Hello peeps 
Life without mishbir is so boring , they love, they laugh , they cry , they fight , they learn and they live and the process continues..Sometimes we appreciate them, sometimes we get mad at them , but the fact is we miss them a lot , what makes them so special is their journey , the one that appears to be like a painting , everytime you revisit, you discover something new about them , this is my attempt to walk down the memory lane and highlight some of the important snippets of their journey.
Often abir and mishti are known to amaze us with their words and actions, sometimes in a good way , sometimes in a bad way...sometimes it feels like oh we known them too well sometimes they appear as alien to us , doesn't this fact makes them more real to us ? It's like every day they discover something new about each other , courtship is not a goal, it's a process , sometimes a process for life! The beauty lies in the fact that they still love each other will all the flaws 
#NoComplaints #NoDemands .... that's why even when they lose the track , the urge to get back together is huge ...somewhere they are always walking in the path of darkness all alone , all they need is a ray of light , a light of love and hope , and they try to follow the light as much as they can , because they know that only that light will lead them to brightness , that's why sometimes they tend to follow each other's words more them they follow their own words themselves , somewhere they also know individually they are imperfect but together they become something that is beyond perfection, it's like they cover and balance each other's flaws effortlessly...that is the most magical part of this ajeeb couple 
Truth - A beautiful acceptance or a complicated reality ?
"Mishti , main jaanti hun teri galti nahi hai , lekin tu hi pareshan ho rahi thi na ki koi unch nich na ho jaaye ? Tu sorry keh degi toh baat yahin sambhal jayegi ! " says badima, she knows she is asking for a bigger and an unfair thing from mishti but being a matriarch of the family, she has handled way more troubles before and she knows sometimes it's better to let it go
"Badi maa mujhe sorry kehne mein koi problem nahi hai , lekin yun sabke saamne mujhse nahi hoga " mishti knows she isn't at fault , she is rightly sure of her actions but like always she is asked to be the bigger person, why should she take the blame on herself? Bade papa has always taught her that when people always expect to bow down to them , it's always better to keep your head up and walk out
Situation became more tough for her when kuhu asked her to apologise, she was also the one who asked her not to attend the function at first place, mishti responds with a statement that leaves kuhu speechless " jo tu mujhse maang rahi hai agar mein vo tujhse maangti, toh kya tu vo kar paati? " both of then knew the obvoius answer ....before asking someone to be compassionate towards you, did you ever try to be compassionate towards me ? Mishti knows there would be hardly anyone who will openly take a stand for her , who will dare to understand her , that's when she decides to leave only to find abir at the door
She automatically stops when her eyes meets his was it just about her , was t just about her own thoughts , what about his struggles , what about the tears in his eyes "tumhe pata hai na is love story ko yahan pahuchane ke liye humne kitne confusions clear kiye hai , Hume bohot careful rehna hoga" ....are the words she remembers.... she was always careful....she silently asks him should she apologise? he replies a silent no , but should she stay back ...he responds a yes ... but then her staying back means a constant pressure on her to apologise, she finally decides to go against her own wave of thoughts ....proceeding towards Meenakshi to apologise, before apologising, she just remembers the two most important incidents in her life, once when abir took a stand for her against ved , that day someone just believed her words without even asking for an explanation, the other incident when abir brings in a pair of spectacles for her , the only person who cared for her necessity that day , who accepted her the way she is , who understood her before she stood up for herself....and only and only for him she apologised , abir never wanted her to apologise because he has already sensed that his mom is yet again on a mission ... his one strong look to kuhu also confirmed who created an unnecessary pressure on mishti to apologise.
Bade papa steps in and deals with meenu in his own wise and smart words, years of experience helps you to understand people and deal with then in a better way...a shine of happiness in abir's eyes and a small smile on his lips confirms that he is happy with the way BP handled the situation, abir also knows he wouldn't have been that wise with meenu if he had to deal with it all alone. But he is also aware that a girl has suffered today with no fault of hers.
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Why she has to constantly struggle to choose between the path of righteousness and the path of emotions ..And as always she is left in the same darkness where the only company she has is her tears , ? But today there was someone else who was accompanying her too her ajeeb rajvansh "angry Chorni ke chehre pe gussa suit karta hai aansu nahi " surprise is an understatement to express mishti's emotions , did someone come to hear her out? "Tumne maafi kyun maangi thi , agar tumhe aisa lagta hai ki baat na karne se baat khatam ho jayegi toh main aur mere sawaal yahan rukenge, jab tak jawab nahi milega hum kahi nahi jayenge !" He knows there is something more behind her actions, guess he knows but he wishes to hear , some emotions come out best when they are expressed through words.
"Kuhu meri family hai , aur family ke liye sochte hai tab sahi galat nahi sirf khushi dekhte hai , mujhe laga tha agar mere sorry bolne se sab theek ho jaata hai , meri family sorry bol deti hun aur" ....this is not mishti , but badima's parchayi who is speaking right now, she doesn't oppose this thought process but she dosent accept it fully either , that's why while speaking these words she dosent look at him ... abir knows that there is something more and that's why he concentrates more on the aur part
"tum" she finally starts speaking her heart
"Mein ?" A mix of shock and surprise for him again
"Haa tumne mere liye kitna kuch kiya hai , hamesha mera saath diya hai , tum apni family tak ke against gaye ho mere liye , mujhe laga tha agar mein sorry nahi bolungi toh baat phir se bigad jayegi aur tumhe phir se situation ko sambhalna padega " she says this looking at him , her heart is making her speak the reality now "isiliye maine sorry bol diya " she says wiping her tears , what she did today was somewhere was huge because it was unfair to her but she is happy she did something for him for his happiness ... she did it only for him, but for him she did it for kuhu, her family and then him ... "pata hai mujhe laga tha jitna main nanko se pyaar karta hun utna koi apne bhai ya behen se nahi karta hoga , but I was wrong , tum dono behene ek dusre se kitna pyaar karte ho " ...for him that was the reality but she knew he was far away from reality and he isn't at fault here , she is the one who has to clear his confusion, may be one day she will get that courage to open up about some bitter complicated realities of her life, she hopes that just like today , he will hear her out that day too ...
