Rambling - An Author's Note.
Hey guys, hope you all didn't forget me, it's Sanaya. So, a lot of you have been requesting for an update before July and trust me even I want to update. Why? Because I have chapter 8 written, however, it's on paper not typed. One improvement, it's on good paper and not on my history notebook! But I started typing and its 3 pages now on word. But this isn't an update, this is just a quick note/update on my life at this moment, so you guys can understand why I am moving everything to July. Please bear this, and do read it and try to understand where I am coming from.
So many of you know, I am currently in 11th grade, and if you don't, well then, now you do. Yes I am still a kid and writing stories & yes I do feel proud of myself... sometimes. 11th grade aka junior year in high school, and it is practically the most important year of a high school student in New York, matter of a fact, America. It's where all college decisions and career decisions we make. The question we all have been asked before, "What do you want be when you grow up?" finally plays a big role and make you re-evaluate everything in your life from the start.
Sadly for me though, I still don't know what I want to be. Every year my mind changes, like when I began writing this story I wanted to be a registered nurse. But then I realized how much I hate science and all medical crap funny enough I am in pre-med right now so everything I am doing has to do with A LOT OF SCIENCE. Lol, so funny, then I thought, hey engineering seems fun! Then I realized nope, there cannot be 2 engineers in the same household, i.e. my brother is studying engineering so I'm like better not. So right now, I am in a dilemma, I don't know what I want to be. My school, my family, and my friends are after me asking me to make a decision and it's all so overwhelming. Right now, I am leaning towards teaching, it's not official yet but I am actually taking that into consideration. You know, change kid's life. What do you guys think? Will I be able to be a teacher?
Writing, as you all, has been a huge part of me for a while now. Another funny thing, I used to HATE WRTITING/READING & weirdly enough I have 7 or more works posted! It's crazy how life turns out in the end right? Along with teaching, I am thinking of keeping writing as a side career thing... should I? What do you guys think? If I publish a book, will you guys support me, read/buy my book? My school friends knows I write stories, but I've never had the courage to actually let them read it. But I broke out of my shell and let 3 of my friends read my work and their support just makes my day all the time. For example, when I am writing a new update, I usually write it in my classes cause who has time to listen to teacher's lecture when you know you have a story to update! Lol, I have no life. So my friend read the crappy draft before all of you and even with that crappiness she supports me. She literally threat me, telling me to finish this story or else she will come to my house, sit and make me finish it there. Lucky for you guys, I won't be discontinuing this story no matter what!
This whole May is going very hectic for me. I recently took 2 of my very important exams of the year. Unfortunately I have 5 more to go till July. July is when I will finish my junior year, I will say Adios to my school, and say Hola to summer. Talking about Spanish, I have a Spanish speaking test coming up, another, reason why I am unable to update. All of these school exams/shit will end in July, before July, I have no time to sit and type a 7 page update - which I do every time I update this story, it ends up being 7 pages in word! You know how many words that is? A LOT.
Addition to that, I am moving in 2 weeks. No, not from New York. Me moving away from New York isn't happening until I find my Blake Aspen and live in Australia. As I was saying, I am moving from my current house to another house, and if any of you ever moved before, you know the drill. How annoying and time consuming that is. Pissing thing for me is that, we are moving right before my finals. So my studies will be greatly affected by it, thus, writing stories can't fit in anywhere.
As I said before, July seems much better for me to actually sit and write more frequently since I'll be on vacation for 3 months. I don't plan on stopping this story or putting it on a hold. I actually want to finish this book. Talking about books, I have had wattpad for quite a while now, but never posted my work there. Now, I am thinking of writing a book there, and I have an idea & everything to it. It has the same vibe as this story so I have a feeling you guys will like it as well. So if you guys have wattpad, follow me! I'll follow back. User ID: EndlessSarcasm
So this pretty much it guys, I have a lot on my plates right now. I don't have time to write and update. But if I do, I will definitely update! Because this is my favorite work of all time. & Can I just say how much I love Blake? I mean the guy can be an ass sometimes, but you gotta love ... basically everything about him! Anyhow, I do have a good news for you all! 2nd thread of Married To Mr. Arrogant will be posted shortly! I can't believe we reached thread 2! I love you guys so much for making that happen. I dint think we would make it this far since it's not based on any specific couple... But I was wondering, if you were to put faces on them, who would you put? I would put Barbara Palvin and Alex Pettyfer. You guys should know how much I love Alex Pettyfer and he is my Blake Aspen. So yeah, that's it about it. Thank you all, for sticking with me, and supporting this story and you have no idea how much I love all of you. Thank you for eating my brain for updates, & I truly hope you understand all my hardships.
Stay safe,
Sanaya
Edited by .Obliviate. - 10 years ago
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