek hai ishi. tum... tum aisa kyn pooch raho ho? tum.. tum zyada mat bolo. you need rest, tum aaraam karo. " [ baby???? baby is fine ishita. why are you asking like this? please don't take much strain and take rest ]
" jhooth kyn bol raheho?? " [ why are you lying Raman? ]
" main..main kaha jhooth bol raha noon main. main...main sacchi bol raha hoon ishi. " [ I am not lying ishi. trust me. I am speaking truth ]
" agar jhooth nahi bol raheho toh aankhe udhar kar rakhi ? hai?? " [ if you are not lying then why are you looking there? ]
" ishi..."
" humaara baccha marr gaya hai na Raman?? " [ we lost our child Raman? ] she managed to whisper in teary voice while Raman was lookin at her with questioning face.
" tumhe kaise pata ishi?? ". [ how did you know ishita? ]
" Maine aapki aur vandita ki baatein sun li this. yeh,.. yehsab kaise hua Raman, aur.. sha..shagun kaise hai ab Raman?? " [ I. heard your and vandita talk. how...this...all happened? and hows shagun now? ]
" ishi, tum please stress mat lo. shagun theek hai, ashok hai uske saath, uske ward mein. doctor ne, kahahai ki wohab out of danger hai.." [ ishi please don't take stress. shagun is fine now. Ashok is with her in another ward. she is with Ashok. ]
" aur humaara baby??? " [ and our baby? ]
" woh... ishi ", [ actually... ishi ]
" bolo na Raman please " [ please say something ]
" shagun ko bachaate time tumhaara accident ho gaya that aur...tum stomach ke bal par giri this, is kaaran tumhaara miscarriage ho gaya hai. " [ you met with an accident while saving shagun. you fell on your stomach and it caused miscarriage ] Raman hold her hands tightly. silence engulfed in their room. Raman was expect ing her response but she was freezes, her mind was stopped working. she caressed her belly, her baby was supposed to hear, with her, always, but today she lost him. she lost their symbol of love. slowly tears started to flow from her eyes, she started to cry uncontrollable. her one hand clutched her stomach while other was in Raman's hand. Raman also became panic. he hugged her tighter and patted her back slowly, tried to calm her down.
" I..I am sorry Raman, I killed our child, I am sorry Raman, please forgive me.." she whispered slowly. she didn't know what to speak, how to speak. tears were silently rolling from her eyes... their hearts were crying. the only thing they knew was their dreams were shattered.
" hey ishi please tum mat ro,yeh sab tumne jaankar toh nahi kiya na, please don't blame yourself." [ hey ishi. please stop crying. you didn't do anything knowingly. stop blaming yourself ]
" but...but Raman... "
" shutup. chup karo apni bakwaas. tum ho toh sabkuch hai ishita. mere liye tum important ho, aur kuch nahi. please mat ro." [ shutup ishi. please stop your nonsense. you are everything for me. nothing is more important for me then you. please stop crying ]
their faces were just inches apart now. they both stared in her eyes, their eyes spoke all unsaid words, their pain, her grief. everything. he hugged each other tightly. that night they both husband and wife cried in each other arms and soothed each other pain.
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after two days, raman brought ishita to their home. she was still so weak. he slowly led her to their bedroom and helped her to sit down. he moved at kitchen to brought some snacks from kitchen while ishita was staring their bedroom, which was full of toys and cute children posters. she stared all the baby belongings lovingly and her lips curved into smile, as she recalled that day when she got that news that she is going to be mom sooner...
