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Chapter 7

The next day their appointment with the doctor was at 11:00 am. They were on time their session started. “ Ok so Paridhi you want to continue.” Asked Dr Tiwari. “ Yes!” Paridhi answered. The doctor did the whole process again.

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We are at war with the mughals. In the few days that I’ve known Raja Suryabhan I have come to like him. He is quite handsome and brave.

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Rajat felt a unknown pang of jealousy, he fisted his hand. He want to kill the subject her admiration.

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When the war started Suryabhan promised that he will not marry me until he defeats the mughals. The war went on for almost two months. The atmosphere in the palace was that of anxiety. Though I know my people my father and my brothers are brave but I could not deny that the mughal empire was very powerful. In the end I got the news of our defeat. The saddest part is that my favourite brother Sujamal bhaisa had joined the mughals. “ Hum aapse ghrina karte hai. Mana ke aapke sath nainsafi hui hai par aap mughalo se maddad mangenge.” The next day came the most shattering news that Raja Suryabhan was killed in combat. I felt like the land under my feet had disappeared. I fainted. When I woke up I cried for the whole night.

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Doctor noted everything. “ Next what happened.”

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The war tax was decided. Sarifuddin who was one of Jalal's Subbedar and also his brother in law asked for a huge amount monthly tax of 5000 gold coin. We had no choice but to payup. Our treasury was getting empty. The next month Sarifuddin uped the amount by 5000 more this went on for a few more months. Every month Sarifuddin changed the condition of the tax in the war bapusa had to look for help his close friend Chugtai Khan who was a Mughal general decided to help him.

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“ Dont stop please continue” the doctor said.

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The next day bapusa went somewhere. When he returned he was relived. He told yhe family that he had fixed my marriage. This marriage would make Amer very strong. After hearing about my marriage and the relife my bapusa had received I went away to thank my Kanha. I did mot hear who I was going to get married to.

But in the evening I heard my maasa crying. “ Maasa kiyun ro rahi hai.” I asked Moti. But she also started to cry. “ Kya hua moti tumbhi ro rahi ho.” I asked. A dasi came and said “ Kuwarisa Raajasa ne aapko bulaya hai.” I went to his room. “ Baapusa aapne bulaya.” I asked. “ Haan Jodha. Aaj main tumse ek tyaag kerne ko kahunga. Aapne Praja ke liye tum kya kar sakti ho.” He asked “ Main apne praja ke liye apne pran de sakti hun.” I said. “ Suno Jodha humne jinse tumhari vivah tay kiya hai woh...” baapusa hesitated “ boliye na baapusa kaun hai woh veer.” I asked “ woh veer hai swayam Sehenshah Jalaluddin Muhammad....Dekho meri baat ko samjho Agar tumne unse vivah kiya to Amer aur tum dono surakshit hojaogi.” I was frozen I couldn’t belive my fate would play such a ugly trick with me. I just walked out of the room like a zombie “ I could hear my bapusa calling me from behind “ Jodha ruko...ruko beti... ruk jao.” He shouted. I dint register anything just kept walking. I reached my room and fell down on the floor in front of kanha’s temple moti ran to me and shook me “ Jodha ....Jodha....kya hua.” I came back to my senses. “ kiiiiyuuuuuu kiiiiyuuu kanha aap humare sath eysa kiyun kar rahe hai. Hum uus insaan se keyse vivah kar sakte hai jisse hum itni ghrina karte hai.” Tears rolled down my eyes as I vent out my saddness and temper I shouted as if I was in pain because I knew that I had no choice but to say yes. “Aaahhhhhh....Aaaahhhhh.” That night I cried my self to sleep.

In the morning I had prepared myself for my fate. I got ready and went to my father. “Bapusa... mujhe yeh vivah swekar hai.” I said my father sighed in relief. “ Par...” I continued “Kya baat hai beti... par kya" Bapusa asked me “ Humen unse vivah se pehle ek baar milna hai.” I said. “ Awashya. Hum abhi khabar bhijwate hai.” Bapusa said.

