Episode Discussion Thread: 18th September - 22nd September - Page 27

Originally posted by: AgnesFan

I would like to add on this . When grieving on Juhi's death with her corpse in his lap it never seemed the way he was shaken when he felt he lost Avni be it during gas leak or Ali's staged death . He was lifeless holding her close to his heart . I winder it's Zain bringing out such difference or fan in me is making me see the way .

Avni will never sacrifice her love . The lines she said to Neil after dressing his wound are evidence . "Ateet ke lautne se hamare beech kuch nahi badlega ." There is gonna be more of her trust and love for Neil this week

Originally posted by: .Avengers.

Na I meant Maddy Kareena/avni only. When MK entered that was a delicate situation. DM was in jail and avni had the whole emotional rollercoaster of wanting to actually murder someone, getting back her senses and doing last rites of her father. Neil was torn between two sides +bebe got sick. His attachmentl level with his family goes like this

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Plus he must have tried to get in touch with embassy but nothing worked, and it made him more heart broken. That car scene and him wanting to get in touch with avni was similar to what he feels for avni when she's in danger, imo. He craves that connection. With juhi is not. Not to belittle what they had, or maybe as we grow up the way we love and show affection is different but it really looks like juhi/Neil didn't have that love .

I'm very late to post actually about the last three episodes, I guess almost everything has been discussed, I read so many beautiful posts, I have a lot of pending work and had guests too and despite the episodes being so beautiful and I loving them to bits, I couldn't post. Moreover I just find it all the more difficult to describe these two and their relationship, I guess some things are meant to be felt and enjoyed, words can't describe the beauty of such feelings. Nevertheless I'll try to make the round of the episodes and pick some moments that caught my attention.

So Avni started clearly wondering about her feelings the day she had that conversation in the kitchen with Neil. First of all let me say how beautiful and simple that scene was. It gave the feel of a normal married couple enjoying their time together doing the simplest things in life, drinking tea and eating French fries, yes as simple as that! Who said we need luxurious settings and complicated dialogues to get a beautiful scene. It was very realistic. The moments you spend with your love are precious whenever they happen and wherever they do, nothing can match them, the mere fact of that loved person being there with you makes you the happiest person! That moment made Neil forget his tension and just think of how special his ladyis, his focus shifted to her only, what she thinks, what she feels...

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Avni on the other hand expressed it clearly that she feels a pain and a weird feeling when he talks about how much he loved Juhi. She used the past tense, the girl is not dupe, she knows she shares something very special with her husband, she knows he has feelings for her, but she was apprehensive of his past love, what if that love overpowers what he feels for her?! So I didn't see Avni as a tubelight here, the questions and the fear she had was very realistic, she doesn't question what Neil feels for her, she knows at least this much that he cares a lot for her and that he likes her as a woman otherwise why would he keep coming closer to her, ask her about her feelings or look at her all the time! She felt jealousy despite her compassion for Juhi and that's very normal in love, so that was the first thing we heard about her feelings for Neil last week.

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Avni cleared that she wants Neil to tell whatever he has in mind clearly as she is not good with reading minds, Neil on the other hand who is good with reading minds, said that he can't read her! No wonder he fell in love with her, she always had that mysterious aura to her that kept drawing him to her more, but I feel he intuitively understands her and feels her, even in the past he recognized the pain hiding behind her smile and he pointed it out, and that few days after their first meeting!

After the few moments they spent together and when Avni brought back the subject of RangMahal and how they have to save Juhi, Neil noticed that Avni was thoughtful, he didn't want her to focus on that matter and he told her that they need to take some rest, they can think of the rest in the morning. But Neil obviously was very worried and tensed, he just didn't want to bother Avni, he was trying hard to get a search warrant to raid the Rang Mahal now that he knows that Juhi is about to be sold. His tension was very understandable. When he couldn't get that search warrant, Neil was frustrated and Avni witnessed that and as usual she went and tried to give him the support he needed.

