Okay I know I am being an IF bee now a days!
Though I don't get much time to be reading fics n cmnting long as I once used to (I promise to do it when I get rid of these sucking exams) but kinda posting too much, it's something that the ignorance Sandhir are showering each other with, is just too frustrating, so I am coming up with OS's, probably what I want the CVS to show us!
And that is Sandhir Sandhir and only Sandhir!
As I was browsing all of my fav 1D songs today, I was able to relate every word of the "History" song to Sandhir!
So here I am, mixing up my crushes!
Anybody not knowing or liking 1D, I request u to just give this a read however, and I assure u, u won't be disappointed!
SANDHIR OS ~~~ HISTORY!!!
Remorse killing me, I looked at her angelic face from across the crowd!
Since she had left, I knew she was the one who could bring my old being back, may be much better me, though I could never tell that to her in these 2 years!
The fact that the great RSS had been so shrewd to face his wife after what he had done to her in influence of his mountain sized ego wouldn't be easily believed!
But alas, that's hell true!
I had been hiding from her only to assure that she would move on, get over me, and get a happier and better life with someone who truly deserved her!
But the day I saw her in ISRC, all the reasons flew out of my mind!
Reasons to stay away from her, reasons to let her live alone coz I could feel it!
Feel that she too is as much incomplete without me as I am, without her!
I wanted to say this to her, that I want her back!
That I am regretting! I could improve!
Be a better and a more understanding husband if she let me!
But damn these guts, I lack them hell!
Now that I have the only chance, to say it to her what I feel, standing ahead this crowd, on the stage, I feel nervousness grabbing me!
Pestered by the people for a song in the party, I stand here as the crowd anticipates me to sing!
And she too wants the same!
I touched the strings of my guitar for a descant as I gathered guts!
Everyone looked on as I started the song,
You gotta help me, I'm losing my mind
Keep getting the feeling you wanna leave this all behind
Thought we were going strong
I thought we were holding on
Aren't we?
She seemed to be surprised!
May be she was expecting me to sing some bitter break up song!
I had given her the reason to expect that from me! I sighed!
No, they don't teach you this in school
Now my heart's breaking and I don't know what to do
Thought we were going strong
Thought we were holding on
Aren't we?
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
So don't let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever
I held the guitar tight!
The gushed feelings pushing and pulling inside me, all trying to come out at the same time!
I held my eyes tightly closed, to control myself, to hold myself from breaking down!
All of the rumors, all of the fights
But we always find a way to make it out alive
Thought we were going strong
Thought we were holding on
Aren't we?
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
So don't let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever
I opened my eyes suddenly, the feeling to look at her overtaking my heart!
She had her head low as tears threatened to fall out of those beautiful hazel orbs!
All the memories of me leaving her vulnerable, in return leaving myself with her, flashed in front of my eyes!
Mini bars, expensive cars, hotel rooms, and new tattoos
And the good champagne, and private planes, but they don't mean anything
'Cause the truth is out, I realize that without you here life is just a lie
This is not the end
This is not the end
We can make it, you know it, you know
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
So don't let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever
She looked at me, her hand clutching her own kurti for support!
I wish she could see my feelings through my eyes as she always did!
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen
You and me got a whole lot of history (oh)
So don't let it go, we can make some more, we can live forever
So don't let me go
So don't let me go
We can live forever
Baby don't you know
Baby don't you know
We can live forever!
As the song ended, the crowd hooted and clapped and cheered but nothing mattered to me except this one girl!
We looked into each other's eyes!
Eyes conveying the messages that we could never verbally convey!
Saline drops finally let out from our eyes as ice melting under the influence of warm feelings!
Slowly, her lips curved into a warm emotional smile and that was the moment!
The moment where I knew she had understood me inside out, as she always did, wish I could do the same at that time!
I dropped the guitar and held my hands out for her as I had spread my heart in her way!
She ran into my arms and grabbed my shoulders for support!
I held her back tight, never intending to leave her, not now, not ever!
The overlooking crowd just vanished into thin air for us!
All that mattered was me, her and the moment!
We cried our hearts out, shouting silently to each other that we missed this warmth, our hearts beating as one against each other's crushing chests!
We broke back after a good 10 mins!
Looking at each other, we cupped each other's faces, savouring that touch!
She wiped my tears and I did the same!
"Sanyukta I am...", I started but was cut off by her finger on my lips!
"Do not say a word! I know everything! And for a change, I know that u know it too!", she took the finger off my lips and smiled!
"I love u Sanyukta! More than myself, more than anything in this world!", I confessed!
"I love u too Randhir! More than u love me!", she said and pulled me into yet another hug!
Now that it is true to say...
***Now is everything,
Now is the essence,
Now is the focus,
Focus on the now,
For that is the key,
And just forget the history!!!***
As most people here know, I am a die hard one directioner, I am kinda stuck to it even after Zayn Malik, my fav singer left the band!
I had always dreamt of CVS playing 1D songs in Sandhir's background! How I wish that could be possible! But it isn't and we writers are just, as u all know, expert in mixing our crushes!
So here I am, doing the same!
I hope I did not make anyone regret reading this!
If yes, if no, whatever it is!
Please do review!!!
Love ya all tons,
Erina!!!🤗
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