Jab Bana Uska Hi Bana P3 PG2

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Part 1-

I watched from the doorway as Uma sipped on yet another glass of some kind of alcoholic beverage, it seemed no matter how much I tried to stay hidden, he always found me, he looked up, his eyes hooded and he stood up "Kanak" the way he said my name was a breathless caress

He soothed down the creases in his blazer and pushed his hand through his hair, he seemed nervous, like it was important to impress me
"Please sit down"
I wasnt sure what made me walk over to him, but I did and I sat down, my aim was to be far from the man that kept me here but I couldnt, one look from him and it seemed I would do anything he asked without hesitation

"You say this is my own home, then tell me why you're keeping me here as a prisoner, shouldn't I be allowed to leave"
He looked at me, hanging on my every word
"You're not a prisoner, but I know if I let you leave, you will never return to me and I can't have that" it was strange, to see one of the most powerful men brought to his knees as he begged you to stay

"Why am I so important to you, im not your wife" I felt tired, I knew I was crying and I hated it, hated feeling weak infront of this stranger
He raised his thumb, wiping away a tear of his own and then kissed away mine, everything about him was alluring, his scent, the way he looked at me, his words, his voice

"I know you dont remember, but I am your husband, I love you and I can't lose you, I let you down before, I couldnt keep you safe, please dont take that away from me again, please just let me try"
I felt like I was frozen in my chair, his eyes held longing and despair, unblinking as he looked at me, his fingers brushing against my bottom lip

"I will love you till the end of time, all im asking is you stay"
Like nothing had happened, like the words he said were nothing but a mere whisper, like I couldnt hear it, he stood up and stepped away
"Dinner will be ready soon"
There was something impersonal about him not saying my name, like it was a way of distancing himself from me, like my name made all of this that bit more real

I hated myself for noticing him the way I did, for feeling some kind of connection with him even though I did not know him
When I looked up, I didnt expect him to be still watching me, his hand clenched around the door arch, like there was still something to say
"I will never love you if you keep me here, I deserve freedom "

"Where will you go, I am all you have, all you will ever have, you think I am the monster, I am, but I will never hurt you, I wish to keep you safe, that is all, I will die trying"
My heart was racing at his words, he seemed to care so much, but I wanted freedom, he wanted me to remember but what if I never did, would he keep me here?

"Add jail bars on my windows, you do whatever you like but I will escape"
He grabbed me, his fingers around my wrist and tugged me toward him "You cannot leave, I wont let you" his fingers were still gentle around my wrist, but his eyes sincere and again I cried

He stepped back, shaking his head, he seemed disappointed in himself "Im sorry, I didnt mean to make you cry, all I ever do is make you cry, I hate myself for it, I promised I would never make you cry"
He laughed humorously "I dont know why I expected someone as pure as you to ever love a man, if you can even call me that, like me"

He walked past me, his feet heavy on the stairs and the slam of his door meaning this conversation was over, it always ended this way, he always hated himself after, but still no matter how much I tried, he would not let me go.

For those of you who are still reading, thank you! I just want to clarify Uma isnt being abusive by keeping Kanak in the house, there is a reason behind it that will be revealed soon! Do let me know what you think so far!

Part 2-

I jumped at yet another loud bang from Uma's room, I itched to go to him, like it was a natural instinct to calm him and reassure him, I knew him well enough to know he wouldnt hurt me in his anger but I was fearful of what I would see when I opened that door

I pushed the door open slowly and watched his whole body move with his heavy breaths, the floor full of broken glass from the table he had broken in his fit of anger. I decided to go to him, I wanted to understand him the way he seemed to understand me

The broken, tormented look in his eyes as he looked at me took my breath away, his arms wrapped around my waist tightly my body fitting with his like it was meant to be. His other hand rested on my head "Im sorry Kanak, for being so selfish but I can't, I just cant let you go"

He fell to his knees "Uma, the glass" I cried, but he shook his head like it didnt matter, "one chance, one chance to make you fall in love with me again please" I knew I couldnt say no, I couldnt take this away from him, not when he was this sincere

"Okay, one chance" I promised, I wasn't expecting him to lower his head and cry, I had to look away, seeing him this way made my stomach turn. I kneeled infront of him, cupping his face and resting my forehead against his "You're wasting time crying when you should be trying to win me over"

The way he smiled at me then took my breath away, and I wanted nothing more than to see him smile, again and again. "Ive missed you, so so much" I wasnt sure what to say, when I couldnt offer those words in return I decided to keep quiet

His eyes widened in alarm at the blood trickling down my forefinger, I hadnt realised that I had cut my finger, without wasting another second, he lifted my hand, sucking the blood off my finger
I gulped at the intimacy of the situation

"I shouldnt have let you come in here, you always were clumsy"
"Why do you speak like you know me"
"Because I do, all our memories were burnt in that house fire, so I can't prove it, but I know you feel it to, you have to"
I wasnt sure what I felt, but it felt familiar, like I would never be able to live without his touch, kind of like he was home

"You said earlier that you were bad, if you're really that bad then why do you keep me here if you claim to love me"
He shrugged "Because im selfish, I never want to see you with another man, I dont want to lose you because if you leave I know you will find better and never return, whereas I will wait till the end for you to just come home, come back to me, my life is nothing if you're not in it and I know if this was the old you, you would want to stay, but maybe I should give you another chance to run away, I would if I wasnt so selfish, if I knew how to exist without you then maybe, maybe I could set you free"

"Why are you so bad" it was stupid to ask, because the likelihood was, he wouldnt answer, but I wanted to know why someone who treated me like I was the most fragile thing on earth could ever be someone's enemy. "Not yet, I cant say yet because I dont want you to look at me the same way everyone else does, it was always you and me against the world" he laughed sadly, "But when you know who I am you will hate me, so for now, please just let me live in my dreams, that you will pick me even then"

"Will you tell me one day" he nodded "Of course, you have my word" he picked me up, one arm around my upper back and the other underneath my knees and he stepped over the glass, it was hard to hate my captor when he treated me this way, he made me feel safe even if I didnt know who he was, my heart knew and maybe that was all that mattered

Putting me on my bed he kissed my forehead softly and sighed "Sleep well"
"Wait" he paused and turned back around, I wasnt sure why I stopped him, heat rose to my cheeks "Nothing it doesnt matter"
"It always matters" he tipped my chin up with his finger, my eyes gazing into his, making me lose myself all over again

"Stay" I whispered, he smiled again, the smile I adored so much, "I thought you would never ask"

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