ZGH 25th Epi.Eng Translation: Kyon Zindgi Ki Raah Mein Mazboor Ho Gaye

Again a brilliant episode with too much went through in life in one misunderstanding . it was quite explosive episode and Fawad as Zaroon was brilliant where he was angry and at the same time trying to make Kashaf understand . His expressions . These Both actors bring best in each other when are in confrontation scenes . .

EPISODE 25

Starts with Kashaf coming to lawn with coffee and Zarron shows her picture in laptop asking is this color scheme is right . Kashaf says is it not dark little bit ? Zaroon says thank god your choice is not that bright that one was really very girlish . Kashaf asks him : what does he want regarding having the child ? Zaroon : Wish ? Kashaf : you want a girl or a boy ? Zaroon : Oh , well I want a son and the other is a daughter . That's the ideal case scenario ...but I do not really have any preferences . Kashaf looking at him seriously ; And what if you do not have any of each , what then ? Zaroon looking at her first then ; Then whatever is there fine . He is looking at her smilingly and Then asks her what does she wish for ? Kashaf : It does not make any difference to me whether its girl or a boy . Zaroon ; good ! me too. Then Kashaf asks him if both are daughters , then ? Poor chap just becomes serious and tells her that then it will be problem . Kashaf asks him what problem ? Zaroon looking seriously at her ; Well..I mean a lone man in the house with three women . Its very dangerous situation ..I mean no man will like to stuck in such situation .and laughs . He asks her if the doctor told her the gender ? Kashaf tells him not yet . Zaroon ; when you come to know please tell me . I an not too hot on surprises . Both are relaxed . Zaroon ; Tell me what color you want to finalize ? Kashaf tells him pick a neutral color ..yellow? Zaroon ; huun..again with his laptop finding the colors.

Its night and zaroon with his laptop , Kashaf comes with coffee and zaroon thanks her and Kashaf say no need to say thanks . Zaroon ; I think man should thank their wives as a matter of habit anyway and its good habit . and smiles and other side Kashaf smiles saying : I am positive this must be someone else,s quote . Zaroon ; Nasir was saying this in the office today . Kashaf looking at him with smile : See! I knew it , and that's because you never talk like this . Zaroon looks at her ; Alright that is not so either , I do say thank you to you quite frequently . Kashaf is smiling and Zaroon throws a gklance at her then says : Kashaf , I was thinking that perhaps we should brought aunty here . Kashaf asks seriously which aunty ? Zaroon: Uff.Oh , your mother of course . Kashaf replies she was just here . And will come again close to my delivery date. Zaroon ; I am not talking about visit , I am thinking she should move with us permanently . Kashaf asks him why she should move us permanently? she has her own job , her house . How will she leave everything and come and live with us ? Zaroon tells her : if she wants then here also she can do the job . At least she will be having the company , won't be there living all alone . Kashaf turns her face and say she will never come here to live with us permanently . Zaroon seriously looking at her back , questions her ; She won't come or do you not want her to come ? Kashaf still he back to him : its not matter of what I want , she won't come because she won't want to . Zaroon : Kashaf , at least you can ask her ? Kashaf : why do you choose to talk about nonsensical issues ? Zaroon ; whats so nonsensical about this ? Kashaf again turn other side saying ; she does not want any favors from anyone . Zaroon puts his cup on the table and faces her ; who would you feel obligated to ? Kashaf puts her mug and gets up .Zaroon ; Kashaf , sit down . you have promised me that whenever we two are discussing something , we would not get up and walk away without listening to what other had to say . So ..Why are you doing this ?? Kashaf : I do not want to talk on this issue as its my personal matter . Zaroon is upset and says fine . Both are sitting quietly then Kashaf gets up with her diary and Zaroon looks at her going away . Kashaf standing somewhere in the house and thinking ; why was he talking like this , does he know something ? She is on her bed and reading a book . Zaroon comes looking at her , asks her what she is doing ? Kashaf tells him that she is reading an article. Zaroon asks her , what about ? Kashaf answers him about good parenting . Zaroon say ; Okay , is there anything about sharing ? Kashaf ; What do you mean ? Zaroon ; what I meant is that we should teach our children a little something about sharing . Comes to bed near Kashaf . Kashaf says yes we should . Zaroon smiles : But how are you going to do this ? Kashaf asks him why ? Zaroon looking at her answers ; because you never share anything with me . Kashaf looking at the book answers him that she shares all day,s activities with him . Zaroon : Kashaf . you know I am not talking about daily activities , I am talking about your problems . you do not share anything whats troubling you . Kashaf tells him ; Its not my habit of doing so . Zaroon ; I thought that's because you do not trust me . Kashaf looks at him and tells him to read the article as she has to return the magazine . Zaroon comes near to her and taking the magazine away from her says ; Books are not better friend than humans . Kashaf asks him why ? Zaroon looking at her : because even they share a lot with you , you cannot share anything with them . And cannot give you the warmth a person can . they cannot share your hurt and pain .Kashaf smilingly looks at him say ; When you talk like this ..you remind me of some star plus hero ( sorry Kashaf , I do not agree with you with star plus hero as never seen such meaningful , subtle dialogues before ) Looking at her , Zaroon holds her hand and asks her : You have some problems going on these days , do not you ? Kashaf : I did , but now I don't. Zaroon asks her what was that problem ? Kashaf looking somewhere says : Since its solved , then there is no problem anymore and whats there to tell . Zaroon seriously looking at her : Kashaf , no person has the strength to carry a mountain of problems on their head for their whole life . If we need ,we should learn to lean on someone,s shoulder ..and I am here for you . (Its only when you have someone like Zaroon in your life, otherwise life is harsh ) Kashaf somewhat in ligt mood asks him : Are you reading Khalil Gibran now a day ? He lsmiles : yes I am reading it for you . Kashaf then says that you should read Socrates . Zaroon : the one who died after drinking the poison . Kashaf leaning towards him : no he was poisoned . Zaroon : like what you are doing with me these days . Kashaf wants to change the topic and asks him : does not he has any office work that you need to done ? Or perhaps you can watch Julia Roberts any movie please . Zaroon goes on looking at her and Kashaf is trying to avoid him . telling him to watch tv , or do some office work , and let her finish the article . You talk too much ( contrast between the two , she is now afraid to let Zaroon enter her life, it's the trust factor for her ) Zaroon readies to sleep and says ; Okay , do not complain when I do not share anything with you . Kashaf smilingly say : this is my wish that you would not . But are you ever at peace until you did not get it all of your chest . Zaroon looks at her ,having childlike expressions ; a wife and husband should share everything . Anyway..goodnight . Kashaf looks at him and keeps the magazine aside and looking at him .

