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Good morning doston. How are you all? All might have enjoyed Shagun-Raman dance😕, though I dint. I did enjoy Karan-Anita, but not the Shagun-Raman😆.
Okay, done with the intro. I am gonna hit on an important thing understood from last night episode. And that is the reason behind Ishu's anger and agony during the upcoming dance despite Raman's saying sorry to her.
Ishita, the 2ND woman in Raman's life. Yeah, she is and she will always be till Raman loves her honestly. But, why she is always reminded that she IS the 2nd woman, she is the completing person, she is the finisher of something which has been started by someone else, she is a 'half' in Raman's life😲?
Last night episode, Raman himself cleared it, though he dint mean to do that actually. But, what's in not wanting when he has already done the damage? Ishita always knew that she can't be the 1st ever in Raman's life. But, she was clearly shown yesterday that she will never be the 1st one. It's one thing in knowing what you know, and other thing in showing what you know. She has been shown her place unintentionally. Raman tried to show Shagun her place, but his speech of adhurapan, emptiness also showed Ishita's place in his life. Raman may not even realize this for now, he hasn't thought like this may be. But, it's Ishita who may have thought like this. Cos, after Raman's sorry twice, she would have been melted if it was any other time. But, this time it's not. This time, she inferred something from that one EMPTY and COMPLETE speech of Raman.
She now is aware of what Raman thinks about her. She is a half wife, a half DIL, a half mother, a savior of a almost ruined life, she is the half life given to Raman, she is the filler of Raman's holes in his heart, she is there to fill only the empty parts of Raman. She is a full person, but she is not meant to be a complete woman in his life for now. A complete woman means from the beginning to end. She is like a service holder😲, who is fulfilling only the incomplete orders of Raman's life. Once, these orders are fulfilled, she will have no tasks to do in his life😭.
She is not the one to decorate Raman's life from beginning to end, she isn't to get the juice of all full and satisfied Raman, she isn't there to fill his already full heart with a new accent of love fully, she isn't there to get all the loveliest things from Raman's life. She will get only half or less of all things. And, that's what she realized today and it is making her sad😭.
Look, I am not blaming Raman. But, isn't it enough of him at least for now of hurting Ishita every time when he is now having feelings for her? This poor guy, always ends up generating a bad outcome in an attempt to doing something good😭. May be the bad outcome is for a short time, but who knows all these outcomes will once be blasted out when accumulated together. Like he doesn't know, we too never know it. But, this may be the possibility.
Though we know, in near future, it will be only Ishita in his life, no one will be ahead or behind of her. No past story will be remembered or written again in his book of his life. His worst life book will be completely destroyed soon. It's almost destroyed 90%. There will be even no mention of this darkest book of his life. There will be only one book, not new, not old, in which it will be only Ishita, him and his kids. A complete start of a life like a new one will be seen. But, for now, this 'show stopper' or 'finisher' of incomplete tasks feeling of Ishita will haunt her😭. But yeah, She will as usual forget it once Raman reveals Mihir drama, but deep insider her mind, these will be kept safe. Once given fuel, these may surely blast oneday. Hope, this doesn't devastate her and ruin the growing relations of IshRa, instead it should be the fuel of their journey of love.
Thanks all for reading this long post. Opinions are welcome, but no attacks are expected. Criticisms, I'll love it as if this post is eligible of being the matter of brainstorming😆.
Okay, done with the intro. I am gonna hit on an important thing understood from last night episode. And that is the reason behind Ishu's anger and agony during the upcoming dance despite Raman's saying sorry to her.
Main Topic
Ishita, the 2ND woman in Raman's life. Yeah, she is and she will always be till Raman loves her honestly. But, why she is always reminded that she IS the 2nd woman, she is the completing person, she is the finisher of something which has been started by someone else, she is a 'half' in Raman's life😲?
Last night episode, Raman himself cleared it, though he dint mean to do that actually. But, what's in not wanting when he has already done the damage? Ishita always knew that she can't be the 1st ever in Raman's life. But, she was clearly shown yesterday that she will never be the 1st one. It's one thing in knowing what you know, and other thing in showing what you know. She has been shown her place unintentionally. Raman tried to show Shagun her place, but his speech of adhurapan, emptiness also showed Ishita's place in his life. Raman may not even realize this for now, he hasn't thought like this may be. But, it's Ishita who may have thought like this. Cos, after Raman's sorry twice, she would have been melted if it was any other time. But, this time it's not. This time, she inferred something from that one EMPTY and COMPLETE speech of Raman.
She now is aware of what Raman thinks about her. She is a half wife, a half DIL, a half mother, a savior of a almost ruined life, she is the half life given to Raman, she is the filler of Raman's holes in his heart, she is there to fill only the empty parts of Raman. She is a full person, but she is not meant to be a complete woman in his life for now. A complete woman means from the beginning to end. She is like a service holder😲, who is fulfilling only the incomplete orders of Raman's life. Once, these orders are fulfilled, she will have no tasks to do in his life😭.
She is not the one to decorate Raman's life from beginning to end, she isn't to get the juice of all full and satisfied Raman, she isn't there to fill his already full heart with a new accent of love fully, she isn't there to get all the loveliest things from Raman's life. She will get only half or less of all things. And, that's what she realized today and it is making her sad😭.
Look, I am not blaming Raman. But, isn't it enough of him at least for now of hurting Ishita every time when he is now having feelings for her? This poor guy, always ends up generating a bad outcome in an attempt to doing something good😭. May be the bad outcome is for a short time, but who knows all these outcomes will once be blasted out when accumulated together. Like he doesn't know, we too never know it. But, this may be the possibility.
Though we know, in near future, it will be only Ishita in his life, no one will be ahead or behind of her. No past story will be remembered or written again in his book of his life. His worst life book will be completely destroyed soon. It's almost destroyed 90%. There will be even no mention of this darkest book of his life. There will be only one book, not new, not old, in which it will be only Ishita, him and his kids. A complete start of a life like a new one will be seen. But, for now, this 'show stopper' or 'finisher' of incomplete tasks feeling of Ishita will haunt her😭. But yeah, She will as usual forget it once Raman reveals Mihir drama, but deep insider her mind, these will be kept safe. Once given fuel, these may surely blast oneday. Hope, this doesn't devastate her and ruin the growing relations of IshRa, instead it should be the fuel of their journey of love.
Thanks all for reading this long post. Opinions are welcome, but no attacks are expected. Criticisms, I'll love it as if this post is eligible of being the matter of brainstorming😆.
Pati Patni Aur Panga
Kumkum Bhagya