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She was so worried for him and asked him to take a little rest, but he was so frustrated that despite the big risk she went through planting that audio device there he still could not get any usefull information from it. She tried to calm him down and explained that his intentions are good and God always supports truth, she told him that they are fighting for the truth and they will find some way out, he was so touched and overwhelmed by her motivating speech, and as usual he finds solace only in her arms, looking at her lovingly he hugged her (GIF4) and he let himself getting soothed by her embrace, by the way in the OLVs she also closed her eyes (GIF5) he wasn't not the only one who closed them!

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5- From OLVs (she closed her eyes and was carressing his shoulder with her thumb)

He pulled away from the hug first (GIF4) , I didn't understand that, does he think Avni might still feel uncomfortable of their hugs, then he is highly mistaken because she was smiling and very much enjoying the hug, moreover he asked her once to forget formality between them, so that goes for him as well. Maybe the hug was so soothing that it calmed his senses and finally he got the idea of calling the CM saad since he thanked Avni after he asked for an appointment with the CM. Avni was smiling when they first ended the hug (ok some people said that maybe Aditi was smiling as her hair got stuck in Zain's beard but I will go with the show, for me it's happy Avni! That smile though, the hug was that good Avni!😆😉)! Avni doesn't shy away from him anymore, she actually cherishes every single moment spent with him now!

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She got inspired hearing Bebe's tale, she was so concerned about the part where Sita had to give an Agnipariksha but when Bebe mentioned that Ram fully trusted Sita and he didn't ask for it rather society did, Avni was happy! I feel Avni might have thought about going there but since it's a brothel she might have thought that it would not be appropriate but since Neil trusts her then she doesn't care about the rest of the world, he is the person who matters to her the most and she wants to help him.

She goes to Neil and she tries to convince him, obviously to no avail because no matter how much important the case if for him, no matter how much he is frustrated, he will never let her put herself in danger, that's a big No for him because she is the person that matters the most to him!

His dialogues and expressions were hilarious in the scene, he was experiencing another kind of frustration 😆. He said that her plans always involve risks and that whenever she comes up with a plan he stops breathing😆, he knows his wife very well, since she kept silent for 20-25min, he knew some plan was coming up his way!

Despite everything he let her tell about her plans that he anyways wasn't going to approve of 😆since he knows beforehand the risk they include.

First he was just hearing silently and asked her to kindly elaborate about her plan 😆

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But the moment she told him the plan, that she would be going there, he rested on the sofa and looked up and took a deep breath to control his anger and frustration, I'm sure he would have felt like banging his head on the wall as why this girl can't understand!

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Avni keeps going on about how she will need no search warrant, she will go in disguise, and she has already been there once and wasn't caught.. but Neil had one expression "You won't go there, don't even try "😆 (GIF11)

When she didn't understand he stood up and he said one line that sums it all "Avni, PAGAL hoon kya main jo tumhe waha jaane ki permission donga!!, TUMHARI JAAN KHATRE MEIN NAHI DAL SAKTA MAIN! " (GIF11)

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No matter how much she insists, no matter how many precautions she says she would be taking, he won't take risks with her life, the mere idea of losing him scares the hell out of him! He was firm, even when she talked about the system always asking for evidence and that she can bring him, even when she tried using Juhi telling him don't you want her to be released he didn't budge from his stance. All her logical and emotional arguments failed and to put an end to that discussion that started boiling his blood, he resorted to the divorce papers as an ultimatum! Then only she stopped discussing the matter with him! Actually even in the episode in which she was kidnapped, it was clear she wasn't planning on getting herself kidnapped, she respected his warnings and his fear for her, she just went to the market to collect information and she even asked DD to join her there but Ballu was there and took advantage of the situation and kidnapped her, so actually what she told Neil through the audio device about her going there on her own wasn't true. She respects him so much to do something like that, yes she doesn't listen to some of what he says but when he is damn serious and the situation is so risky then she would never do that, when she asked to go there she said she will go in disguise, so she never planned to break his orders! On seeing his breakdown though (after the Commissioner refused giving him a search warrant after his secret mission of catching Guruma being out of jail) she needed to find some information for him and she heard about Ballu's men coming to the market so she tried to do that and asked DD to be there, it's not like she wanted to take any risk!

