I'm slowly coming out from the shock, which may be one of the big shocks we have ever got in celebrities world in this already heavy 2020 year.
This is very difficult to put words to my feelings. 14th June has been a dark day for his family, "real" friends, loved ones and fans. I remember I got the notification on my phone, I was numb. This could not happen to Sushant, NO WAY!
I personnally don't want to discuss on the conspiracies going on towards him. We are already shaken, so shaken that some fans went to the extreme and ended their life.
I don't want to see his final pics in my mind again and again. For me, Sushant will remain the carefree,loving, caring, adorable, teasing Preet Juneja we got. Who can forget his teasing scenes with Bauji, his bounding with PB, Heer, his love for Meher, his love for his family? Some Desh scenes have become epic thanks to Sushant.
It will take time to accept that he is no longer with us. But we should not give up.
I just regret that, maybe, I didn't show enough support to him on social media. His last post on insta and interviews were a call seeking for help, but I did not understand.
I wish RIP could mean "Return If Possible", I wish we could have a line to call him and tell him to come back, I wish we simply could bring him back and tell him you're not alone... I WISH!!!!!
Kis Desh was not only the first show I've watched but it gave me forever memories, friends and it helped when I was myself, in a difficult situation at that time.
The same way Preet brought such a huge smile on our faces, I wish I could give him that same smile back, meet him and tell him that hey you listen! You're AMAZING!
As far as I'm concerned I'm taking a break from editing. I may be back, or not... I should not cry over a celeb, but Sushant has been a part of my "fan" journey, so I can't erase all those precious memories.
If only you could have shared what you were feeling with us, your fans, followers would have helped you because they see themselves in you...That's how you were, are and will always be... close to us.
I know writing all of this doesn't make any sense now, since he won't read it, but I just felt to write it and share with you.
GONE TOO SOON SUSHANT SINGH RAJPUT!
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