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Rajat kept feeling very femiliar with the incidents she was talking about. He suddenly had flash he saw him self in a mughal atire sitting on a throne. People standing arround him in a tent. A rajput king standing in front of him , then he looked at him and said “ Hum Jodha se nikha ke liye inkaar nahi kar sakte". Rajat was shocked what was that. Was that him???? What is the connection? He must be loosing his mind too.

“ ok” the doctor said “ lets continue .”

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So the next day the stage was set everyone was assembled when I reached the hall, Jalal had also reached the hall. I sat down opposite him. He asked me in the same husky voice which had sent a shiver down my spine. “Aap ke walid ne hume bataya ke aap humse milna chahte hai. Kahiye kya kehna chaahati hai aap.” “ Aap se vivah se purv hum aap ke saamne do shartein rakh na chahte hai.” I said with as much courage I could gather. I looked up slowly he had come with his nanny who was also his wasir e aliya Mahamanga , his milk brother Adham Khan, and his brother in law Shariffuddin. They seemed to be surprised. “ Khiye Kya sharten hai.” He asked me

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Rajat could see the scene play in front of his eyes “Pehli shart hai ki hum vivah ke baad apna dharam nahi badlenge.” He could see the surprised look on his face.

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Everyone was shocked. Jalal gave me a piercing look “ Aur dusri shart.” He asked “Humare sath humare Kanha bhi Aagra jayenge, waha unki mandir hogi aur kanha ki sthapna hogi."

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Rajat sees him self and others stand up in anger. Then he looks at her and says “ Aapki shartein bahut badi hai sehzaadi ... par itni nahi ki hindusthan ke Sehenshah Jalaluddin Mohammad unhe pura na kar sake.”

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I was shocked he had agreed. I looked up at him with a questioning eyes. He gave me his killer smirk. I couldn’t bare to keep looking at him so I looked down. Along with me everyone else was also shocked. “ So sehzaadi nikkah ke liye taiyar ho jaiye.” He said “ Thik hai Raja sahab. Aapse Shambar mein mulakat hogi

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Chapter 8

For Rajat it felt like he could see the whole scene in front of him, he could see Jodha sitting behind the cirtain. Looking at him curiously after he had accepted her terms.

“Ok Paridhi please continue.” Doctor said.

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I’m in my khema or a temporary tent, we are on the way to Agra. I was sitting in front of the mirror and moti is combing my hair when mahamanga comes in “ Aadab begam sahiba Sehenshah in aapko unke saamne hazir hone ka hukum diya hai.” She said. “ Unse kahiye ke hum thake huye hai aur vishram karna chaahten hain.” I said “ Par...” she tried to say. “ Pranam.” I said she gave me an angry look and left.

I was really angry how dare he order mw like this like I'm some mere slave, I was his wife after all. I was also feeling very tired so I went off to sleep. I don’t think I had slept for long when I heard the rustling of the curtain. I was lying with my eyes closed , who had come I heard footsteps my back was to the door way of the khema so I couldn’t see who it was. As I heard the footsteps approaching my bed I put my hand under my pillow where I hakept my dagger, I felt the bed move, in th nick of time I turned arround with the dagger in mybhand to attack the intruder but he was faster, he held on to the dagger, I looked up to find my self staring into those dark mysterious eyes. Jallal held on to the dagger...

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Ishq hai woh ehssas

Ishq hai woh jazbaat

Badal de yeh duniya

Badal d yeh haalat

I could see his hand bleeding. He pulled the knofe out of my hand and threw it away. I felt really scared. He came close to me, very close to my face, I could feel his hot breath on my face, I felt a shiver run down my spine. “Humne aapko darbar me bulaya tha , aap ayi nahi.” He said in a husky voice “ Aap jaanti hai na ke hum aapke shohur hai Aap ko ana chahiyetha,” he continued his eyes seemed to be on fire. “ Agni ke saamne to bahut bare bare vaade kiya the, ek din me hi sab hawa ho gayi.” He continued angrily “ Ab khaamosh kiyun hai aap.”

