Hey guys,I know that I am too late for it,a week has passed by and all of us has already started speculating about upcoming tracks...we all have enjoyed,savoured,felt and shared our own share of happiness,feelings and excitement about the end of Benaras track,with Suraj-RV face-off,and final Sukor union...but the inner Sukorian within me would have never forgiven me,had I not posted my very own feelings about the memorable episode,in my very own Rabbi style,I mean with shayari and song,off-course...dunno if after four days ,it will be as god as fresh,but for re-living those cherishable moments,give it a try...
[I did'nt posted it before,I was busy,as well as too lazy,and most importantly,I was really numb,I mean,could'nt really watch the episodes as properly,coz my mind was pre-occupied with too many things,and also the episodes made me lost in them]
"AQAL WAALON KE BAS MEIN KAHAAN HAI ZAUQE-JUNOON,,,,
YEH TOH ISHQ WAALE HOTE HAIN,JO MOHABBAT MEIN SAB KUCHH LUTA DETE HAIN...
[Being fearlessly passionate in love,is not something for the sane and intellectual,it's the forte of people in love who possess the courage to give it all]
So as everything was unfolding in front of my eyes...like Chakor being concerned for Suraj's life,she challenging RV,he in return challenging her,Suraj being brought up in a semi-concious state,tied to a rope,Chakor crying,fighting for his life,he releasing herself from the ropes,and finally saving his lady and himself,emerging victorious...the flashes of the past played in front of me,when chakor had sent suraj to Dubai,being assured of his life,and he brought in front of her,chained and helpless...
But they are Sukor after all,they have been like this only,they are one soul in two bodies,two individuals,madly,deeply,toatally in love with each other,they never gave up on each other,when they were supposedly not in love,fighting for each other,from the world,at each level,at each step,and now that they are in love,they have confessed,and dreamed of a life together,a famlily together,just how could they held themselves back,they are Sukor after all...
My "Baaghi Ishaqzaade,who have loved each other,in a way,that could even compel fate to change its course...they both have loved each other,lived each other,gave it all in love,and dreamed of a life together,a family together,and there dreams were were threatened once gain,his life was threatened once again,her freedom was threatened once again,and they had to win through it,ONCE AGAIN,AND MAKE THEIR LOVE TO BE PROVED ONCE AGAIN.
Meri kismat ke har ek panne pe
Mere jeete ji, baad marne keMere har ek kal har ek lamhe mein
Tu likh de mera use
Har kahaani me saare kisson me
Dil ki duniya ke sachche rishton mein
Zindagani ke saare hisson mein
Tu likh de mera use
Aye Khuda, aye Khuda, jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda, aye Khuda, jab bana uska hi bana
(on every page of my fate,
during my life, after my death,
in all my future, in all my moments,
you write her to be mine..
in all stories and fables,
in the true relations of the heart's world,
in all parts of life,
you write her to be mine..
O God, whenever you make me, make me hers)
Chakor Rajvanshi,,,,,,the fearless,free bird,soaring high up in the sky,the one who is a forever winner,the one who never gave up,the one who is a fighter,was held captivated,yes... the thing that dreads her the most,her biggest insecurity,her biggest weakness,'CAPTIVATION',but that was not what, dreaded her,,,,,,what troubled her the most,all this days,was the life of her love,the life of the person for whom she has incessantly fought,and have snatched it from fate,the life of the person which she had preserved in whatever manner,through different rituals and festivals,be it mahashivratri or be it karva chauth,more than her love,he is her mission,and she has always been successful in preserving his life and well-being,and now once again an evil predator was h is life,and she will,without a second thought,will risk herself,risk it all...but will ever risk his life.
When she was kept under house-arrest,she could have easily contacted him,and called him to free her,but she was ready to risk her freedom,the thing for which she yearns the most,but never his life...she was the one who was supposed to fall in more the moon,but she fel for the raging sun,and its rays is the hope for her life,how could he risk her at any cost...
"CHALTI HAI TERI SAANSON SE TOH,YEH DHADKANE MERI...
TUM WHO MERI AAKHRI KHWAAHISH HO,JO MAINE ZINDAGI SE SAUGAAT MAANGI HAI...
[your heartbeats,are the only driving force of my pumping heart,you are the one special last wish' that I had asked from my life]
But all her efforts for his life and well being to safe guard him,seemed to be going in vain,in very front of her eyes,when she witnessed that he was brought in front of her,held and supported by two men on sides,as he was in a semi-conscious state,caught weak and helpless...and thrown at the feet of the predator...and she felt it all losing,in one go,,,,,in he same way,she must have felt,a yer ago,on the night of her birthday,when he was brought in front of her,chained and captivated,fully helpless,with sorry in his eyes,but this time,she could'nt even look into his eyes...and the poor girl,could only beg for his life from strangers,to save him,save her husband,save her love,save her mission from being failed.