The other thing I liked about the episode is Avni warning Dayavanti about her Neil : "Avni Ayesha ka ek baat rakna, AGAR NEIL KO ZARA SI BHI CHOT AYI NA TU MAIN APNE HAATHO SE TUMHARA GALA GHONT KAR MARDONGI!!! That's LOVE! The way she was cringing while warning DVM, the fire in her wide open eyes, the way she clenched her fist, she was not only serious about her threat, but angered and ready to execute it if Daya ever tries to harm Neil, Neil for Avni is a RED LINE that should never be crossed! Obviously that was only the beginning and Friday's episode with her almost confession showed more of that, it's weird for me to give reviews from Wednesday's episode because I know the impact of the other episodes that followed is much stronger and everything has been already disclosed!

I liked how the three worked together on the case: Neil, DD and Avni. Avni brought valuable information despite her taking risks all the way, even her visit to DVM in jail proved fruitful as she saw Guruma's mark on another prisoner's hand, that helped the trio to not only know how Ragini Pandit looks like but to also know that she keeps coming out of jail as per her whims with no knowledge of anyone!

Another thing I loved about the episode is how Neil was sitting aramse and when Avni mentioned that she went to jail, he stood up surprised and asked "you went to jail?! and I love her expressions everytime she does something that she knows might upset him, believe me she is sherni in front of everyone but she has that respect and apprehension towards Neil! She feels the need to justify her actions to him and what he thinks matters to her, she never wants to make him angry or hurt him in any way! Obviously Neil deserves all her love and respect, so those sweet reactions of her to his potential anger are endearing!

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You can see their love for each other in their actions, you don't even need words to know they are each other's love and life!

Thursday's episode was another beautiful episode we had last week. Many interesting things. The way Neil and his team were planning to trap Guruma by catching her red handed as in catching her out of the prison where she should normally be.

I like how Neil has Avni with him when he is trying to solve the case, he only keeps her away when they go on a mission or somewhere which involves risks, otherwise, he has her all the way by his side. For the right reasons actually!, as not only she helps with her valuable information and logical thinking but also emotionally, she has that magic a soulmate has to calm him down and ease his pain. When they were discussing that blue print of the Rang Mahal and she talked about the place where Juhi danced, Neil felt bad, obviously, he won't be happy hearing what a person who meant a lot in his life once, was reduced to!! Avni without saying a word just put her hand on his shoulder and looked at him, it was enough to bring his focus back on what they were discussing!

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I love the fact that Neil also came to the conclusion that the fact of Ragini Pandit coming out of jail can be a proof enough for him to get a search warrant! I like heros who think logically and can analyze situations using their common sense, DD added the fact that he once got an information about a prisoner going in and out of jail as per her whims, and that only happens if someone from inside helps her, that was enough for them to hatch their plan of action that Neil wanted to keep secret and the details of which should be known only by him and DD, and the mission involving only few trustworthy police officers who should know only as much as they should do nothing more! Now that's called logical writing, something that is not insulting audience's intelligence. The idea of sending under cover female agents there was a good. Unfortunately these two ladies were not really the right choice for the mission, the way they kept getting nervous in front of Dayavanti and called Guruma Pandit, it was obvious and it made DVM doubt them and hence inform Guruma beforehand that there is something fishy going on.

The face off between Guruma and Neil was good, as many mentioned, Manini is a much more convincing villain than the new DVM, I think Ragini Shah doesn't fit in negative roles, I feel she would do a better job in positive roles.