Next morning having breakfast . Zaroon tells Kashaf to hurry up as he has some meeting . Kashaf tells him that she is messaging someone to pick me up then you can leave . Zaroon tells her that he is ready and asks her where is his laptop ? Kashaf tells him that might be in library and asks him for his phone to send the massage as her is not working. Zaroon tells her that its lying on the table and please hurry up . Kashaf picks up his phone from the table and texting then she sees Asmara,s text and get surprised and then goes on reading all texts . She is standing there confused . Zaroon comes down and says lets go . Kashaf tells him that she cannot go with him . Zaroon say alright so Tayabba is coming to pick you up . I am going now , good bye . She is in shocking state , thinking is he cheating on me? But why would he need to do so ? And now at this stage ..why now ? why now when we are going to start our family ? why now when I have started finally trusting him . He should not have done all this ..at least not right now . I learnt to trust the men with greatest difficulty . For the first time in my life I have spent few nights of peace ..then why now ? She is shown to be calling in Zaroon,s office and being told that he is not in . She is restless does not know what to do rings again but no answer . She is in his study and searching for something .

Zaroon returns home talking to someone . Other side Kashaf is packing . Zaroon enters the bedroom : Hello Babe..! he sits on the sofa and asks her whats happening ? where are you packing for ? Kashaf tells him that she is going home . Zaroon is loking surprisingly and asks her whose home ? Kashaf replies my house . He walks up to her and while lying there , looking at Kashaf , asks her that she never told him that she planned to go . Kashaf ; Did not need to tell you . Now Zaroon is serious : What do you mean by you" did not need to tell me " ? Tch, but why are you going ? Kashaf asks him where he was whole day ? Zaroon replies he was in the office , where else ? Kashaf ; that's exactly I am leaving you , because of these lies of yours . Zaroon gets serious and asks her which lies ? Kashaf answers him that do not ask me , ask yourself . Zaroon does not understand what she is talking of and asks her to tell him what she is talking about as he does understand whats this all about . He holds her hand and asks her to sit down so that we can talk . Kashaf says no and Zaroon asks her why not ? Kashaf tells him that she does not want talk to a lying face . Now Zaroon gets up : Kashaf , are you out of your mind ? these are very harsh words to use on someone who has not done anything at all . Kashaf turns facing him ; Harsh ? Its okay call your wife a cheat , but its very difficult for you to listen the word of cheater for yourself . Zaroon stops her packing and says : Kashaf , I have not done any such thing . whats wrong with you buddy ? Kashaf looking at him ; it's a different matter that I seemed a fool in your hands , but Zaroon I am not a fool . Zaroon is perplexed and asks her ; why do not you come out clearly ? Kashaf looking at him ; say what I want clearly ? Alright then let me be clear with you . What relations you have with Asmara ? What is going on between two of you ? Zaroon goes on looking at her . He comes closer to her ; what kind of talk you are talking about ? Kashaf ; you tell me , what I am saying ? A husband wife should share everything . Is it not what you said ? Zaroon is angry now : Asmara is old friend of mine . there is nothing wrong going on between us !

