Poem-Difficult To Love Again

one would define it as a fairytale...

where flowers blossom...

trees sway....

a breeze blows

n there is something magical about the air..

.how i wish i could say the same...

n how i wish i had never loved...

and how i wish it was all a dream...

and how i wish there was no him.

I loved him with all my heart...

the only man who i thought was mine...

the only dream which i ever dreamt...

the only moments that i had cherished

but he was never mine

he never believed in love

he never felt the way i did

he never held the passing wind

i gave him all that i had

i cried for him more than i could bare

i craved for him more than my heart could hold

i loved him more than he could ever know

for him the tears were just raindrops

for him the craving was just a joke

for him i was just game

a game he played n threw away

i cried in desperation

i died each moment

i hoped for his return

i dreamt of his love

but today i know

he was not worth me

he wasn't the man

that was meant to be

i know he wasn't worth the tears

or else he would have never made me cry

i know he wasn't worth the fears

and that he wasn't worth the try

but cry as i may

these tears don't wash him away

i still bear the hurt and pain

it is so difficult to love again...

Originally posted by: laizu

Really very well written poem. I will read again to feel it deeply.

but today i know

he was not worth me

he wasn't the man

that was meant to be

i know he wasn't worth the tears

or else he would have never made me cry

i know he wasn't worth the fears

and that he wasn't worth the try

i loved the poem...but...this is...the part....that i loved hte most....love u...kavya....for...puring...out ur heart...in such a way...:)