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P.s whatever is the matter with costume designer of IB' sanity. A bee? Really?
Coming to the episode. Shivaay Singh obroi is nothing short of volcano these days. That too erupting one. Dear Gauri and Rudra, Shivaay has surpassed all the levels of jealousy. He is not jealous. For jealousy exist when you know your partner is anyway interested in the other man. This case , 6 foot tall , that is.
This is not jealousy but the insecurity that has been building up since the day anikka came back to OM. (It sure started off as jealousy though) . The outburst was not due this stupid sangeet. It is a consequence of the shock his poor heart faced three months back. The rejection.
Seeing Anikka with some other guy(not to forget he sure must have jealousy with the height factor) dancing and smiling was pure and absolute torture. Had it not been ragini but anyone else feeding him the same story he would have believed with his eyes shut because his rationalizing power is sitting on the back seat currently. His thoughts are scattered , mind has got it's kind of MIND and cherry on the cake is his actions.
The ring being thrown out was not just RING BEING THROWN OUT. It's a replay of that Ill fated day of separation. Her rejection has scarred him so deep that the slightest of touch scratches it with full force.
With all sympathies with Anikka , it was really a bad day to choose to show her strength. (not that she did it purposely
..She had had her own limits and patience and from.her point of view, it indeed was too hurting to see shivaay always trusting.g someone else over her. Ragini being the worst case). But darling shivaay's reaction has nothing to do with ragini's story. It was just a catalyst. Aag mein chingaari , as they say. What shivaay believed was the sense of dejavu. The pain.
He is so exasperated now that he indirectly asks what else does he need to say or do to make her realise that he needs her back. Crawling and begging is the only option left. His eyes were not raging. They were pleading. It's a bang on performance from.nakul.
Anikka sure had it enough. She is right on her part of giving justifications for all his doubts. But honestly anikka. Did you really give him any closure? Let's just move on or kya mai Asia karsakti hu won't do NOW. The man scarred so brutally believes what his eyes witness. Excluding the rationalizing the scenario part.
Don't you see it? It's NOT ragini. It's NOT Vikram's
It's YOU. The outburst on his part was nothing but his inner cry . He needs your assurance . Not In words but action. He needs the soothing. 'kya mai Asia karsakti hu' is a bandaid to the bleeding wound. It's not doing any good.
He is unable to believe that you won't leave him.again.
You so proudly convince yourself to know shivaay enough, how did you fail to notice irrationality is his way to cope with such immense hurt.
Anikka , you are the mature one. Since the start. We understand the hurt you have gone through with his behavior , but his behavior is beyond his control hell, he is beyond his own control.
His marriage to ragini is a decision in complete blind rage and too hard to handle sense of rejection.
"Itna kuch dekh chuka hu , ye bhi dekh lunga"
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