3 MONTHS EARLIER
ishita is the most happiest person today. her feet's are not on grounds today. she is feeling herself on 9th cloud today,she is still not believing on her ears today, her friend, Dr. vandita voice is still ringing in her ears- "ishu tu mummy banned wali hai. congratulations ishu" [ ishu u are going to be mummy sooner. congratulations ishu ]
ishitas joys have no bounds today. she reached her home and went towards their room excitedly and stood near vanity table and admire herself in mirror, she was looking extra beautiful today, her eyes were communicating unsaying happiness today, she never felt so much happiness when Raman first time proposed her for marriage, when she got married,when they made love first time. her hands slowly caressed her belly and talked to her baby
" baby you know, mumma aaj bohot happy hai, thankyou baby mumma ko mumma banaane me liye. aapko pata hai jab aapke papa yeh sunenge na bohot khush honge, par mumma aapki papa ko bataaegi kaise ?? " [ baby you know mumma is so happy today. thanks baby for making me mumma. your papa will started to dance when I will told him but how wil I inform him? ]
ishita paced in her bedroom, still trying and practicing various ways to tell Raman about this good news but nothing is suiting her,she was still in deep thinking when suddenly their bedroom door opened and Raman was standing near her
" oye madrasan, kya soch rahi ho? " [ oye madrasan, what are you thinking? ]
" ra...Raman aap kab aaye aur it..itni jaldi kyon aaye? " [ Ra...Raman when u came? and why u came so early? ]
" hadh hai yaar, jaldi aao toh ladti ho,late aao toh bhi lecture chipkati ho, tum doctor ho ya lecture shop?? " [ you are limit Ishita. you have problem in everything. you fought when I came late, give me long lecturs when I came late. are you a doctor or lecture shop? ]
" kuchhh bhi mat bolo na Raman, woh mujhe aapko... kuch btaana that. bolu kya?? " [ what rubbish Raman? actually I wanted to tell u something. ]
" KYAAA???? tum mujhse permission maang rahi ho?? much gadbad toh nahi hai na?? " [ WHATTT????? you are asking for permission from me? is everything is fine na? ]
Raman as usual behaviour was irritate her but she decide to compose herself. she controlled her anger, " actually I...I wanted to say... ]
" are yaar kitna ki.. ki.. karti ho. aaj hi btaaogi na. agar tym lage toh btaa do mein apna kaam nipta loonga " [ offo ishita. stop doing actually actually. if u need time and then tell me I will complete my pending works ]
" are par aap mujhe bolne toh do...kab se khud hi bole jaa rahe ho. main aapko kab se kehna chahati hoon ki main mumma banne wali hun par aap ho ki mujhe bolne hi nahi dete ho " [ but you not even allowing me to speak. I want to told u that I am going to be mummy. but you always cut me Raman ]
" are yaar tum mumma hi toh ban rahi ho is me itna kya? " [ offo ishita you are only going to be mummy. why are behaving ...] suddenly he realized what he said earlier..
ishita shook her head in disbelief. she knew her husband is impossible but this was limit.
" kya boli tum???? phir we bolna toh... " [ what u said now? repeat that ]
" hum mumma papa banne wale hai. " [ we are going to be mummy papa sooner raman ] her hands was in his hands while her face was red due to shyness, he slowly pulled her towards him and hugged her tightly. he scooped her in his arms and twirled her. he slowly placed get down and kissed on her forehead and said
" thank you ishi... this was the best day of my life. thankyou humare pyaar ki nishaani ko is duniye mein lekar aane me liye. the both husband wife hugged each other tightly and relish their happiness." [ thanks ishi for this. this is the best day of my life. thank you for bringing our symbol of love in thus world. thank you. ]
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she was still in her memories when she heard Raman voice who came from kitchen and brought snacks and medicine for her. Raman helped her to got up and helped her to sit... he offered her snacks and fed her with his own hands and slowly helped her to laid down again, he starts to move towards kitchen when ishita holds his hands, "Raman aap mujhse naaraaz ho na?" [ Raman you are upset from me? ]
" nhi ishi tum aisa kyon bol rahi ho??? " [ no ishi why are you speaking like this? ]
" I am sorry Raman,Maine hummare baby ka khayaal nahi rakha. I killed him, I am sorry Raman, I am sorry." [ I am sorry Raman. I didn't gave complete care to our child. I killed him. I am sorry Raman...]
Raman can face any problems in his life but he can't see his ishi in tears. he moved towards her and cupped her face, he wiped her tears and said-"don't you ever dare to say something yourself like this, I can face anything but I can't see you in tears, you didn't do anything na, it was destinies ishi, you know I have faith on god he will blessed us soon again, please stop crying." Raman again hugged her tightly and allowed her to cry, to pour her all pain to him in form of tears.
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after some days
ishita was sitting on her bed, reading some random magazines while Raman was working on his macbook, suddenly 2 figures came to meet them, that was their friends and business associates, ashok and shagun with their 3 years old son aadi, shagun was still on wheelchair and aadi was holding his mom duppata..
