Soon it starts raining...though the universe had no idea that the deluge was more inside the two souls than the downpour outside!
Priya stares at Ram with skepticism.
P: If you are married only to me, then who is Ayesha KAPOOR? If you had tried to help her only because she is my sister, you could have done that other way too Ram! Your Name itself was good enough to protect her from social taunts! Isn't it Ram? But no, you had to marry her!
Ram closes his left fist out of anger!
Answer me Raam...why are you quiet now? Ram makes a laugh of sarcasm!
The rage in their respective tones was quite distinct to each other even though there was extreme noise of the thunder just outside the window next to them.
R- you know what Priya? I don't owe you any explanation at all! Why would I answer you Priya? Do you feel that u are left with any credibility after what you have done five years back? You just don't deserve to know my relationship status with anyone! You just don't Priya!
Have you ever tried to know Priya...how had I lived ..or just say passed those five years without you? You could have tried to ask Maa, Natasha, Soumya, Neha or anyone else, but it din't concern you at all Priya!
Now why are you so bothered Priya, after so many years?
Priya steals a look from Ram, and mutters: I am not that kind of women who inquire about a man who belongs to another women.
R- don't you dare Priya...don't you ever dare to connect me with her! Just don't forget that I am now a father of a five years old kid.
P (mumbles) - yes, that father who has another family now!
Her this statement just leaves Ram infuriated...he breathes profusely and drags Priya to the side wall next to her...making a direct eye contact with her...I NEVER married her, it was just a "set up Damn it!
Priya couldn't just believe what she had just heard...she feels a soothing breeze of relief passing alongside the window! Priya affords a view of him down her eyes...she could see a tiny drop tear in the corner of his eyes...which was a clear justification of the hurt of not being Trusted by the Love' of his life.
Ram continues: have you ever thought Priya..how could a man marry soon after the death of his first wife who he loved more than his life? Have you ever bothered that how could THE RAM KAPOOR marry a lady who used to be just like a daughter to my wife? You tell me, the man who hadn't married even at 40, why would he bother to marry a girl like Ayesha...
Priya feels helpless...just din't know what to say...a tardy drop of tear flows down her cheeks.
After a moment of silence...she barely gathers herself and makes a slight of glare with the intense intent to know the truth which Ram just couldn't overlook.
R (in a shaky tone) The moment I heard that u were not with us anymore Priya, I felt so guilty, so helpless Priya that I couldn't fulfil your wish list, the last wish from the list..that u wanted to give life to someone...and this guilt was killing me inside with each passing moment, and my agony couldn't be borne by the people around me...Maa, Neha, Soumya, Vikram, Choti, Rishabh...all wanted me to start a life afresh...they wanted me to move on with your memories...and I couldn't ignore their appeal..i knew that sooner or later..they would be making attempts to convince me to get married once again! I just din't know how to ignore those only people of my empty life...who actually loved me...
In this scenario, when Ayesha came to me one night...telling me how she was abandoned by Sid and she was carrying her child...she just knew that Sudhirji would never accept her back in his house..
At that moment I just recalled how badly you wanted our own child and thinking that I couldn't deject the life she was carrying inside her! I thought to give my identity to the child...I thought that may lessen my guilt a bit that I couldn't save you when you were in Jail...how I couldn't save you from the sufferings.. that too for such a crime that you had never committed..
But my sentiments could never overlap my love for you Priya...while saying this he jerks bit...I couldn't think like you Priya...the way you thought that I can "move on" without you!
Although I agreed to give her child a name, I have always made sure that she never gets involved in the course of actions. I decided that I would fake a marriage with Ayesha, we will act married in front of the world...that way Khush will never face any problem and my family would never force me to get married. I knew very well that for Ayesha, it was a profitable deal as it would provide her with all the luxuries of the spouse of The Ram Kapoor...so she herself would never reveal the truth to the world that I actually never married her!
I have never shared this with anyone Priya...just in that perception that the world would never be convinced with my way of living with the memories of my late wife! I din't even let Vikram know about this...and see...who I ended up sharing this with today...YOU...who are the root cause of all these...Ram sobs badly...hiding his bawling eyes with the palm of his hand!
The truth that was buried inside him for years...had come out such instantaneously.. that it din't let Priya to react instantly. Both of them howled for a while...Ram letting his anguish out...while Priya heaving a deep sigh of regret. Both keep standing motionless... glaring pointlessly for a while.
Few moments later, Priya wiping out his tears with one of her hands tries to get a hold of Ram with another hand...but he moves back...gesturing with his hands to leave him...But Priya still tries to go close to him...in that course..their chests collides against each other's...they feel how their hearts are beating in a similar manner!
Ram leaves the flat without saying another word...Priya keeps observing the fading shadow of her man...a painful thought grasps her mind that she might have just lost him forever...
After a while...
