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''Undeclared''
Chakor.
I've been compelled to write in my notebook that contains all the letters I've wrote you but never given. It's not that I haven't thought of you, it's just that finding the words to say has been a challenge because when it comes to you, the words don't come easily like I wished they would. But, you know, there are three little words that hold so much significance, the words that I associate with you completely, the phrase that I'm so tempted to tell you but am too scared to because I'm afraid that it might scare you off.
You see, we're not committed, and it's funny because you're the only one who I would like to be with for more than just a few months. I wouldn't mind spending most of my life, with you because in five years, I can imagine myself standing in front of our house, and you're coming out as you throw me my car keys so that we could go someplace where the chaos won't reach us, and it's you and me alone. Just sheer simplicity.
A relationship is about the love you share with someone else, being there and offering support the instant that person needs it, coming home to someone who trusts you. Having someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future. Chakor, you're that person for me.
I don't see you as often as I'd like to, and although I don't need to see you every day, I'd at least like to. I'm not with you, so I don't know how you're doing, or if you're happy or upset, but if you're not feeling well, then I really hope you'll be better, because my love is with you right now.
Our love is happening now.
I love you, Chakor.
Over the past few hours, days, months, and years, I've gained enough experience, but never have I really realized the true expression of love. But that was until we got to know each other.
When I saw you last, all the times you spoke, the times your skin touched mine, I knew that this was genuine caring. I know I mean more to you.
And you mean more to me than you realize, too.
The thing is, what I feel for you is indescribable. I don't mean to be another cliche, but in all honesty, coming from the bottom of my heart, I've never experienced these feelings that I've had for you for anyone else. It surprises me every time I think about it, but the truth in it is undeniable.
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you. And with you and me, it's exactly what I think all the times I see you.
You're different.
You're the one who induces all my epiphanies, makes me want to scream out of the insanity i'm going through, the one who has my undeclared love.
I'd like to tell you that I love you. I'd also like hearing it back, but maybe you're just really nice and show emotion differently.
I hope you're happy because I'd risk mine just so that you can be.
-Your Pakhandi Pati
Chakor.
I've been compelled to write in my notebook that contains all the letters I've wrote you but never given. It's not that I haven't thought of you, it's just that finding the words to say has been a challenge because when it comes to you, the words don't come easily like I wished they would. But, you know, there are three little words that hold so much significance, the words that I associate with you completely, the phrase that I'm so tempted to tell you but am too scared to because I'm afraid that it might scare you off.
You see, we're not committed, and it's funny because you're the only one who I would like to be with for more than just a few months. I wouldn't mind spending most of my life, with you because in five years, I can imagine myself standing in front of our house, and you're coming out as you throw me my car keys so that we could go someplace where the chaos won't reach us, and it's you and me alone. Just sheer simplicity.
A relationship is about the love you share with someone else, being there and offering support the instant that person needs it, coming home to someone who trusts you. Having someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future. Chakor, you're that person for me.
I don't see you as often as I'd like to, and although I don't need to see you every day, I'd at least like to. I'm not with you, so I don't know how you're doing, or if you're happy or upset, but if you're not feeling well, then I really hope you'll be better, because my love is with you right now.
Our love is happening now.
I love you, Chakor.
Over the past few hours, days, months, and years, I've gained enough experience, but never have I really realized the true expression of love. But that was until we got to know each other.
When I saw you last, all the times you spoke, the times your skin touched mine, I knew that this was genuine caring. I know I mean more to you.
And you mean more to me than you realize, too.
The thing is, what I feel for you is indescribable. I don't mean to be another cliche, but in all honesty, coming from the bottom of my heart, I've never experienced these feelings that I've had for you for anyone else. It surprises me every time I think about it, but the truth in it is undeniable.
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you. And with you and me, it's exactly what I think all the times I see you.
You're different.
You're the one who induces all my epiphanies, makes me want to scream out of the insanity i'm going through, the one who has my undeclared love.
I'd like to tell you that I love you. I'd also like hearing it back, but maybe you're just really nice and show emotion differently.
I hope you're happy because I'd risk mine just so that you can be.
-Your Pakhandi Pati
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