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Rajat was shocked at what was happening to him. He saw the scene play in front of his eyes ... “ Hum jante hai ke ab aap humare pati banchuke hai, par koi bhi dharam ek pati ko aapne patni ke saath daasio jaesa bwawhaar karne ki anumati nahi deta. Ek pati hone ke kaaran aapko apni patni ka maan apne aham se jyada priya hona chahiye.” Rajat was utterly shocked. He closed his eyes as sever headache hit him.

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He laughed out loud his laughter did something to my inside his baritone laughter felt strange to my ear “ Subhan Alla, hum yehan aye the apni shikayaat karne aapne to humein hi gunehgaar saabit kardiya.” Sayin this he came closer “Yeh jo khauf hai na aapki ankho mein humein lekaar ke aab kya hoga ....hum kya karenge, humein pasand hai, isse humesha barkarar rakhna.” He got off the bed he sat on his heels and rubbed his hand on the mud floor then got up “ Agli baar aapko apne hifazat keliye khanjar ki zarurat nahi paregi, aapko har tarha ke khatre se bachane keliye hum hai, paar humse aapko bachane ke liye ... koi nahi.” Saying so he went off smirking all the way. He had not shouted on me just wisperef everything but the effect was spine chilling. I was shivering all over I dint know what was there in store for me.

The next day we reached Agra by late noon, I peeped out of my palquie to see my future home. It was beautiful huge gates loomed in front of me made of Redsandstone. Our entourage went in Sehenshah got off his horse and came to my palquie and gave me his hand. I din' t want to take it but also din't want to create a scene so gave my hand in his. As soon as my hand touched his I wanted to pull it away there was a strange current between us he looked at me I looked back. I was lost in his eyes. Those mysterious eyes like a deep well. She was lost. Then someone cleared their throat, both of them turned to see Maham anga looking at them “ Chalen Shahenshah.” She said. “Haan.” Shahenshah said. He led her into the fort. There prossesion was greeted by the women of the fort.

“ Aiye .” Shahenshah said. He pointed at a tall and beautiful lady who looked to be in he late 50’s “ Yeh humari Ammijan hai Marium Makani Hamida Bano begum,” I stepped forward and bent down and touched her feet. As I sood up straight, Hamida bano picked up my ghunghat and looked at me “ Masha Alla , jitna suna tha aap to usse bhi jyada khoobsoorat hai.” She said. “ Yeh himari behen Bakshi baano hai ,Yeh humari dusri begam Begam.Salima hai , woh hamari phoohijaan hai Gulbadan Begam, Woh hai hamari dai maa Jii anga.” Sehenshah said I did Pranaam to everyone. Then Bakshi Baano said “ Bhabijaan pair age kijiye , doodh dhuliya ka rasam poora karna hai.” I did as I was told after this ritual Ammijaan signaled to the hindu bandhis they started singing a rajput welcome song.

Samhar samhar pag daro

Padharo maahre desh

Ooo dulhan raani .

I was overwhelmed. I understood that if I had a problem I could go to Ammijaan. When Mahamanga tried to butt in by saying " Hum inko herum me inki jagaha dikha denge." She stopped her saying " Inhe hum herum dikhayenge."

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The doctor took down notes. “ Ok continue.” He said.

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I was sitting on the floor and crying Jalal had just left. Today at muhdikhai he again tried to insult me by asking me to sing in front of everyone. But I was not one to give up I sang of our Rajput valour. I don’t know whybhe felt insulted, he came to my room drunk. When I told him to go he got more angry and said he had married me only to insult me. He then said I was just a symbol of his win over Amer. He tried to force himself on me but stopped himself and promised he wouldn’t touch me until I gave myself to him.

I'm.so confused I want to be angry on him but I some how can’t. I feel strange.

The next day Maan Singh came to see me but Sehenshahs first wife Rukaiya begam caught him and took him to Shahenshah. I don’t know what will happen. Moti came running “ Jodha ...Jodha Shahenshah has let Maan Singh go.” Again I was surprised... why was he being kind.

