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I believe that every single day we learn something new, even if we go to school or not, maybe at work, maybe from something that happened in the past.
Anyway, the guy I am talking about, . We were so madly in love with each other. he used to write me poems, I drew pictures for him. We were never in any relationship. we are not even friends , just classmates .I know it's not a long time period but those months I'll never forget. That cute little smile of his i'll not forget that. nahi bhoolungi main jab tak hai jaan.
The first day I saw him I still remember the way he looked at me, that's the most innocent face I have ever seen. This story started when I in school wen i was 14 years old.. and now i am 24. two years back i completed my post graduation and since then am working.
One day when I was waiting for my transport this guy walked by my side, he was looking down and smiling. he is like 5.7 feet tall, fair l, brown eyes. . after five minutes his bus came n he left. That day I couldn't take my mind off that cute little smile of his, I was so wildly excited to see him again. (backgroung tume ramming my head.. pyaar to hona hi tha...đł)
Next day as usual I went there to take my transportation. oh there he came again, he gave that pretty smile to me again, so then I thought, why am I still here standing I should go and talk to him.. but I cudnt muster up the courage...
well let me decribe myself to u... I am very reserved, painfully shy and an introvert and of course very clumsy like bella of twilight. My bus came and I went home. Next day there he came again. I remember his bag was bigger than his body.
later we were together bcz it was more like friendship than affair.. we never ever touched each other... We talked about marriage, we planned about our kids, we had so much hope on everything. I needed to have our wedding on the beach when the sun goes down. he needed light blue and white as the wedding theme. We planned the names for our kids also, I always needed twin babies. i chose the names for kids; if it is a boy to name him maanav, if it's a girl name her shreyovi..
but later i kind of stopped having a crush on him.i dont know y but my 6th sense told me something wrong is going on... may be understood and without my knowing it, he flicked my parent's phone number from my phone.. and started threatning them. he started blackmailing us that he will put my pics and videos in internet. he even humilated my parents.. kept threatning them. sending them messages and it was breaking me to see my parents in such sorrow.
all i ever wanted was to make my parents happy. I truly love them... i wish i had not hurt them in this way.
actually he was from a very poor family and I am pretty rich with excellent social circle.
later i came to know that he never loved me, he had planned to make me fall in love with him, so that he cud marry me and take my dad's money.đĄ
I don't want to write the rest of the story. I messed up, it's not the right way to end a story. I wish all the stories have a happy ending like cartoons. What to do, life is hard my friend, we human make mistakes, sometimes those mistakes are unforgiveable. I was gullible enough to be sillly and have blind faith on a monster so I deserve this. Everything happens for a reason. There are no time machines to go back in time.
i wish i could go back in time, i wish this had never happened to me. i wish bcz of me my parents shud not have had to suffer such humilation. thank god that i have such a sweet , understanding and loving parents who always believed me...
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