Hi my dearies!
How are you?
I am trying to pen down a Ss. It's a sequel of everything. The continuity of my writings is only because of your support. Till now, I have got much response for my writings and will always wish the same. Thank you dear.
Shadows Of Love
1st Part :~**Power of Love**~
"Raman..suno, dekho meri taraf dekho. Dekho naa please." She caressed his face by putting all her efforts and comforts to let him share his pain to her. "Bataao kya hua hai? Raman..see agar aap mujhse apna dard share nahi karoge to main yeh baat kabhi bhi sach nahi maanoongi ki aap mujhe apna maante ho. Please.."
Ishita had released all her words and the situation was getting worse. Maybe Raman was hesitating to share. She was in the verge of confusion. What she had to do, she had lost her spirit when she saw Raman in the dawn of tears and pain. Raman had considered Ishita his life but at the moment he was lost. In deep inside, he wanted to share everything what he wanted to but the circumstances made him helpless. She was his peace, love, life, the reason to live and everything. Because, she had changed his life from the core. She made him realize that Ruhi is his daughter, she organized him to his family, made him a full family person. Now, what was left? She did everything and received all the love and gesture from him and his family. She was a lucky person.
Ishita : "Raman, please naa." She was almost in teary eyes.
Raman : "Ishita..am so sorry."
Ishita : "Sorry kyun Raman?"
He continued saying holding her hands tightly, "Ishita..main ek achcha insaan nahi hoon. Ek baap bhi nahi..naa beta aur naa hi pati. Kyunki maine har rishte ko adhoora nibhaaya hai. Mere bachche mujhe who saare pyaar dete hain jo maine aaj tak unhe nahi diya. Ruhi..usse to maine 6 saal se nafrat ke siwa aur kuch diya hi nahi. Who bachchi mere pyaar ke liye tarasti thi aur main..bilkul ek irresponsible baap ki tarah uski taraf dekha hi nahi. Lekin jab tum aayi, maine khud ko samjha, uss bachchi ko samjha jo mujhse hamesha dard mahsoos karti thi. Maine to apne Adi ko bhi dard hi diya hai naa. Who bhi ek bachcha hai. Usse bhi wahi pyaar ki zaroorat hai jo har ek bachcha chahta hai. Main uske liye kitna tarsa hoon, shayad yeh koi bhi nahi jaanta. Pata nahi maine aisi kaun si galti kardi jisse Shagun mere life me aa gayi thi. Meri puri zindagi kharaab kardi uss aurat ne. Main Adi ko kaise samjhaaun jisse woh mujhe apna Papa maan le. I miss him a lot Ishita. A lot." He broke down in pain of tears. He was literally crying leaning in Ishita's arms. He bursted out all his words which were pressed under his heart. Ishita was the only one for him, who could be there anytime. He too was a lucky person to have her.
The reply came from her, "No Raman. Please don't cry. Aisa mat kehna phir se. Aapko pata bhi nahi hai ki main kitni lucky hoon aapko paakar. I am one of the most luckiest women. Aapko lagta hai ki aap achche family man nahi ho? Huh..okay wait a second. Aapko aapki family hi jawaab degi." She immediately wipes their tears.
"Ishita..no."
"Please Raman. Aapko abhi aapki beti bataane waali hai ki who kitni lucky hai to have you as her father."
Ishita calls Ruhi : "Ruhi beta..come to me fastly."
Ruhi enters the room :~
Ruhi : "Kya hua IshiMaa aur Papa?"
Ishita made her sit on her lap lovingly, "Ruhi bachcha, aapki IshiMaa aapke Papa se gussa hai."
Ruhi : "Kyun IshiMaa?"
Ishita : "Kyunki, aapke Papa mujhe kehte hain ki main aapko khush nahi rakhti. Okay main nahi rakhti. Lekin aapke Papa to aapko khush rakhte haina?"
Ruhi replies looking at IshRa, "IshiMaa, aap mujhe bahut khush rakhti ho. Sachchi me aur Papa bhi mujhe bahut khush rakhte hain IshiMaa. Woh world ke best Papa hain. I love you so much Papa. You love me and I love you. Actually, I and IshiMaa love you my Papa."
Ishita : "Aww! We love you too beta."
Raman was almost in the verge of tears along with Ishita. He din't know the really and predicted everything false. That was his mistake, he din't realize how much love he was getting from everyone.
"Love you beta!" Raman spoke so sweetly that made Ishita helpless to be in a trio hug. That perfect hug combined of IshRaRu bond. How sweet they were. They weren't aware of that gesture. They were so comfortable in that hug. It made Raman realize how sweet family he got and he was so!
They break the hug slowly and get apart.
Ishita : "Ruhi baby..abhi aap jaakar homework karo. Main aapke liye juice lekar aati hoon. Go."
Ruhi : "Okay IshiMaa."
Ruhi leaves the room. Now, Ishita was looking at Raman continuously with loads of love in her eyes to his.
"Raman, kya ab bhi aapko bataane ki zaroorat hai kuch bhi?"
"Nahi Ishita. But thank you so much."
She replies smiling, "Thank you kehne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai. Jaise Ruhi ne kaha ki who aapko world ke best father kehti hai. Ab bhi kuch baaki hai Raman?"
"Adi." Raman spoke.
That word insisted Ishita to be a silent woman. There was a silence in the room. Ishita din't know, the presence of Aditya made Raman alone in a family. She was hurt seeing his phase.
She consoled, "Adi bahut jald hamaare paas aane waala hai Raman. Woh bhi aapka hi bachcha hai. Jald hi sach ka pata chal jaayega use bhi. Trust me Raman."
Raman thanking her, "I love you Ishita."
It forced her to blush. And seriously, she was blushing. Those magical words were on IshRa lips.
"I love you too Raman."
They gave a tight hug to each other and lost in one another. The way they supported each other in a need time, brought them more close to their hearts.
Ishita wished in her mind, "Murugan, mere Raman ko Adi dilaa dijiye. He really needs his son right now." She said as closing her eyes with wishes. Her eyes were red. Not because of tears but because of a wish which had it's corner impossible.
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The first part is over here now. I would try to update regularly having a gap of 2-3 weekends.
Loads of love,
Tami🤗.
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