So Guruma was all ready with a story in front of Neil, she even indirectly taunted him, asked for something cold to drink for him. She told him that police would usually be after a thief who is running away not after a prisoner, this is actually her winning card, she is in prison since very long years no one would doubt that she is behind that racket!!! She was taken aback though when Neil told her that he knows she is Ragu Pandit though, I think Neil should not have told her that he knows she is Ragu Pandit, I know he wanted to remove her illusion of thinking that she is fooling him but doing this he was alerting her, and if you want to bring a criminal down you should surprise them, never let them have time to react which he was about to do had DVM not alerted Guruma but when he saw that this plan failed he should have gone from there till he gets another chance without alerting Guruma that he knows who she is! Luckily Avni's hints will give him another chance to corner Guruma but we all know she will turn the tables once again by turning the brothel into an ashram, reason eventually is that he would infrom her about the search warrant he got, and despite putting her under strict supervision she would still find a way to outsmart him! So he should have stuck to his secrecy strategy! Now I know most probably there can be another reason for the failure of the operation, time is yet to tell, maybe Amol heard something but still even if Neil got a search warrant, it would have been wise to just use it based on the element of surprise!

Anyways I loved his attitude, and I loved his lines about ahankaar, indeed ego is one of the main reasons behind many powerful people's downfall! In some segment Avni said the same thing to DVM and Guruma!! AvNeil despite being different from each other, they are similar in many ways!

Guruma called him a bacha!, we know she will outsmart him and even cause his suspension but he will learn his lessons, nevertheless she should not underestimate him either he will give her a shock she never expected, after all they say "laughs best who laughs last and victory will be Neil's at last! I want his real lecture to her to be left for the day he really brings her down, what he said in this episode was good, I loved it but was it wise to let her know he knows who she is?! Anyways I'm waiting for the Torjan horse trick by him (an idea that came to my mind based on Zain's interview), I mentioned it when I posted some OLVs, Zain talked about a big statue of Ravan where he will be hiding along with his team, so it reminded me of the Trojan horse tale which was about a huge horse made of wood used by Greeks to enter the well guarded city of Troy, a city they couldn't enter for 10 years! Torjans let the horse inside the city of troy and at night the Greek soldiers hidden inside it came out and opened the gates to their army and they destroyed the city of Troy maybe something similar will happen with the Rang Mahal/Lanka!

Neil was feeling bad after getting told off by the DGP (Hats off to Zain, his mannerism in front of DGP, details to not be missed!), he was frustrated with the system, with the laws and for the first time it hit him that if he waits for the system it might be too late, Juhi is about to be sold yet he can't even get a search warrant to check the brothel. I guess he will understand Avni's point of view now regarding the system. He was emotional, he felt helpless and he was guilt ridden, he started tearing the papers on the board net used to help them in connecting the dots, out of anger and frustration and started blaming himself for whatever is happening. Never underestimate the power of a feeling like guilt, it's something very painful feeling hence Neil's reaction. Luckily his lady love was there! Poor Avni she was pained seeing his emotional breakdown, she couldn't see him suffering, all she wanted was to take than pain away, no insecurity from her side, only love for this man and a pain for seeing him in pain! She couldn't take it anymore and just called his name and run towards him and hugged him tightly, he was shivering, and he hugged her back, drawing all the strength and soothing warmth he needed from her (GIF14/15), this helped ease his pain a little bit but he still expressed ki how can he face himself for not being able to help Juhi, but Avni cupped his face and tried to console him (GIF16), she tried to make him understand that he should not blame himself for what is happening to Juhi (GIF16), her words I suppose helped, her "Main hoon na Neil, Tum himmat mat haro (GIF18). She was indeed his support system here! Her body language showed how spontaneously she feels she has haq on him, her hands were all over him: chest, neck, shoulder, face...(GIF 14, 15, 16;17, 18)😆

14- Beautiful hug! Look at them, look at him he was shaking, he really needed her to get some composure and look at her her breaking to see him in this state!

