Episode thoughts 20 feb

The bestest part of the episode was the sukor scene. Words will fail to express my level of satisfaction on seeing this scene.

Finally we saw Suraj regret his misdoings with Chakor and his much needed guilt for the drastic cheer haran sequence aswell. From the time the sequence had taken place i was distubed, to the extent that i felt that Chakor should just leave him behind and move on. Not because i forgot what sukor have shared in the past, not because i started to despise Suraj and not because i didnt want to understand his state it was because i was disappointed in him that he could do something horrific as that to a woman and that too the woman who had once upon time given him a 2nd chance in life. She was there for him when no one else was. i was disturbed that he did that to the same woman he claimed to have loved, respected and worshipped and that to on the orders of a witch like Imli. It was a killing feeling and Chakors pain, that night supressed the softness i felt for suraj post his memory loss. this is my honest confession

Thankfully the sukor scene last night gave me the much needed closure. A closure that i had been wanting longing and craving for more than 4 weeks now. a closure which was a must for sukor aswell.i have always believed that only a person with a pure heart will feel guilt,anger and regret for putting a loved one in so much pain.and if Suraj would have moved on with Chakor without having that breakdown yesterday i would have been left emotionally disappointed again.

The scene was a must for the sukor story to move forward and was showcased beautifully hitting the right chords.the starting point of the scene was that he had fbs of his misdoings and thena build up of powerful emotions followed, they was pain and deep remorse. he couldnt believe that he could do all that to his Chakor. he was disturbed and disgusted to the extent that he cut his hand to punish himself. Suraj venting out his regret with Chakor was executed beautifully. Loved it. i personally felt that the burning house drama he did yesterday woke up the hidden volcano inside him. finally he realised that all this time he was doing all nasty things to chakor under imli and rv orders. the reality sank in. it was shown in the right way because suraj in reality woke up after 4 years of sleep, so his emotions will come out slowly.i liked the look he gave Chakor when she put the cloth on his cut.

Chakor you once again made me proud with your lo ve and positivity. Sukor have a undying connection and she entered just at the right time when he was about to leave , the way you took charge completly and gave suraj the much needed comfort and assurance. Its not easy to put your pain to one side and look at someones else state and Chakor you have that quality in abudance. i loved your line to Suraj that even if you have committed a sin your redemption should be loving me as much you pained me. she truely proves that her heart is a deep sea of emotions and she is ready to capture all of his errors and in return release out purified comfort which gives Suraj a fresh start. Rightly said by Suraj that this is his new birth

Glad suraj acknowledged that he owed an apology to Bhuka and the villagers

sukor talking about their dreams in the end part was soothing.

but please no more pregnancies Suraj.

Meejay were brilliant but they always are.

Must watch episode

Sorry for the late and long post.