yeah she is right.why he is find the reasons to top her knowing that they aren't valid for love and when he truely loves her.he remained silent whithout look at her.she shake him asking the reason to his behaviour.finaly he spoke"because i hate myself..i disgust myself..i hate my face..i disgust my face..because of this face..i had to bear soo many humiliations..i could tolarate them from others but..not from you..that's why i hate myself..that's why.."he couldn't say further.she covered his mouth from her palm nodding her head say to 'no'.he could see the tears are falling from her eyes like a waterfall.he recall his words.then he realized that he have said about his pain which he tried to hid from her.he felt guilt seeing her tears.on the otherhand she knew that she must treat to wound of his heart.she have alredy vowed her life for him.she caressed his cheek and said"jalal..i wish if i can go to past..but unfortunatly i can't..if can't forget them then don't forget..but atleast don't remind them..i promise you,I'll give you everything you want..you are the most important person of my life..i love you more than anything..beacause of you,i got a new life..please let me live in my new life with you.."she paused for a moment.she could see a tear drop on corner of his eyes.she kissed them and said"i can't see the tears on your eyes..you must be strong.."then she stroked his hair and lovingly said"you know..you are the innocent man i ever met..i love your innocents..i love your beautiful heart..i love your everything..don't hate yourself,never ok..also you are the handsome boy i ever saw..don't disgust yourself,never..I'll show to this wholeworld that MY JALAL is the handsome boy in the world..not only that,I'll show them that you are the best actor of bollywood..."saying this she lovingly smiled at him watching his reaction after hear about his other dream.before he could asked anything she said"don't you remember that i saw your drawing book.."saying she again smile with him.a shy smiled flashed on his lips knowing that she have read his heart secret from his drawing book.seeing his smile her heart filled with immence joy.she can do anything for his happiness.she couldn't stop herself from kissing him.she kissed on corner of his upper lip while he shyly smile.then she said"you know,i love your this innocent smile.."then they shared an eyelock for a moment.
"let's go to OUR place..i want give something to you.."she said breking their eyelock while wrapping her arms around his arms.then they walked to THEIR place talking about many things.actualy SHE is the one who talk and HE is the one who anwer to her quections.He didn't think even frm his dream that this day will come to his life.he wanted to scream and say how much he is happy.he felt that he is in another world when she is with him.when she kiss him he felt soft which he never expirience before.now he felt that he is alive.They reached to their place which is alone building.they sat on the floor."close your eyes.."she said while open her bag.he closed his eyes whithout asking anything.she took his palm and handed a box which is rapping as a gift.he opend his eyes when she said"ok..now open your eyes and see what is in the box.."then he slowly unpakdd the box and opened it.he immediatly looked at her with wide eyes when he opened it.there was a Sony xperia z4 mobile phone inside it.he couldn't belive his eyes.he didn't even think thank he could even touch this phone.
"I.is it for me.."he asked shockingly.she nodded her heaad saying "yes"while smile with him.he shaked his head and said"wh.why did you spent soo much money like this for me..""jalal..i have already told you..nothing is important me otherthan you.."she said caressing his cheek looking into his eyes.then she add with smile"see,how is it..i have heared that boys are very interesting about this na..so check it..hurry up.."her voice filled with excitement.its not for to see the phone but to see his happiness.then she saw his eyes shining with tears.she kissed his cheek and said angain"check it baby..".he slowly took the phone in to his hand.she could see his hand is shekan.she rested her head on his sholder while he enjoying with his new phone.yet,he couldn't belive anything.how much he liked to buy this phone.but he don't have money to spoil for things like this.He looked at her who is resting her head peacefuly on his sholder.he kissed her head sending shivers down her spine.then said"thank you jodha..thank you very.."he couldn't say further.she coverd his mouth from palm and said"don't thank to me jalal..I'm the one who must thank to you..because of you,i found a new life and meaning of the life..so don't say it again ok.."saying she kissed his chin and again rested her head on his sholder.then he said"then you too don't thank to me ok.."hearing this she chuckeled and said "ok my prince"Both of them enjoyed with eachother.they didn't attend to the classess.they shared their deatails with eachother.they took their lunch with eachother while she fedd him.while spending more time with eachother suddenly something remind him and he checked the time.its already late.so he said"jodha..i have to go now.."saying he stoodup.he could see jodha's upset face after haring it.she too stood up and asked"but jalal..why.."then he looked down.how can he tell her about his part time job."i..i want go to my j.job.."hearing this she surprised and asked about it.he hestantly said"its a..its a part time job jodha..for my pocket money.."Hearing it she crossed her hand and said"jalal..now you don't need to do any job for money..after your graduate you will be the boss of my company..i told you na..that I'll give you everythings you wants..so you don't need to do part time job anymore.ok.."then she turned to pack her bag and asked while doing her work"ok..tell me what kind of job you did.."she didn't get any reply so she again asked.then replyed in a law tone"i.I'm a worker of a hardware store.."hearing it her heart ached.her eyes again filled with hot tears.he had to carry heavy things daily to find his pocket money while she spoile bundel of money with her friends.she stood up and slowly went to him.she hugged him very tightly with love.She closed her eyes and said in a shaken voice"you have suffered lot jaan..now its enough..from now,you will stay with me in my flat..that's it ok.."hearing it he schocked and said"what..no jodha...i cant do it..it will not good for you.."he couldnt say further she inturupt."please..don't argue with me..let's go now.."saying she broke the hug.her cheek were completly wet with tears.he knew that she will cry and that's why he was hestiant to say about his job.He lovingly said while caressing her head"my princess..i know,you love me a lot..but its not good idea..it will affect to you..specialy stay with a outsider in a same roof..how will your parents react about it..soo my princess,i can't do it.."After listnen to him she slowly encirceled her hand around his neck and said while brushing her nose with his"fistly i want to say that you are not an outsider..you are my love,my life,my everything and my future husband..did you get it.."he slowly nodded his head to say"yes".seeing it a satisfied smile flashed on her lips.then she said"ok..secondly,i don't care about anyone who don't care about me..this is my life and nobody can't come to my way..may be I'm selfish..but yes,i will be selfish when it come about you..you are only mine and nobody can't change it..did you get it too?"he slowly noded his head.she smiled with him and say"ok..then let's go.."
they went to his boarding room to take his stuffs.actualy its like a storeroom.her eyes wet with tears again thinking how much he have suffered.He lived in a room like a storeroom beacause he didn't have money to pay for good boarding room while she enjoying her life in a luxury building.she promissed to herself to give all the happiness which he didn't have.
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