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Rajat hears his own voice “ Nashe mein insaan sach bolta hai, aur aaj hum aapko saach batate hai humne aapse nikkah kiya kiyun ki hum aap se beintehaa nafrat karte hai.” He said there was a strange menace in his voice.

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Chapter 9

Rajat could not understand what was going on. He felt strange.

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This had become an everyday routine in my life. Something or the other would happen to get Jalal angry on me, first someone added too much chilli in the food I cooked for Jalal, Then someone framed Moti I had to save her with the Farman I had won when I defeated Rukaiya begam in the chess match.

The next day I got ready in my war uniform to practice swordsmanship, I was busy practicing when I heard the footsteps behind me, I turned arround to see there he was standing with his usual smirk on his face. I attacked but he was very quick ,he stopped the attack “ Humein nahi pata tha ki satranj khelne ke saath saath aap shamsheer chalana bhi jaante hai.” He asked with amusement in his voice. “Ek Yodha ke liye satranj ke saath saath talwar chalana ana bhi awashak hai.” I said attacking him. The dueling continued for long then he pushed me I lost my balance and fell on the seat behind me “ Darbar mein satranj khelna aur jung ke maidan me shamsheer chalana dono alag baaten hai.” He said smiling. “ Baaten darbar mein hoti hai Sahenshah Jung mein waar pe dhyan dijiye.” I pushed him we fought again the he threw my sword from my hand, and pushed me towards the pillar behind me. “Jung mein nazar chukna bewakoofi hai par mauka chukna usse bhi buri bewakoofi hai” He said “ Mauka tha aapke paas us farman se aap kuch bhi paa sakti thi, apni azadi, duniya bhar ke Ayesho aram, humara sar par itna acha mauka aap ne ek baandi ke liye gawa diya.” He kept staring at me even I couldn’t look away. I felt his hot breath on my face it sent shiver down my body what was happening to me. He seemed to be distracted, I took the chance and grabbed his swordand turned arround my turban opened in the process my hair also opened. I pointed the sword to his chest. “ Aap ka dhayan hat gaya Sahenshah, ise hum aapki haar kehna chahenge.” I said with a smile. He tried to move away but I stopped him with my sword. “A..A...A itni si galati aur talwar aapke hriday ke paar.” He looked at his chest then he looked at me “ Galat jagah nishana lagaya hai aapne, dil nahi hai humare paas.” He said

“ Jiske paas dil nahi woh jivit nahi. Aur jo jivit nahi use maarke hum kya karenge.” I said. I threw the sword back at him and he caught it.“Aapne phir se mauka gawa diya.” He said “ Aap chahe to humein maar sakti .” “ Humne kaha na ki hum aapko maarna nahi caahte. Kisi ko maarne se koi veer nahi ho jata.”I replied.

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“ Aaj pehli baar humare shamsheer ne humein dhokha diya hai, par isme uska koi kasoor nahi, kasoor aapki khoobsoorati ka hai.” Rajat could hear his own voice saying. Rajat pinched the bridge of his nose an closed his eyes but didn’t say any thing. He didn’t want to disturb the session.

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There is good news for the sultanate, Rukaiya begam is pregnant. I m very happy, as now I don’t have to act pregnant. Can you believe it this man wanted me to lie to his mother. He wanted me to act pregnant in front of his mother. But now I don’t have to.

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There was silence. “Paridhi please continue.” But Paridhi didn’t respond. The doctor said again “ Paridhi please go on.” She still din't answer. Rajat came to her side. “ Pari....Pari...answer” He called out there was no answer. He held her hand “ Jodha....baat kijiye humse.” He said.

Paridhi’s face contorted in pain and tears started to roll down from her eyes.

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Rukaiya begam had a miscarriage yesterday night. I really feel bad for the mother. The Hakima has said she will never be a mother again. She is shattered and so is Sahenshah. It hurts to see him sad but what hurts most is he thinks me and my brothers killed his baby. How can he think like this? I feel like dieing from this insult.

