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"When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake, and then it subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots are to become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day. It is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No ... don't blush. I am telling you some truths. For that is just being in love; which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over, when being in love has burned away. Doesn't sound very exciting, does it? But it is!" A quote taken from a wonderful book
"Love is a squeezie breeze that washes the bruises , the hurt of soul... no place for doubts its all about entwining souls into an eternal knot where a part of blood flows from one end and other part from another but altogether merges into one... its a melange of two bodies that emerges as one soul... two psychologies equating to one behavior, two backgrounds of community to one disciple one culture which is absolutely their and no body owns it other than they... two different vocal chords but one language ... 4 hands but one spine ...".
Love is an ocean that sees no ponds, no rivers, no lakes no seas but its endless... a pond is small yet it runs into its destiny - a lake, a like is small yet it runs into a river... a river is a split soul which is enough to make a disaster or to save world around it..yet it runs into a sea searching in quench to complete herself - a left and split soul... same is the way seas come together to complete each other and get lost in the revere of culminating as one ..emerge as one the crave of unison into an ocean... isnt that love? The love which can be felt even by colorless feel less water...Humans with all senses are not an exception... its a hurricane that takes you off from any part of the universe to deliver it at the doorsteps of your destiny..." Aru... a little angel half my age entered my life doors as a butterfly... got to my roots...shook them up ... knocked my dead heart which too had emotions, desires, dreams ... I Tried hard not to give a pinch of importance... in vain... she was a tsunami... she was such a warm cuckoon in the midst of snow ...the spell of her name gives me the warmth of a sun... yes she changed me, my world, my life... yet what did i do?
Hurt her? dejection to her? filled with dead pitch dark into her ambitious heart? filled her eyes with pain of loss? drenched her in to an ocean of tears ? when dried turns to be pinching salts on the wounds I gave her?
I never wanted to change myself , learn english, learn new advanced things in world...educate myself but she changed me... she showed me the path but what did i do? I showed her the grave?
With love
Yours ever ever culprit
Your mukhiji...
A life, a soul that will burn in guilt of hurting its love, smashing it to graves...
Page is turned and the book is closed... tears of pain and heaviness squeezed hearts ... : Bhaila eh tu ne teeq nahi kiya aru ke saath... tu ne tere dingli se itna sab chupaya ...tumhara sakti se peshana nafrat dikhana sab jhut tha... itna pyaar shayad aru bhi nahi ki hogi tere saat ..itna pyaar karke chupaliya...aur use dhakke marke zindagi ne phenk dala? Ab tujhe tumhare is dheengli ko jawab dena hoga ... ab mein agayi hu...
to be continued...
Dear friends, a flow of thought ran down during this week end... watching the episodes and precaps ... couldnt refrain from writing this ..its a little retro type... hope you will like this piece of writing ... I am not a professional writer..but i love writing ... request you all to excuse my grammar, punctuation and ofcourse hindi if any mistakes are there... I never wanted to write but somehow ... in a flow am writing this ...
Care to share your views ... Let me know if i can continue this or not ...
Love
AD
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