But when he finally regained consciousness...even before the final duel,she had her eyes glistening with happiness,as she know it,now that he has been revived,together they both will make it through,and when the predator eyed him onca again,threatening her that he will end suraj' life,she ran,ran and stood in front of him covering her,in any manner she can,in the same way,she had shielded him,by tsanding in front of him,covering him,when he was kept tied to a huge tree,before being branded a labour,such innocent this gesture of her feels like,we know it,she knows it,that it was'nt enough at all,she cannot save him from being dying just by covering her,yet she does it always...and when nothing helped,she played her final obvious card,she herself came in between to instigate the predator,so that he harms her,and her Suraj feels charged ,and hereleases himself from the ropes...and that's what happened,she came in with the diya in her hands,challenged the predator,eye-to-eye,and addressed him as a coward,in turn,the evil predator,misbehaved with her,even slapped her,and she was succeeded as her raging sun,once gain broke free himself from all chains,and thrashed away the predator,whereas,she very spontaneously,got settled herself into the ultimate abode of her peace,,,the protective and safe embrace of Suraj's arms.
But that did'nt remained for too long,as he was once left unconscious,and senseless,with uncertainity,if ever he will rise again or not,and if that ever will come before everything is lost,whereas,on the other hand,the predator was forcing marriage along with her,to take seven rounds along with him,round the diya...and with utmost confidence,she did what was needed,to revive him,she knew that only she can do it,as he had himself said to her once,Agar hum mar bhi jaaye na Chakor,toh hame phir se zinda kar lena...she knew it,she knew it,that only she can revive him,if he is not in his senses...so she only shouted,Suraj utho,,,dekho tumhaari chakor ke saath,yeh kya kar rahaa hai...and it did gave her fruits,as he rose again,with a new regained charge and energy,that was derived from her faith on him,he took down upon the predator,as she once again herself got caged in his arms...and her love,and more profoundly HER MISSION got accomplished.
But it was in the part when she was tending to his bruises,when everything was just felt and expressed in the most economical words,as she once again revealed her hidden vulnerability ,only in front of him,of how much she feared losing him,she did'nt wanted him to come upto her,even if she lived being restless,every minute without him,as "she felt like a fish out of water,when he was'nt around,all she wanted was his well-being,and it had the most simplest reason...that she loves him.
It was all that needed...
Mere hisse ki khushi ko hansi ko
Tu chahe aadha kar
Chahe le le tu meri zindagi par
Ye mujh se vaada kar
Uske ashqon pe, ghamon pe dukhon pe
Har uske zakhm par
Haq mera hi rahe har jagah har ghadi haan umr bhar
Ab faqat ho yahi woh rahe mujh me hi
Woh juda kehne ko bichhde na par kabhi
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
(Even if you reduce by half my joys and smiles,
even if you take my life,
promise me
on her tears, her sadness, her sorrows,
on every wound of hers,
only my right remains there, always, through life..
now only this should happen, she should live within me,
she should never be separated, not even for the just the sake of saying..
O God, whenever you make me, make me hers..)
Suraj Rajvanshi...the raging sun that had fire,all around everywhere within him,the light of which came from her...Suraj,the one who had everything,and the one,who could get everything,but he gave it all,renounced it all,and came to her...
He was her mission,but she was his dream,his inspiration,his aspiration,his hopes,his ambition,his emotions,his feelings,his senses,his strength,his weakness,his everything,his life,his wife,his love ,HIS CHAKOR...
Only that was needed was simply a call from her,in which he learnt that,she was'nt safe,and without a second thought,without a second thinking,he alone eloped from his place,and came to her,to rescue her,to safe guard her,to take her away with him,to their own world of dreams...and when he came,he came to know that she was under house arrest,kept as a captive,with her freedom being threatened,and even she was being forced into an unconsensual marriage with the predator...and she needed him,even when she never asked for him,he had to be along with her,to take her back,,,,,,he had already earned her,and now it was the turn to win her back...and he had to win this gamble,anyhow...
"MAIN WAHAAN JAAKAR BHI TUJHE MAANG KAR CHHEEN LE AAUNGA...
KOI TOH BATAA DE,KI TAQDEER KE FAISLEIN KAHAAN HOTE HAIN...???