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Tears kept rolling dow her eyes. Rajat felt a deep sense of loss and pain in his heart. Tears started rolling down his eyes. It felt like he had lost his own baby. “ Please continue.” The doctor said.

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Sahenshah has Found out who the actual culprit is, it seems it was Mahamanga’ duplicate copy. he let me out of my house arrest and apologised in front of the whole Deewan e khas.He thinks he has solved the mystery but I know that the real culprit is still roaming Scott free. Mahamanga Has very conveniently thrown the blame on her paid pawn. She had the audacity to come and Brag to me that it was she who had killed Jalal's baby, but I could not do anything as I had no proof. I was shocked but my hands were tied. She claimed to love the Sahenshah but she was lying, she was so evil. For some reason I felt so sad for Jalal. I din’t know why? I felt that I would never be able to forgive her for hurting Jalal. But then Why ...why was I feeling sad. Jalal had come to me that night and said that he was ready to set me free. I could go back to Amer, he would give me Talak. On one side I was happy, on one side I was sad that my husband was leaving me.

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Rajat saw a lone tear in the end of her eyes. He smiled she was claiming to hate the man but was shedding tears for him, she was so nnaive. Was Jalal also feeling her pain just like he was. He wanted to know.

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Soon it would be Holi, Jalal had given me the permission to play holi with my maids. Holi arrived and by the end of the day Mahamanga had played her turn and got me in trouble. This time Jalal was very angry. He had called my maasa to take me back.

“ Maahri laado se koi galti hui kya Sahenshah.” She asked. “ Galtio ki feherist na hi kholi jaye to acha hai. Aur phir hum yeh faisla bataur Sehenshah nahi , balki bataur ek shauhaur le rahe hai. Kiyu ki yeh humara farz banta hai ki hum unki marzi ka khayal kare, aur yeh khud chaahti hai ki woh Amer wapas jaye.” He said. My maasa got very angry on me. She scolded me saying that she would not let my baapusa get insulted or my own sacrifice go in vain. I had to understand my husband, and change him. I could come to Amer during festivals but not leaving my husband. I was really hurt I promised that I would die if necessary but not go back to Amer. I turned and walked away from there.

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Rajat was feeling a weird pain in his heart hearing Jodha's dilemma. He felt like something might go wrong.

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I felt shattered and angry, I thought that I would go back to Amer and takecare of my parents but her mother had also stopped me. I was all alone, my husband hated me and my mother din’t care.I could see only one wway.I left the palace in anger and rode towards the pond in the forest. I didn’t look any where my mind was on fire. I din’t care, when I reached the pond I got down from the horse, and ran towards the pond without looking left or right. Suddenly I heard Sahenshah calling me from behind “ Ruk jaiye Jodha begam yeh humara hukum hai.” He said, but I dint stop. I could here my maasa's and Jalal's voice, one saying I couldn’t go back to Amer and the other saying that he hated me. I jumped into the pond. But then Jalal followed me and saved me. The his warth broke on me I just stared. Why why did he save me. I was in a trance as he told me to follow. He sat on the horse and pulled me up I sat with my back touching his chest. I felt my self loosing my senses in his sent my hair was flying and hitting his face I looked back at him ,his brows were creesed he was angry. He reached a hillside and then took my hand and moved the bush to reveal a hidden tunnel 1through that he took me to a room and told me to stay there for the night. He left through the tunnel. I was in a mess my emotions were in a mess my feelings were in a mess, I wanted to be angry on him but I couldn’t. Every time my mind went back to the feel of his chest touching my back.I blushed hard. I was so frustrated and confused that I cried myself to sleep. The next day I was woken by the sound of the door to my room opening and there was Ammijaan and Rukaiya begam standing in front of me. Ammi jaan seemed very happy, but Rukaiya begam was fuming. Later Ammijaan said that their Pir baba had said that Jalal’s life was in danger so he had to go to ajmer sariff to pray and along with him his begam on whom the first light of todays day fall would go. Unfortunately or fortunately that was me. So now I had to go to Ajmer Sariff with Jalal. We would be leaving tommrow.