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Special mention to Zain who rocked the above scene!

Neela and Avni's scene was an emotional one, where Neela was so scared for her daughter and asked her to fight for her rights. I know many thought Avni would go the sacrifice way, but I felt she would let Neil decide, if Neil loves her then her place is with him and she won't let anyone take that place but if he doesn't then she wouldn't want to take that place if it belongs to someone else, if someone else has that haq. But anyways Friday's episode kind of confirmed it to me that Avni was never really planning on sacrificing, she just needed the confirmation from Neil and she got it, the way she talks about him haq se! I discussed this point with Shonali and from the very beginning we were convinced she wouldn't sacrifice, nor deny her feelings, nor go away without telling him, they share a very mature relationship, and she respects him a lot, she would never do anything like that, and I always felt she would talk to him and ask him what he really wants, when she left his house post the birth cetificate drama, she didn't state her self respect as a reason for not coming back, she did not lie to him about anything, she genuinely explained and told him what she felt, that she doesn't want him to have problems with his family or to have to choose between her and his family. Friday's episode made me think that she knows now that she means a lot to him and that he doesn't look back to the past and the OLVs showed how she shows her haq on him even in front of Juhi, so for me at least there will be no sacrifice at all.

I'm too tired now and Friday's episode is so important and beautiful so I'll post about it later in this same thread, I know a new one for this week's episodes has been opened by Azalea but if anyone would like to check Friday's review then I'll post it here 😊

To be continued 😆

Friday's episode I guess was the best episode of last week (one of the best episodes of the show), and it marked the day when Avni started openly expressing her love, she realized it now and she feels proud of that love and happy as well!

In the chaddar scene, I noticed that she is actually very comfortable, once again Neil was the one who broke the eyelock, while she still kept looking at him. In the last few episodes Avni is enjoying his proximity, no more nervousness, she is relishing her moments with him.

We had also tender loving care when she tended to his wound, he once again kept looking at this special woman of his, and wonder how can she be so selfless, he even asked her in awe ki how can she is be so nissvarth, how come she wants to help Juhi after knowing everything, (what Juhi meant to him in the past!) She left him speechless when she showed how empathetic and compassionate she can be stating that what happened to Juhi is not her fault and that she must have gone through a lot! He obviously couldn't say anything, he just kept looking at her lovingly, with his heart full of love and admiration for this exceptional lady!

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Then came an interesting moment which made me feel that Avni knows what they share is special and just needed that confirmation from him that nothing will change after the reappearance of the past "Ateet laut aane se, hamari beech kuch nahi badlega, jo waqt humne saat mein guzaara hai wo nahi mit sakta", and indeed Neil told her that: "Ha Avni, nahi badal sakta iss rishtey ko koi ab, waqt age badhrna janta hai peeche laut na nahi."

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A tear dropped from both their eyes, it was an emotional moment, they can't imagine their life without each other!😭

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In the morning, Avni couldn't stop herself from trying to find clues to help Neil despite his categorical refusal. She didn't mean to get kidnapped, she respects his decision and after he brought up the matter of the divorce papers, she really decided to just be by his side and analyze things with him, bring his the support he needed within the limits he allowed her to but his breakdown pained her a lot, she couldn't see him in such a state and needed to follow that lead she found on hearing that Balu's goons will go to the market. So she decided to go there and investigate but obviously she called DD which clearly indicates that she didn't want to take any risk or do any reckless thing, she knows Neil would be angry at her if she does. Her dialogues showed how much she loves him and can never see him in pain:"Tumhara har zakhm ka dard jaldi bhar jayega Neil, main tumhe iss halat mein nahi dekh sakte, tumhare inn zakhmo ka ilaaj mujhe karna hoga, MAIN TUMHE AISE TOOTE HUI NAHI DEKH SAKTE."

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And we know what happened! Avni went to the market, she didn't expect Balu to be there, but the latter took advantage of the situation, called his boss (Guruma) and kidnapped Avni!