[I can even reach upto the place,ask for you,snatch you away,and make you as my own,only I had to be made aware of that unknown place,where people's fates are decided]
And he did it,and did everything in his own special manner...he came to her,made a plan,executed it with utmost efficiency,even had a plan b,got caught,was brought in front of his enemy,fought aduel with him,made him to lose,and finally won the war,the war of love,the war,he had been fighting within him,since the time he saw her,and now he is fighting the war of love with the entire world...and he won his lady,won what he had earned,won what rightfully belonged to only him...HIS CHAKOR
He had gone to execute his plan,when he was hit,and fainted...
And when he regained consciousness,he found himself tied,tied to a pole with a rope...and he found himself helpless,but even in that condition,before himself and his condition,his eyes first fell on her,on her wound that he spotted in her arms...even in that state also,more than himself,he was more concerned of her,just like the moment before he was stamped,he had expressed his last wish,in regard to Chakor,when more than his own life,he wanted promise from her that she would take care of herself,this time also,at that moment,her wound was necessary for him,more than anything...and he started raging fire from his eyes,giving open challenge to his enemy for a duel...but still he could'nt make himself free,at that moment...but when his life,his most prized possession was man-handled in the very front of his eyes,,,,,he broke it free,just as he had freed himself,from the chains and uprooted the pole as well,when she was humiliated,and with a more profound passion,some more love,just pulled her towards himself,,,,and hugged her fiercely with all the love,all the emotions contained within him,coz she knows it,he know it,that for her it was the safest place on earth,and for him,she was the most content feeling for him...
But during the duel...he was hit hard,and fell down,fainting,unconscious...and it does'nt seemed,if he could rise again or not,but he resurrected,he rose again,COZ SHE CALLED OUT TO HIM,he only had the faith in her,that even if he dies,,,,,she can still keep her alive,and he can rise even from death,only if she calls out to him,and evn she had alredy done that before...
And he got up,first of all,freed the hands of her lady from the hands of the evil predator,as those hands belonged to himand he had held those hands never to leave...second,just shooed away the diya,and blew away the three diya,in one go...third,brought his lady,under his shadow...fourth,with a new
found faith that he showed in him,and the love that he had for her,,,,he gave the tightest puuch possible,at his face,that blew him as well,in one go...and even in that sensitive and critical moment also,he did'nt forgot to savour the moment by hugging her...how could he would have,after all,it's the feeling of hers beside him,that gives him strength to fight all odds...
And when finally,they won the battle of their love,and were celebrating their the new found freedom of their love...he just moved aside so that she enjoys it with her gang of ladies...and what more credited,everything solely to her...just how could he hd let go,off the moment,by not making her feel special,and he expressing his respect to her...he is the rare diamond,who credits its sheen to her.
And after that in one of the most heartfelt scenes ever...he expressed his pains,his concern of all these days,of how he felt when he witnessed his life to be mentally harassed by a psycho,of how he used to feel without her,as if each second passed like a long exile...and then he said the most preious words ever,something that he knows,she knows,something that he must have said a million times...but still it was indeed to be said,with tears in his eyes...Chakor humtumse,bohot,bohot,bohot zyaadah pyar karte hain...!!!,so true it was,coz in reality,all his life,he indeed did nothing else,other than loving her...
And when she expressed that she was sorry of distrusting him,he never made her feel like a culprit,instead he immediately changed the situation and made the mood lighter by teasing her,coz he can never endure her to be weak in front of him,asking an apology,even if she was wrong...she had to be above him,in all aspects,no matter what happens...he even considers his life,to be gifted by her,just how could he had let her ask an apology,,,,,
Uska hoon us mein hoon us se hoon
Usi ka rehne de
Main toh pyaasa hoon
hai dariya woh zariya woh jeene ka mere
Mujhe ghar de gali de sheher de
Usi ke naam ke
Kadam ye chale ya ruke ab usi ke vaaste
Dil mujhe de agar, dard de uska par
Uski ho woh hansee, goonje jo mera ghar
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
(I'm hers, in her, from her..
let me remain hers only..
I'm thirsty,
she's the river, the path of my life
give me home, street, city of her name only
these steps move and stop for her only..
If you give me heart, give me her pain only.
that laugh be hers, when my home resounds..
O God, whenever you make me, make me hers..)
And a battle was won,my "Baaghi Ishaqzaade,did it again...and there love emerged victorious above anything,above all odds...
Give both of them a million more battles of this kind,and they will make it through,
They are Sukor after all,there love is not that of some normal kind...coz there love is something,THAT IS BEYOND A LIFETIME...!!!