The writers are doing an awesome job with Abhira.
She is SO lovable and relatable. Her conflicts, her morals, her ideals are all very well depicted
I find it wonderful to see how she handles the conflicts in her mind.
She wants to lean on Armaan, count on him, embrace the family she's always craved but she has to deal with the fact that she's not his choice or family choice. Its twisted how shes got the family she craved in such a manner.
She's constantly reminded that she is a bojh, zabardasti zimmedari, ungrateful, freeloader etc. That weighs so much on her mind.
She hates that her mom's actions of saving a life have made her into some object of pity and she's being seen as a liability and bojh. Thats why she is so insistent on paying back atleast monetarily everything she can she can reduce her guilt at burdening them but she herself has acknowledged to Armaan that she can never actually pay back all his "ehsaans" because there's more than just money. Money ka hisaab rakh kar payback kar bhi legi jitna mumkin hai , but she can't pay back the security- emotional and physical and warmth, support she acknowledges he gives her. She acknowledges that he even goes against family sometimes to support her.
She has also acknowledged that Armaan wont ask her back for money because he is too nice and also because hes in a very rich family that this money he spends on her is not a big deal for him. Its not like he has lost all his savings to bear her kharche too. But she's wanting to pay back to reduce her own guilt and for her self respect. The reason she wants it on paper is because she needs it to be formalized. A written reminder of what the reality of the equation is and what she needs to do so that she doesn't get swayed away into believing that Armaan and Poddars are really her family.
Her involvement in family matters to help people is both out of inability to stay quiet when something wrong happens because of her idealism and also as a way to payback because the least she can do for family in exhange for roti, kapda, makaan is to bring smiles on their faces.
She has actually fulfilled every bahu responsibility without even meaning to. She takes care of elders and youngsters. She protects the family as if it were really her own. She cooks and organizes events like bahu is expected to. And as evidenced by her drunk holi confession- guilt of hiding deal shaadi from family really weighs on her.
Its heart wrenching to see her struggle with wanting acceptance, wanting a family but also deliberately distancing herself from it so that she doesn't get too attached.
Her periodic reminders of deal, money payback, not being family ka hissa is to remind herself and not to guilt anyone else.
She has clearly said that she doesn't hold Armaam accountable for her moms decision. In one impulsive moment of grief she was angry at him for coming to "save" them because she'd rather be married to Yuvraj than have her mumma dead. But she realized that was irrational and has never brought up her mom taking a bullet to save him in a way to make him feel indebted. She knows the pain of feeling like a bojh now since she married him and does not want Armaan to feel that way too.
Watching her fall in love, get attracted to Armaan is also beautiful. She blushes, she dreams about the man but then she also catches herself and reminds herself not to be delulu and focus on her ambitions. Its so realistic.
To me Abhira is a wonderfully etched character. Despite her deep rooted maturity and wisdom well beyond her years, she is overtly seen as a childlike, hyper, talkative, fun person. She is a ray of sunshine despite having so many conflicts and loneliness buried deep within her.
She is the type of person that counts her blessings instead of wallowing in grief or self pity.
When she feels burdened, she tries to get it off her chest by dealing with it. She will talk about it, takes concrete steps.
She also is capable of sacrificing or staying quiet sometimes just to maintain peace and happiness.
She forgives easily and lives in the moment fully.
She sees good in everyone - even Kaveri, Ruhi, phupha who have been cruel to her. She still respects them for who they are as individuals. She hates Sanjays parenting style but she acknowledges that he does love his kids and is good at his profession. She hates Ruhis behavior but is the first person to stand up to defend her , console her and care for her too. She does things genuinely and not to use it as a tool to manipulate.
She is SO well rounded as a character without coming across as holier than thou.
She has her flaws- her impulsiveness, her over enthusiasm, etc. but its such a big part of her personality that it makes her who she is.
I am absolutely in love with Abhira.
I love how her dialogues are written and how Sam delivers it. She lives and breathes Abhira.
I really hope gen 4 yrkkh doesn't go ghum s1 route.
Before Abhira there was another starplus FL Sai who embodied pretty much the same traits but she sadly had a miserable life and eventual death. I want Abhira to be able to enjoy everything Sai did not get in her life even though she deserved it.
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