The interesting part is Neil's reactions, even before he gets to know she was kidnapped he was worried, DD obviously informed him that Avni went Gayab from the market but that was enough for Neil to know that Avni was once again getting in some trouble, and he scolded DD for not asking his permission and the consequences that might have on Avni!. Neil (Zain) displayed once again a myriad of expressions, and we get clearly how much worried he was for his wife, he was very angry even before knowing she was in the Rang Mahal!!!

5-The way he threw that chair angrily!

6- Neil scolding DD!

When DD told him Avni was going to meet some contact, Neil couldn't believe it, and looked up and seemed like if he needed air to breath, I suppose he started imagining the danger she might be in, the word "contact" must have triggered his fears!

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When DD said he didn't even know where they were going! Another irritated frustrated expression flashed over Neil's face!

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Then he helplessly started showing his vulnerability, his fear for her, his helplessness in front of her!: "yeh kya horaha hai Avni ki saath, kya chahte hai wo, hume pata bhi nahi hai iss waqt kis hal mein, kaise hai wok aha hai!"

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For a second he was kind of shocked to hear her voice through the audio device because we all know what that means!!! (it means his worst fears are getting real!), then he ran to listen to what she has to say!

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The look he gave to DD when Avni told him not to get angry at him! Obviously what she said won't make his anger any less!

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He was shocked when she told him that she wasn't kidnapped and that she went there on her own will!!!

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He said Avni why are u doing this, I think what he actually meant is why are you doing this TO ME!! and when she talked about going to Lanka to beat Ravan, he closed his eyes in frustration, he felt so helpless !

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Thinking that she didn't care about his fear for her (we know it's not true since as I said she didn't plan her kidnapping, it just happened but maybe she said that to make him feel a little better as in she will take care of herself as it's her plan! But she didn't know that she was actually doing the opposite), he felt so hurt, so angry, so frustrated that he just needed to vent out all this and he went looking for the divorce papers to sign them! He was so disturbed emotionally, he was angry at her for putting him in this situation, how dare she?!!, she doesn't have the right to put herself in danger as she is his life, how can she put his life in danger!! You can see the intensity of the emotions that were controlling him in his reactions, in his body language!

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When DD tried to calm him down, he just pushed him and asked him to leave him alone, he was angry at him as well for not informing him about what his wife was upto. I felt for DD! But this only shows how much Neil loves Avni, he loses his control mainly when it comes to her, otherwise he is very composed in front of people!

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Poor thing, he went back to ask why she did this, he was teary eyed all the way, "Kyu Avni, kyu?! Har bar tum waise hai karte hoon jiski liye main tume mana karta hoon!!

We can understand his feelings, the poor guy tried with all the possible means to keep her safe, still she landed herself into trouble, so he was frustrated, angry, sad, scared and helpless!

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Then comes one of the most beautiful scenes!, finally Avni expressing her feelings for Neil. The girl who never believed in love, who used to mistrust people as her own close people broke her trust showed her blind trust in her husband. The smile and confidence she had on her face when she was talking about him screamed love! She said that her trust on him will never break! Neil deserves it obviously because he proved it once and again that he is worth her trust, he never let her down!

On the other end of the line we had Neil, who was also expressing what she means to him and his frustration on her always giving him this pain of putting herself in danger!!! "khabi bhi meri baat sunte kyu nahi hoon Avni, kis tara se tumhe samjhao ki tum meri liye kiya hoon! TUM MERI ZINDAGUI HOON YAAR! Kyu nahi samajhte hoon, kyu har bar, har bar.. apne zindagui khatre mein dalte hoon tum"

And the way he said with tears in his eyes and his voice breaking "Kyu karte hoon tum aisa!!! Me (sighing) : "Haayee so much love, so much care, so much pain!!! ❤️

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I can't explain it with words!! his expressions are so beautiful, you get his emotions, you feel his fear of losing her, his care, his frustration, his helplessness, his love, his pain, his agony...and as Mandy said (MrDarcyfan) he cries beautifully, so you just feel the beauty of the feelings, as Sonali said AvNeil make pain look beautiful, Neil/Zain also makes a man crying look beautiful! ❤️

He was so frustrated and angry at her stubbornness and the price he has to pay for it that he banged his hand on the table! The heart attacks she keeps giving to him! He wished she would understand how much she means to him!