The sky seems gleaming again ...feeling much lighter after pouring its heart out! The moon peeps into the overcast with the ray of the beginning of a new day...!
Next Day: With great deal of Happiness...Priya Kapoor accommodates The Ram Kapoor in her Flat!
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Next morning:
At Priya's flat:
The house is buzzing with the tantrums of the little Sherni Kapoor...who is acting adamant to bunk school for today...
Peehu: Mumma...Arya (one of her school friends) ne meri sath katti karlia na...she looks at her little finger in dejection. So I will be all alone during my lunch break just like yesterday...Mumma...Peehu ko aaj school nai jana hai...
Priya: Baby...aap school nai jaoge toh Arya ki sath patch up kaise karogi?
Peehu: (Exclaiming in objection) No Mumma...Peehu Arya ki sath kabhi friendship nai karegi...
Priya: (Creasing her unruly hair) Baby o toh apki best friend hai na...Patch up toh karni padegi na...
Peehu: but she left me all alone during my lunch break na...
Priya: but baby..galti toh apki bhi thi na...she asked you to tie her frock's ribbon...you should have tied that carefully na...u should have thought na..if u don't tie it properly..she may fall down and get hurt...
Peehu: but Mumma...o frock ki lace itnii badiii thi (Peehu stretching her hands)
Priya: baby..she had belief in you that you will do her things carefully...but you couldn't tie the ribbon properly.. and she must have fell down as she tripped with her frock's long ribbon..that's why she is katti with you and left you alone during the lunch break...
Peehu (flipping her lips) : But Mumma...I had accepted that it was my mistake...
Priya : Baby...only accepting your fault can't recompense for a wound all times..she says this more to herself than to Peehu...
Peehu (Observing a thoughtful Priya) : Okay Mumma...Peehu will call her and say sorry to her...but aaj mujhe school nai jana...
At the moment the doorbell rings and Priya startles...
She sees Gopal Kaka...with few of the stuffs of Mr. Kapoor...who is just standing behind...
Priya's face flashes with a broad smile...Raaam...aap?
Ram stretches his hands wide...and says Daaarling...
Priya makes a quick move toward him...but he just passes her out and picks Peehu up in his arms...
Neha comes out of her room...Ram...tum yahan? She smiles in joy...
Ram: Gopal Kaka...please settle my things...me yahan...apni beti ki sath rehne aaya hu...kisi ko koi problem nai honi chahiye isse...He gives a look at Priya..who is standing in the corner of the door...still in amusement to absorb the morning surprise...their puffing eyes were a clear evidence of the restless night they both had just gone through!
Ram: Kissing Peehu's cheek, baby...let's get ready for the school.. Papa will drop you to school on his way to office...
Peehu: who was just about to describe her long story to Ram...stops for a while and says: Papa..i want to see your office...if I go to school will you take me to your office...it's on our way to school na? I want to see the coin in your office!
Ram (Proclaims in confusion) which coin Rock star?
Peehu: the one that u have kept down the multi striped mug..Peehu blurts out as she completes the full sentence in one go!
Ram looks at Priya in amusement...thinking how Peehu got to know about that coin...
Peehu (tapping his shoulder) Papa...Peehu wants to visit your office Papa...
Ram: okay baby...I will pick you from school and we will have lunch together at my office today..
Lunch time:
Ram is waiting at the school lounge to get a glimpse of his princess...Peehu comes running to him...Papa! She embraces Ram's thigh...Ram sits in the corner bench taking Peehu in his lap...So princess...what would you like to have in lunch today? Pizza??
Peehu grinding her teeth...ooops papa...Peehu toh already had her lunch with Arya...Peehu is sorry Papa..but papa...(Peehu narrates the entire story of her version and her conversation with Priya to her Papa)...Papa...I said sorry to Arya...Papa...she told that she trusted that Peehu will take good care of her...but when Peehu failed to tie the ribbon properly.. she got hurt... it was my mistake na Papa..that I couldn't fulfil my promise to protect her...that's why she left me alone yesterday...But papa...Peehu ne Arya se wapis friendship karlia...
Papa.. Today Peehu was very scared...what if Arya hadn't accepted my sorry? But Papa...Arya accepted my apology in a second...she told me...Her mumma says...Peehu recites: "who we love...we need to overlook their faults sometimes. Arya told me that people who we love...we can never see them in the guilt of repent. Peehu's words make Ram confounded!
Peehu rolls Ram's coat.. to make him listen to her obediently.. and continues sketching out the happenings of the day with great efforts...see...she has gifted me her favorite key ring...Peehu holding a Tom & Jerry key ring in her little palms... Papa.. Arya said we are just like the Tom & Jerry.. We argue and disagree all the time, but we still can't live without each other...
Peehu's each and every word keeps echoing in Ram's mind over and over again...unaware of the fact that Priya is also thinking about her morning conversation with Peehu.
Precap: Soumya finds out an important fact about Ayesha
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