CONFLICTING THOUGHTS
Parth
"What have I done?
How could I do something so reckless?
How could I break my promise ?
What will happen if my mom comes to know about it ?Will she ever forgive me ? Even if she forgives ,Will I be able to forgive myself ?
And how am I gonna face Vibha ma'am?
If only I had'nt gone to that party in the first place, none of this would have ever happened.
This guilt has became a poison , it is slowly killing my inner self.
What should I do?
I have to meet Vibha ma'am now , I have to apologise to her for my misdoing.
Other than my mom, she is the one person who has always believed in me. She trusted me . But what have I done .I feel ashamed to have broken her trust.
I have to talk to her and make her understand that it wasn't my fault , Nothing was done intentionally .
Even if she doesn't forgive me , It's okay . I will accept the consequences of my mistake. I have no other way ."
Vibha
"I cant face Parth , never. I cant face him .
How could I ever imagine Parth that way ?
Yes he had been my pillar of strength in several occasions ,still how could I lose my mind and act that way?
It was not Parth who was out of his mind that day, It was me .
Iam his TEACHER and he is my STUDENT .How could I ever forget that ?"
"Oh god !" she spotted Parth in the corridor .
" Is he searching for me ?. No I cant talk to him now , not until I put a full stop to my feelings."
Later that night she couldn't sleep .In fact both of them couldn't sleep .
Vibha knew even if she had dodged from meeting Parth today ,she will have to face him someother day , After all she is his teacher.
But before she could meet him ,she needs to gather the courage to face him . She cant fall for one of her students . Can she ?
Life isn't a fairytale she knew that very well . Some things cannot happen in reality. Some things are unacceptable from the society point of view.
After that sleepless night Vibha came to her senses , She decided she needs to build a wall around herself , a wall that is made of fire , a wall that is unbreakable , a wall that no one can trespass.
She has to bury all her budding feelings towards Parth , deep inside her . She can never let those feelings arise ever .
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