Not defending but making myself calm, to braze through the coming episodes
The episodes post Suraj entry, as usual the writers are messing his character a big time as always!
While we know there is a pinnacle for every track, this track's pinnacle of negativity is on Suraj, the
Suraj we know - in one simple line he doesnot have his own identity as he is Chakor, Chakor's Suraj, Chakor is his pride and everything.
But the Suraj portrayed now, forces us to believe that Saanvi is the only connector for Chakor's existence with him. ??
Its hitting hard on me, but (I am just hating the new writer)
He said at the end of the ML track that my half life is with you and if anything happens to it I will die fully, and thus he froze in the lake, died, his mind temporarily took over his heart which is with his Chakor and he left her. Destiny won ...
She said, I will not leave you as you are in deep pain and you will not be able to think, and I will be with you to make you think and prove my innocence but no the mind played with destiny and drove her and he froze, made his anger within him grow over the past seven years to burn himself, turn himself off.
But Chakor, I thank you for breaking the barrier, the frozen state of Suraj, it was ironical that the BG of heartbeart was on when Suraj knew about Saanvi. She is breaking him, breaking the wall of anger he had built around him and only she can do. His heart is battling with hishmind and that was evident at the hospital, she led and he gave in even before she told that Saanvi was alive. the first stepping stone... And he felt her presence in the room without turning back, and also told though cold that he is looking at everything. Hope his mind is starting to function now that Chakor is leading him.
He never hated her, he is in deep pain, not the pain of only loosing their daughter but the anger is mainly that she broke his promise and did not trust him.
His mind will soon loose, to his heart... I am not at all defending but to watch the further episodes I need to calm myself, soothe myself to braze through this.
Chakor said amidst her agony, she said your anger and pain and hate is because you lost Saanvi and you buried everything, our relationship in that for which he just closed his eyes. This is just my perception and though I am loving this constrained, composed Suraj but the fighter birdie proved that only she knows about him more than him and my respects grow for her more.
I would also stand by Chakor, after all the chaos, if she gives in Anjor to Suraj and walks away (though I donot want Anjor to suffer but just to make him break himself that Saanvi is out of their love and not their love, while Chakor is his love, and Sukor are themselves a unique category of love).
In all these I am standing by my camaflagoued buddhu dude whom we know is always hasty, angry, does not think when he is not with his Chakor and will soon realise his mistake as Chakor has taken control and he as usual has allowed her to lead albeit all the chaos.
Girls, again I am not defending his actions but just calming myself to sit through the few episodes.