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So,I had decided to take a one month long 'sanyaas' from this forum,to solely concentrate on my upcoming examinations,to be scheduled in May.These days,I am spending my entire day,locked in my bedroom,studying and studying and some more studying.I am being very strict and discilpined with myself,only allowing one hour of break,each day,half an hour for some good music and other 'special',half an hour to lift up my spirits.for which I blindly laid my trust on THIS MAN...😒
and today my spirits seemed to be shattered,after watching the precap,and I was literally forced to write up this post here.😕
I will just not talk about...that assh***🤬,IMLI,coz if I do so,them I will be typing in here,all the rough,local SHUDH HINDI DESI GAALIYAAN🤬,I had been exposed to since childhood.And today,no rules,no ethics would be enough to refrain me from doing so...
So its better,I stop here.😡
My real point is that "tharki bewafa"...the man with with no emotions,I am talking about Suraj.😡
STATUTORY WARNING-READ FURTHER AT YOUR OWN RISK.😎
Dear,Suraj Rajvanshi...ok,THE SURAJ RAJVANSHI...I am the one,who had claimed to not like BUT LOVE💔,herein this forum itself.I was the one who was head over heels flat for you from the very first sight.I laughed with you,cried with you in every damn situation.It was in your defence that months ago,I had got into a very bitter fight with my dearest elder sister.You were the beast out of a human,I liked you.You turned the poor girl's love life upside down,I was with you.You forced her to stay in the marriage,I loved you.You even attempted rape on the poor soul,I was un-affected.You claimed to love her sister,I stood still.Each time you committed a wrong deed,I had an argument with myself,and I always justified you with my reasons.🥺
BUT TODAY,I AM FEELING BETRAYED...😭
I swear,If I would have been under the bad habit of drinking,I had gulped down an entire bottle neat,and some more.😈
I am feeling like as if,my boyfriend or my lover,my partner or my soulmate has given me the shock of my life...😭
So guys please consider this post as a blabbering of a terribly drunk fellow.😛
What the hell was going in his mind,how could can a man be such a loser against his bloody testosterone,that he allowed that bitch to had her head rest on his shoulders,and even was equal in his intimate position in doing so.😡
He had already created much mess,with once sleeping with that characterless girl,and even later on claiming to love her as well...How could he be so close with her.If he was sleeping,and she cmae close to him,did'nt for once he felt her unusual touch.Did'nt for once,he was reminded of that innocent angel,Chakor who had not once,but many times poured her out,on that very spot,on his shoulders,under his arms.That spot used to be her place of solace,her adobe of peace...how could he allow that bitch near him,on that very spot...😭
He once again proved the age old theory...that MEN ARE DOGS,for this particular gender everything comes later on,all they are interested is a WOMAN'S BODY...and Suraj is the 'baap' of this category.👍🏼
How could a man be so weak,so vulnerable in his regard to emotions,concerning a girl.He seems to have no control on his body😲.His wife is risking her life,for his safeguard...and this man is spending quality time with his saali,what was he expecting,,,,,to repeat the history,and once again commit the horrid shit,for his body requirement's were never really fulfilled through his wife,no matter whatever she did for her...AFTER ALL HE IS A MAN...that is why he seemed to be so much at peace in his old comfort zone... with that Imli,sleeping in a romantic position,with her.😡
Now,I am cent percent sure that,this was the mu and separation track to come up between Suraj-Chakor...[the devil does'nt deserved to have his name attached with that angel and hailed as Sukor].😳
But I heartly wish,Chakor to throw him out of his life and never look back at him,no matter what happens with him.and never look back.
Chakor really deserves someone much better.
LET THAT PIMP,BETTER STAY WITH HIS MISTRESS.😡
And Suraj Rajvanshi,now I am waiting for your destruction,terribly rooting for the day when your father comes back at his normal self,and give me bandhua track 3,4,5,6...may your life turn into a living hell,for disregarding the pure emotions of an innocent girl.😡
So,thanks for bearing with me guys,and going through this post,feeling very much relieved now.😳
You all must be thinking,that maybe I am reacting too much,But this is also a side of me,I am a very extremist kind of a person,be it a fictional character,I am attached by my heart,and if I can like and love with intensity...my hatred is equally intense.😈
I am a usual calm and composed soul...but after all an egoistic,hardcore taurian at heart.A young angry bull...it takes a lot,a lot to instigate me,but when I am really instigated,then all hell breaks lose...😃
and that sight of the "amar-premi" IMRAJ...sleeping like that was enough to instigate me...😈
-Rabia😔
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