That's it... Just, just run till that tree over there.
5...4...3...2...
"Hah." Chakor came to an abrupt halt and lied down with her back on the ground. She took deep heaving breaths and felt a throbbing pain in her legs.
"Haye Daak baba, I feel as if my legs are going to disintegrate from my body."
Despite the hard training she was used to subjecting herself to everyday, Chakor felt as if she had especially run herself ragged that morning. She couldn't help it. There were so many things on her mind, so many questions, so many worries. She was used to letting out her stress in rigorous exercise. That or talking it out with someone. But the latter wasn't exactly an option at the moment - Her Maai had enough troubles of her own, her Baapu wouldn't understand, she had sent Adi away, and Imli... well, her sister seemed to have drifted so far away from her that she was beginning to lose hope of ever regaining the bond they used to have when they were children.
"I feel so... tired." And she was, physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. There were so many things to do, so many people to fix, she was determined, but she didn't know where to start, or how.
"Well, if you plan on lying like that under the blaring sun all day then of course you're going to get tired."
Chakor opened her eyes and squinted under the blinding light of the sun. She struggled to make out the figure overhead and when she did she was greeted with an adorably cheeky smile and raised eyebrows that could only belong to one person.
"Vivaan?" She grinned "What... when did you get here?"
"A few minutes ago, I saw you lying here and muttering to yourself , something about problems and Imli and being very tired."
"Arey maiyaa ri! I didn't realize I had said all that out loud." Chakor giggled and playfully slapped her own forehead. "Anyway, did you come all this way to meet me?"
Vivaan's smile died down and he suddenly looked unsure... as if he had just realized that he had committed some grave mistake. He made to turn around.
"Vivaan, Vivaan wait." Chakor ran after him and grabbed his forearm. "Vivaan please, please don't run from me."
"I...I shouldn't have come here, I don't know what possessed me to do this. Maa, maa will be angry. She will disapprove. I shouldn't..."
"Vivaan please, turn around. Look at me. Please." Chakor said desperately.
He hesitantly turned around and Chakor could see the faraway look in his eyes, as if he was contemplating the consequences of talking to her.
"Vivaan, if you... came all this way, there must have been a reason. Try to remember wh you came here, what compelled you to see me. Is it because you wanted to? Did you want to talk to me, because if that is the case then you're most welcome to. We are friends, after all. Aren't we?"
"I... I don't know. I don't understand anything anymore. On one hand I... I trust you. I don't know why, but I do. I feel like I want to be friends with you but...on the other... she won't like it! She won't give me that milk and I need it. I need the milk."
This was probably the umpteenth time she heard the milk mentioned from his mouth. What was his fixation with milk about?
"Vivaan... why... why do you need that milk?" Chakor asked cautiously, as if he was a wild animal ready to spring forth.
"What do you mean why do I need it?! I need it because I always have! It's been the only thing that kept me going for so many years! It has my maa's love! How dare you ask me why?!!" Vivaan reacted as badly as she had expected, so she tried to explain herself as best as she could.
"I didn't... mean it that way, I just...needed to know what happens to you if you don't get that milk. I just want to understand it's importance, is all"
Vivaan visibly relaxed at that and his demeanor turned very frightened and haunted, as if he was replaying a horrific memory in his mind over and over again " I cannot function without it. Without it I feel sick... feverish and clammy. I... I see things...things that disappear with the blink of an eye. I throat feels dry and I ... feel awful about myself. I'm reminded of how alone I am. How I have no one in the world except for my maa. And if I keep defying her then she'll leave me too."
Chakor felt unbearably sad as her friend regaled her with effects of his milk deprivation. She couldn't believed that Vivaan had been living like this for 10 whole years. At this point she was convinced that the milk Tejaswini had been giving him was drugged in some way. Suddenly Chakor was struck with a realization like a bullet to her brain.
He's been having this milk since he was a child.
She's been drugging him since he was a child.
She's been brainwashing him, isolating him and has sucked out all aspects of his personality which made him into the person he was.
Chakor wasn't a particularly angry person. She had absolutely no interest in holding grudges, keeping scores and plotting revenge. She tried to stay clear of negative feelings as much as she could, embracing only the positive, because a person like her had to stay optimistic in life.
But at that moment Chakor felt anger like she rarely ever had. In fact, only once in her life did she remember feeling this much hatred toward a person - when Ishwar mausa was killed by Kamal Narayan. If Tejaswini had been in her vicinity in that moment she would have strangled the woman with her bare hands.
She took Vivaan's hands in hers and interlaced their fingers tightly.
"Vivaan, you are not alone. You... you have friends. I am your friend"
"I told you that I don't remember you!" He panicked and snapped at her but didn't pull out his hands from hers.
Chakor looked at their interlocked hands and congratulated herself on the small victory.
"And you don't have to. We can be new friends. I can be your new friend, can't I? We have helped each other more than once now, have talked to each other. You like talking to me, don't you?"
Several moments seemed to pass as they looked deep into each other's eyes while Chakor waited for Vivaan's answer. When he did answer his voice was loud and clear, not at all unsure like she had expected it to be.
"I do."
Chakor smiled widely "Then there's that."
"But maa-" Vivaan started
"Doesn't have have to know." Chakor interrupted him. "We'll be discreet. I'll make sure that you're not found out. And if somehow you are, and you don't get this milk that you speak of, just come to me. I'll try to make the bad feeling go away, alright? You just said that for some reason, you trust me. Then trust me on this. Promise me you'll come to me whenever you want to."
Vivaan nodded
"Okay. I...I promise." He smiled a little as well.
"Good, you know where my house is?" Chakor asked him happily.
"Is it beside the sealed well where I gave you the letter?"
"Oh, you remember ? That's great. It's not quite there, but it's in the same area. Just come till the well and ask for me, I'll meet you there, okay?"
Chakor was on cloud nine with the way the whole conversation was going.
"Okay. But now I have to go, maa must be worried about me."
Oh, I'm sure she is. Extremely worried. Chakor thought sarcastically.
"Right, okay. Remember your promise, Vivaan."
He nodded before he took off, leaving a smiling and hopeful Chakor leaning against the tree.