"Coffee pioge? "
"Kya ?"
"Haan itna dur tak leke aaye ho , coffee toh pila sakti hun na ?"
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"Konsi baat bataun ?"
"Agar tumhe mera aise dekhna pasand nahi hai toh saaf saaf bata do "
"Aisi baat nahi hai " aww the blush on her face
"Matlab pasand hai !" caught you mishti
'Mujhe is baare mein baat nahi karni" ...actually karni hai
"Sach ?" ... ok enough of teasing abir
"Ek sach bataun, mera na aaj legendary vala bad day chal raha tha , lekin tum aaye , tumhari stupid stupid baaton se na mein phir se smile karne lagi ".... she is happy to find a friend who hears her out and makes her smile , somewhere she enjoys the freedom with him, the freedom to speak her heart out
"Jis baat se tum smile karo vo stupid ho hi nahi sakti, bas khoobsurat ho sakti hai " ...his words never fail to mesmerise her , ajeeb charming rajvansh !!
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"Mishti aane vale 10 din mein bohot problems hone vali hai , matlab is tarah ki bohot baatein hogi but tab tak koi problem nahi hogi jab tak hum honestly ek dusre se baat karte sake " he knows his mom too well and he is aware that this was just a trailer , and he wants to be prepared , the only solution they have is to be brutally honest with each other , that's their only way out , he is so happy to find someone whose heart is beautiful because is truthful ... " mishti sach bohot khoobsurat hota hai , tumhara dil sachha hai isiliye itna khoobsurat hai , tum mujhse kabhi jhoot mat kehna , trust me sach kitna bhi kadva ho main tumhari is coffee ke saath gale se utar lunga" abir being the passive and optimistic self himself understands the importance of truth, he knows that in the long run , truths turn out to be beautiful when accepted, telling is a truth inspite of struggles is a beautiful thing even if the truth itself is ugly ... he was prepared to listen that day but was she ready to speak ? And when she will speak , would he be ready to listen ? Is that so easy like gulping down a coffee ?
"Mujhe pata hai tum hamesha mera saath doge, air mein tumhara" ... she knows one day she will have ti share a truth but she stil wants to give herself a chance ...chance to work things on her own ... their love and trust is giving her an assurance that he will always support her ...
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"Sach bolna toh chahti hun abir, par kai sach bohot mushkil bohot complicated hote hai , ab main tumhe kaise bataun ki main aur kuhu aise bilkul nahi hai jaise tum aur kunal ho ...but I hate the fact ke yeh baat mujhe tumse chupani padh rahi hai , lekin yeh sach maine badi maa aur bade papa se bhi chupaya hai , lekin unse chupane ka itna dukh nahi hai, jitna tumse chupane ka hai " ........ her words speak for herself , she is feeling guilty somewhere but life is not always as simple as 2 plus 2 equals to 4 , there is so much that has happened in her life , he is capable enough to read her as a open book but there some chapters she has deliberately decided to hide , she is struggling with these undefined chapters.
truth doesn't mean telling a fact , this act is called " tathya" but when someone has a set of struggles to speak up tathya but still decides to speak up at the right time , this process is called "satya" ...but the struggle from the phase of acceptance to the phase of getting the courage to speak up is much complicated than we think. She knows she can't run away but she also knows that she needs time to have that conversation, the time to think over it , a time she never got, the next phase of their lives invited new set of struggles from all the corners...dealing with one problem over the other in a continuous manner , with each struggle both of them lost the importance of honesty with each passing day
... somehow they managed to overcome the obstacles because there was no compromise on the love and trust that they had , instead of honesty , the love and trust became their base of understanding each other , but there came a time when being honest again became a necessity for them
When finally she got the courage to speak up , when finally she lost the patience, when finally she was ready to make him face the reality , when she finally was ready to be brutally honest , he somewhere had lost the same set of patience to hear her out , can we totally blame him for that, wish the answer was as simple as yes or no ...black or white .... 1 or 2 ..., just like mishti he also struggled a lot , dealt with a lot of fears on his own , he faced some of the biggest realities of his life all together one day, that day he just didn't lose baba, he lost his mishti , he not only broke up with her , he broke up with himself, he is still living under a fear , fear that again the destiny will brutally play with them , he is still struggling to fight his own demons , so much that he is unable to hear her voice , her struggling voice of pain
The strength of every relationship is defined with the proper balance of love trust and honesty, this phase is a test of their honesty , the test of finally accepting each other's bitter realities, the phase of turning truth an essentially complicated reality into a beautiful acceptance .... all that we need sometimes is a bit of patience and courage, that's all
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PS:Hope you all are safe, healthy and doing good , I know the world is going through a painful present and in this tough time we all have to remain extremely true to our responsibilities to convert this present into a permanent past. Stay home Stay safe , maintain highest levels of hygiene and respect those who are working for the betterment of the world
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