Raman:are ashok,shagun tum dono kaise ??? tum theek toh ho na shagun?? [ Ashok and shagun? you two here? how are you now shagun? ]
Ashok:haan Raman,won actually aaj shagun better feel kar rahi thi isliye isko mein ishita se milwaane le aaya. [ yes Raman actually she was feeling better today, so we came here to meet ishita ]
shagun:kaise ho ishita?? I am sorry,mere kaaran tumhe itna kuch face karna pada, I am so sorry,ishita. [ how are you ishita ? [ I am sorry ishita. only because of me you faced so much problems ]
" plz plz shagun, apne aap ko dosh mat do, tumne jaanke toh kch nahi kiya the na,plz don't regreat yourself. aadi kaisa hai? zyada dara hua toh nahi hai na? " [ please shagun, stop blaming yourself. you didn't did anything. how's aadi now? ]
" nahi woh theek hai. he was crying by ashok handled him. " [ no he is fine. he cried but Ashok handled him ]
ishita smiled seeing aadi innoce nt face and started to playing with him.her mind diverted from her miscarriage and Raman was happy by seeing genuine smile on his ishi face. after sometime, khannas went towards their home and the memories of that cruel day came in front of her eyes
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some days back
3 months of her pregnancy periods has passed like bliss for her. everyone are pampering her like a princess, elders used to advice about do's or don't . Raman used to came early from office,used to pamper her by cooking her favourite dishes. on one day shagun made a plan of shopping for ishita as her fourth month is starting and she need some comfortable clothes for her. ishita was not so much interested but after lot of pleds she agreed.
the both friends did lots of shopping and after shopping shagun insisted her for lunch at her home. both friend were crossing road,shagun was busy on phone giving instructions to her cook,suddenly ishita saw a truck moving towards shagun, she ran to save her and pushed herself and her towards the end of road and both fell on road,while shagun ankle got fractured and she got some injury on her head,ishita cried in pain,due to pain in her belly and became unconscious.
ishu tightly shut her eyes and again became to cry. Raman understood the matter and soothed her.he took her in his embrace and patted her back till she slept and slept with her in same position
it is well said that time heals every wound. ishitas wounds also started to heel and she slowly became normal. few month s were passed and it was day of their 3rd anniversary. Raman wanted to make this day special for his ishi. like every year that year also both husband wife went on romantic dinner to celebrated their day, they remembered their beautiful journey of 3 years, both comments and mocked on each other funny habits,pulled each other leg and laughed. on returning home,ishita became to change her saree when Raman came from behind and hugged her
" ishi, tum apna gift nahi maangogi? " [ ishi, will you not ask for your gift? ]
" but aapne apna gift diya toh,yeh green saari. " [ but you already gifted me this green saree ]
" mere pass ek special gift aur haI,for you..." [ I have one more gift for you ] he handed her an envelope and placed on her hands and said "it is your medical reports ishi which is saying that you are perfectly fit and fine to conceive our another child. " ishitas eyes were in tears,she wiped her tears and slowly peak on his lips and said,
" thank you Raman,mere liye itna sochne me liye. I love you raman,thanx for making my life so beautiful,waise ek baat bolu," [ thank you raman for doing so much for me, for making my life beautiful. I love you. can I ask one more thing from you? ]
" hmmm "
" now,I wanted a gift from you. " [ I wanted one more gift from you ]
" kya... " [ what ]
" I want to celebrate our 4th anniversary with our junior, will you grant my wish?? "
Raman smiled on his wife.he was more excited then her to grant her wish but he thought to pull her leg
" waise ishi,main wish toh poori karr dunga but ek baat bolun?? " [ I will grant your wish but wanted to tell you something ]
" kya?? " [ what ]
"he smiled naughtily and said,"I will be more happy if you command me sch wish every year."
ishita blushed hard on hearing her husband comment and within no time his lips joined her and soon,their clothes were scaterr on floors while they both were just wrapped in sheets and busied to show how much they love each other and cherished the memories of their wedding night,their room was filed with their sweet moans and whispers... that night they both forgot their all pains and sank themselves in each other love. they again and again made love with each other, and ishita melted herself in his arms
.. ...,,...
after one year
Raman enters in ishita room with their little bundle of joy,he sat near ishita and slowly kissed her and baby and said, "congratulations ishi,princess aai hai,dekho,humaari nanhi si pari." [ congratulations ishi. see our princess came finally. see our little angel ]. both husband and wife stared their little blessing and kissed her fondly and said her in unison,we will be name our angel RUHI... and hugged each other..
their dream was finally completed today. they were complete now. their little bundle of joy, their symbol of love was in their arms. he kissed her forehead while she rested her head on his arms and they both smiled on their daughter who was sleeping quietly in his arms.
So posted my OS again, actually reposted again.
Will wait for your valuable comments😛
Edited by aarohi26 - 10 years ago
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