Out of his anger and frustration he was even going to sign the divorce papers to punish her for inflicting so much pain on him!

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But then her voice came over and he concentrated on what she was saying, he is in for a big surprise!

He started hearing his wife talking about her Neil, how he will not only save her but all the girls out there, It seemed like she was talking to her ownself when she said "Main jaante hoon Mere Neil ko wo mujh par ek kharosh tak bhi nahi aane denge! " so much trust in her Neil❤️. She knows deep down what she means to him as well!

His reaction when he heard her words!, it seemed like his anger took a back seat and he was taken aback with her words!

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And one would really like the confidence and defying tone in which Avni said that yes her husband is going to set fire to this Rang Mahal, she must have been highly angered with Balu underestimating her husband and calling him do kore ki police officer!! Her faith in Neil stems from her experience, how Neil was always there for her through thick and thin and all the lengths he went to, to always protect her even against his loved ones "Ha!!Unhone hamesha mere raksha ki hai, APNE JAAN SE PEHLE MERE BAARE MEIN SOCHA HAI, wo mere liye to APNO SE BHI LAD JATE HAI, to tum to kya cheez hoon

Neil started getting emotional on hearing her words (that sigh, those teary eyes!(GIF21)! The unshakable trust she has in him!, it showed also that she knows what she means to her husband!

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AvNeil carried on talking about how Balu can never understand what she is doing because He and the likes of him only understand hate, not love! And then finally she said the dialogue which was almost a confession from her side, "MAIN BHI NAHI SAMJHE THI PYAAR KO NEIL SE MILNE SE PEHLE the way she was kind of lost in her thoughts, having a smile on her face thinking of Neil and the love he brought to her life! It was so beautiful! Neil is the man who taught her how to love and how beautiful can love be, he showered so much love on her that she couldn't help but falling deeply in love with him despite all her resolutions!

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She obviously told Balu what she really thinks of him and his likes, the people who only see women's helplessness but never their strength!

She wished her voice could reach her Neil! How different her Neil is from these lowlives, how noble and wonderful he is, for him she can do anything as he deserves it and even more!

Avni (with tears in her eyes and love in her voice and heart! (GIF23)): "Kash mere pati tak meri avaz pahunch te, KASH WO MERI DIL KI BAAT SUN SAKTE, UNKI LIYE MAI KUCH BHI KAR SAKTE HOON, APNI JAAN BHI DE SAKTE HOON!!!

Her wish was granted and her husband heard everything, he was overwhelmed and touched by her words, he always wanted to hear her dil ki baat and finally he heard it but he never imagined he would in such circumstances, how can he enjoy this, she is there in danger ready to do anything for him even giving up her life which is his life!! And he doesn't want her to do that! He loves her so much to accept such a thing even if it's for him!

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The way he said "Avniii would melt your heart❤️😭(GIF24), yes he is happy because he knows his wife loves him so much that she can even give her life for him khushi se, but what his wife doesn't undertand is that she is HIS LIFE and he can't afford losing her, he'd rather die than live without her, he won't be able to survive if he loses her! That slight head shaking in a no as if he was telling her No Avni please don't do it, not even for me!

So as Shonali said, he had mixted feelings and didn't really know how to react! Be overwhelmed and happy vs scared and worried! Actually he displayed a lot of emotions at the same time in the episode just like his care and worry vs his anger ...

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That was beautifully enacted by both Aditi and Zain, you would see their unconditional love for each other! So endearing!