Kashaf ; Zaroon, old friend or ex fiance ?? Zaroon is really angry now; she was my friend before she became my fiance. He tries to make her understand. Kashaf ; you are perhaps world's biggest hypocrite . Zaroon : And you are the biggest stupidest woman in this world . Kashaf ; yes , you are right Zaroon , I am the stupidest woman of the world that because I married you even though you were not worthy of it . Because I married you , trusted you , even you were not worth it . Zaroon is upset and he flds his hands and confronts Kashaf ; Hmm...Kashaf , its all my fault and that's because I never realized the kind of complexes you had . Kashaf ; yes I know , now you you are going to search things in me to criticize me with ..because you need a reason . you need a reason for all the deceit you have put me through . Zaroon shout at her : I am not deceiving you . Kashaf ; not deceiving me ? All day you were out of your office . and you tell me that you are in the office . You text you ex fianc the whole day and then you scream at me and tell me that you are not deceiving me ? Zaroon : Meeting an old friend or keeping in touch with her does not mean that I am having affair with her. Get you head examined. (Such a beautifully directed the whole sequence with brilliant acting by Zaroon specially , his expressions ) Kashaf ; Its better I leave then get it examined ..Zaroon : Okay then go . As Kashaf lifts her bag Zaroon comes to her and stops her ; have you gone mad ? Where are you going ? Kashaf looking at him straight in to eyes ; whether I live or die , live in a hotel or in a street , be it my day or night , It has nothing to do with you anymore . Zaroon turns and then faces her : Kashaf , all my assumptions about you were wrong , because I never thought that you could be so emotional and stupid . Kashaf facing him ; Zaroon I cannot give you the kind of intelligence you want ! What , do you want me to close my eyes and allow you to do as you want ? you should have thought before marrying me that I would not have given you this kind of permission after getting married . Zaroon quite angry ,comes closer to her ; what kind of permission do I need huh..? he screams at her saying that she is just my friend .

Kashaf ; if she is only your friend then why did you keep her hidden ? I kept one loan hidden from you and you started wearing a frown on your forehead . And now its ok if you text your ex fianc ? Not once I hear the name of Asmara from your mouth the whole year . Now suddenly you have started meeting her , texting her ??He leaning at almirah. And then you expect me to think of you as ideal husband . AgainZaroon angerly faces her ; Asmara is old friend of mine , she is happily married and we were only meeting . shouts and nothing else ! why are you talking so absurdly ? Kashaf shouts looking at him ; I am talking absurdly !What happened to you when you came to know about Osama,s proposal ? You just went ballistic and lost it !! and that was even before marriage . And you are telling me to calm down ?? Zaroon calmly tells her that was his stupidity . but that does not mean that you reply to my stupidity with your own stupidity . Kashaf looks at him ; Zaroon , you have broken the trust I had in you . You have hurt the faith I have in you . Zaroon now confronts her again ; Trust ! Have you ever trusted me ? Kashaf you have never trusted me ...because you never even shared your life with me . Kashaf ; I am glad , I did so . Both staring at each other . Zaroon is angry ; You have sick habit of keeping the secrets . You hide things from me so that you leave a good impression on me and you want me to think that you are an intelligent and strong woman . Kashaf ; I prefer to keep my problems to my self ! Zaroon ; This is the problem ! That is the main problem now in our lives ..because you never made me part of your inner circle ever . Kashaf : Zaroon , your life has no problems ! but you have increase the problems in my life . Zaroon stars at her and come closer to her ; Let me make one thing clear to you , I am not deceiving you .And if after spending one year with me , you still think of me to be some kind of low life , then I feel sorry for the way you think . And may be after this , maybe we should perhaps actually consider whether we really want to stay in this relationship or not . Zaroon turns and Kashaf looking at him ; I have decided .

At Rafia,s house her husband is sitting thee and asks her that she should have old him earlier but Rafia answers him ,he was always like this and are talking about the problem of her vacating the house . Now God has made my children this able that they can provide roof over my head . Father says this kind of children God gives to everyone but Rafia says that God provides this kind of daughters to every one .