The way she said with determination and confidence and josh that this case is Neil's goroor and she can't let his pride break!! This is a woman who understands her husband very well, she knows what matters to him, how much his duty and need to help others mean to him, he made them one of the main purposes of his life, so how can she let him get defeated!

Then our smart lady discovers that the audio device is there in the room itself, so she takes it as an opportunity to communicate with her husband and send him hints, and guess what her husband understood what she meant to convey to him!! Wow, that's a very high level of understanding!! It needs understanding and intelligence as well to get what the other person meant! These two are couple goals as everyone keeps mentioning everywhere in social media!

So her plan is to make Neil understand that she will make sure Guruma is out of Jail by midnight, so that he can go to jail and get the proof he needed for his search warrant, and the proof is Guruma the prisoner being absent from her cell when police are there!! Avni planned her escape, she knew that someone would definitely inform Guruma and the latter will head towards RangMahal leaving her cell, Avni nevertheless hoped she would be able to escape with Ali and Juhi. And Neil after raiding the Rang Mahal can save the other girls. Unfortunately, her attempt to escape failed but it still served the purpose of Neil getting the search warrant, now it's another story that despite Neil and Avni's plans, there were other betrayers in the jail other than than that lady police officer who are helping Guruma and we know who is the person who helps Guruma, none other than AvNeil's biggest enemy Dayavanti Mehta! So while I still hoped Neil didn't say he got the search warrant and would be raiding the rang mahal the day after, I still don't see him as dumb rather he was intelligent to get the search warrant from the CM when the commissioner refused and to get his wife's hints and plan his actions accordingly but little did he know that despite his strict surveillance on Guruma she still had other people who work for her even without her asking them for it! But yes Neil it's always good to keep secrecy till the last minute even when you took all the precautions because you never know what may happen! Anyways that will only give us an opportunity to see Neil working with Avni's gang and using informal methods. It's is good for him to get other perspectives! Law isn't always the only way that should be followed, one can collect evidence and turn tables on enemies using subterfuge as well!

Back to the episode, (digressing happens when you make a review of an episode while many other episodes after it have aired 😆) So Avni challenges Balu that Guruma will come to meet her at 12am sharp! But Neil was afraid he didn't want her to provoke Balu lest the latter does something to her which is something Neil can't take, his desperate pleading to her despite her not being able to hear him ki please use mat oksao was heartwrenching! He felt so helpless, how can he save her when he is far away from her if that goon ever attempts something against her!, so all he had is hoping with his heart in his mouth that she says nothing that might make the goon hurt her in some way!

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Neil : NAHI AVNI!, usse mat uksao, AGAR USNE TUMHE KUCH KAR DIYA TO MAIN... PLEASE DON'T DO IT, PLEASE!

Finally! I finished doing the round of those many beautiful expressions. A myriad of emotions and expressions were displayed by Neil, Avni also showed clearly how much she loves and trusts her Neil, I focused mainly on Neil because he was going through hell knowing she might be in danger and then to top it all he gets to know her feelings for him then only! So he gets all the more worried, his love grows even stronger and so does his fear!! A range of feelings as I mentioned above, love, care, fear, anger, frustration, helplessness, pain...

And about Avneil's classy, beautiful and pure unconditional love for each other I would say the same thing that Ali said in one of the OLVs "Naj salam karte hai tum dono ki rishte ko"!!😳❤️

I find it difficult at times to express the beauty of their feelings! All I know is that I'm in love with their love!

P.S : Ignore typos

Originally posted by: dsupriya

@Naz beautiful post as usual. One line from her to Neela confirms to me that she will fight for her haq if she feels Neil has given to her or loves her. But if not she will walk away. Also I think bedroom scene gave her that confidence when he says waqt sirf aage badhna chahata hai aur peeche mudkar dekhna nahin. I think most poignant is chahata hai. He did not say move on but expressed his wish to move on present.