Zaroon is lying on the sofa , his phone rings , he sits down and picks up the phone looks at it and its his mother : Hello Zaroon , how are you dear ? Zaroon is quite and asks her how she is . Mother ; I am very fine but missing you two . Zaroon ; Well this is your home and you can come over whenever you want . Mother ; Yes that's right , but I cannot come every time to stay longer as your father feels lonely . Zaroon ; Is everything okay , you seem to be very concerned about dad now a days ? Mother ; its right , you know . After all since the time you both left , its just been the two of us left alone with each other company and dependant on each other the way your wife does over there for you . Zaroon ; Well I am sure you both will be taking care of each other more than what we do for each other . He is somewhat withdrawn , talking to his mother Mother ; All I am looking forward to right now the little one you both are expecting . Please pass the phone to Kashaf as I want to talk to her . I called her several times , either she was not receiving it or her pone was switched off , and no one was answering the landline number even . Zaroon : Uh..yes ..she is ...sleeping as she was tired . Mother ; Is she alright ? Is she keeping well ? Zaroon ; Yes , she is well , just got tired today so slept early . I will pass your message to her and she will call you . Mother tells him that let her take rest , she usually calls me as was talking to you thougt should talk to her also . And tell me how is Islamabad weather is? Zaroon tells her its OK. Then mother tells him to take care of her and Kashaf . He is withdrawn and unhappy

Kashaf comes to her mother's place and her mother is happy and asks her about Zaroon and why did he not come . Kashaf tells her that he has not come ,she has come alone . She is resting her head on her mother,s lap and mother asks her about her in-laws . She asks her if she will go to their place also ? Kashaf says that she has not planned . Mother says that they will get upset if they get to know that you are in Karachi but have not visited them . Kashaf tells her that she is not going anywhere , has come here for longer stay . Mother asks her if she will get such a longer off ? Kashaf tells her that she has told them and anyway it will be dealt later in . Mother gets worried and asks her if she had a fight with Zaroon ? Kashaf : what are you saying ? cannot I come to live with you ? Mother says she does not meant this way . come as many times you want but I just got worried that you may have come after fighting with Zaroon . When daughters arrive suddenly at parent's home without any reason , It gives lot of apprehensions in a parents heart . Kashaf : Why do you talk such typical manner? Mother says because I am mother . Kashaf tells her that then do not talk like typical mother . Mother asks her about food but she refuses and tells her that let her lye in her lap .

Kashaf is restless and is in dilemma about should tell mother or not . But then think that she will be upset . But how can I hide this and for how long anyways ...perhaps I should not have come here . Mother comes with tea and both have conversation , Mother thanks her for the house which Sidra and she has bought for her . I never imagined in my life that I will have a roof over my head in my name . Kashaf ; do not embarrass me mother It does not look nice mother thanking her children . Both are talking about the difficulties , her mother faced and still she thanks the God . Kashaf tells her that I cannot understand the philosophy f your gratitude . you had many problems and still have . Mother tells her that these problems are getting solved with time and then why should not I feel grateful . Kashaf is bitter and says that father has another woman in his life then mother tells her that he lost respect both ways and now repenting . Rafia is sad about her husband,s position now. Kashaf tells her mother that when Shaneela gets married then you come and stay with me . Both are crying . if you want to do the job then do from there where ever I am posted . Rafia : yes I sure will come . You two , husband and wife relax and work , I will take care of the children . Kashaf with tears in her eyes is looking very sad and the same moment some one is at the gate . Kashaf goes and asks , who is it ? She gets a envelop and opens it . And shocked to see that it were divorce papers . She cries and tell mother that Zaroon has sent the divorce papers . again she says the same words . and then she wakes up with tears rolling down her cheeks . she is restless and thinking , wiping her eyes and a sigh of relief ; So this was a dream , what if this dream had been reality ? while sitting ; I would probably have been died . I have no desire to be separated from Zaroon .No matter what he does ..i still want to stay with him ? I am stuck in a difficult situation . And this exactly the reason I was avoiding getting in to such relationship . No matter how hard you try in life , there comes a stage where you are rendered helpless ...Everything was fine , Then why did Zaroon have the need to deceive me ?

On the other side Zaroon is sleeping on his bed and calls Kashaf ..Kashaf . Then comes to reality and say ; now I will not bring that woman home . She does not deserve me ..to be my wife ..I had lost my head over her .still not fully awake ; But it is good that I have realized sooner rather than later..I can live without her . What does she think ? Every time she goes away , I will go running after her ? Put his head again on the pillow and utters ; she can live where she wants ..

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Thanks a lot for the translation...It's so nice...