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Antara P.O.V.

            We all are sat quietly, I am feeling frustrated, why all of sudden they goes silent torture "tum sab silent kyu ho gaye?" I asked feeling irritated. "Raghu, tumari girlfriend kaisi hai?" Satya simply asked that shocking me "kya" both Raghu and me asked same time. Satya and Aman start laughing, what's so funny "ohh, nothing" Satya said still laughing a little. Raghu rolled his eyes turning away window's side. I glared at Satya who was now smirking, that stupid pay for it. Few moments later, Raghu don't even looked at my side, why? I don't know, did I do something wrong or say something, that's hurt him, those questions bothering me. I looked at him again, he was still looking out of window, what's so interesting outside, I looked at my other side, Aman, who was sat leaning on his seat, I turned my attention at Satya, well I don't know, what's interesting his doing because his back is front of me. I sighed leaning in my seat.

              I heard loud sound and car stopped. "Ghadi kyu rok di aapne?" I asked to driver "pata nahi madam, roko mein check karta hun" driver said getting out of the car. We all got out of the car  "Sir, tier puncture ho gaya hai, naya tier lagana padega" driver informed "What, tier puncture ho gaya, isse bhi abhi hona tha, abh naya kaha se milega, iska matlab hum station time par nahi poch payenge" I said in one breath, I am getting irrirated as well as angry time by time " Antara, tum tension mat lo, hum kuch karte hai" Raghu said at my side still didn't look at me, what gotten into him, what's his problem anyways, his behaviour getting in my nervous "Kya karoge tum" I shouted at him, Raghu frowned looking at me with wide eyes, someone cleared his throat "huh..roko tum dono yanha, hum tire leke aate hai, driver ne bataya hai ki yanha paas me ek shop hai, chal Aman" Satya said dragging Anam with him not given me chance to speak. They are went out for searching shop leaving me and Raghu all alone well it was awkward, we both didn't said anything for a while. I looked at him hoping he look at me this time once. Why his silence made me so restless Because you LIKE him' my inner voice said "O shut up" I muttered angrily "huh?" Raghu said, did I said that a loud "Kuch nahi" I said turning away from him, he doesn't want to talk to me, that's fine. Few minutes later, they three didn't came back making me angry and irritated of Raghu's behaviour. Is that possible, in few hours, you have a feeling for someone who you didn't even know anything about him but he is different, cute, handsome and caring person. He is criminal Antara' So what, I like him, don't blame me, blame my heart, ok' great I felt like stupid in this moment talking to myself. I turned towards him, he was facing back and forth like he was thinking something madly. That expression look cute on him, confused and angry like small kid don't know what to do next, I turned away before he caught me looking at him.

              "Antara" I turned towards him hearing his husky voice "Haan..bolo" I said lowering my eyes "huh..umm...who kuch kehna tha" he said in nervous tone rubbing his back of his neck "Haan bolo" I was confused why he all of sudden felt nervous "woh...umm...mein tumse... mera matlab... tum mujse...dat teri ki" he shouted making me jump a little "Raghu tume jo bhi kehna hai, kaho, mein kuch nahi kahungi" I assured him, he look at my eyes for a while then take a deep breath "Antara, mein tume bahut chahata hoon, kab, kaise, kyu yeh mat puchna bas chahata hoon, jab meine tume pehli baar dekha tha tabhi se tum muje pasand aane lagi, tumari baate, tumari mushkuraat aur tumara mere peh barosa rakna jab woh s**a...chal chod mein bas itna kehna chahata hoon ke I...I..I LOVE YOU" I am shocked, did he..did he just said he loves  me. I am shocked as well as happy inside, his eyes filled with hope. I lowered my eyes Just tell him, you  also LOVE him  but...' he's criminal ...I also like him' again I were talking to myself. I looked at him, he was eagerly waiting for answer, what I gonna tell him, I don't want hurt his feeling, god I felt like horrible person who hurt someone's feelings like him. I felt like crying so I did, I start crying for I don't even know "God Antara, meine kuch galat kaha kya, I am sorry, muje yeh sab nahi kehna chahiye tha, please tum rona band kardo, mein dekh nahi sakta" he said in concerned voice cupping my face with his cold hands, he wiped my tears looking deeply in my eyes "I am sorry" he said again making me shook my head for let him know is not his fault "Nahi Raghu, Sorry mat bolo, tumne kuch galat nahi kaha woh bas mein...mein...pata nahi Raghu, muje kuch samaj nahi aa raha, mein kya kahun" I start crying again and next thing unexpecting, he hugged me and I quickly hugged him back "shhh..roho mat, mein intezaar karunga, tume jitna waqt chahiye tum le sakti ho, mein tume force nahi karunga aur jo bhi tumara jawab hoga, me dil se apna lunga" he said rubbing my back, I nodded in his chest and held him tightly feeling of his warm body which makes his grip tighten as well.

             We stayed like this, my eyes was closed hearing his heart beat. After a while, we heard someone talking from a little far. I quickly pulled myself from his warm and peaceful hug brushing my hair with my fingers. I looked up at him, he was staring at me with mixed emotions I couldn't read. Driver came towards us rolling one tire and his behind Satya and Aman blabbering something and they stopped when they saw us, Satya's eyes land on me and than Raghu and repeat again before smirking like stupid. Now, I know, what was he thinking, I rolled my eyes moving other side of the car. Driver was start his working while we all stayed quiet. The whole time, I stood lowering my gaze focussing on road like it was interesting thing ever. I am thinking hard what I am gonna tell him before we reached Mumbai. just say  Yes' I shook my head "kya hua Antara" Satya asked gaining Aman and Raghu attention on me, I shook my head again "Kuch nahi".

              Few minutes later, driver work done, we all settle down our usual seats and drove off. The whole ride was really really awkward and like a silent torture and I don't find any answer what I am gonna tell him'. The car stopped beside station's entrance, we all came out one by one and went inside, I think train didn't came or we miss again, I panicked "Train chali gayi" I shouted/whispered "Nahi, aane wali hai" Satya chuckled, I sighed in relief. I saw Raghu from corner of my eyes, he was staring at me, I sighed. Few moments later, the train came at platform and we went inside towards our seat. Suddenly someone embraced me "Oh god Antu, kidar thi tum, tume pata hai mein kitni dar gayi, kahan thi tum" Akka asked, I hugged her, I felt like crying again but not in front of her, she was already worried about me, I don't  want gave her more tensions "Mein tik hoon Akka, tension mat lo, hum Mumbai pochte hi bata dungi sab kuch, ok" I assured, she looked at me for a minute and sighed "Ok" She said quietly "hum ghar ja kar baat karte hai" she said looking one of friend Raghu, I don't know his name still, oh wait Satya mentioned his name in hospital, hmm Machmach' yeah Machmach, why she looking at him, anyway, I nodded my head. I sat window's side and in front Raghu who was staring outside again, what's so interesting outside, when he felt someone sat in front him, he looked at side, our eyes meet, his eyes was dull and filled with sadness and the reason of his sadness was me, I caused him. He broke eye contact and turned window's side, I sighed and also turned my attention outside to check what's so interesting.

Rukssana P.O.V.

             I felt something warm against my body, I held whatever it is tightly, now it's comfortable. Then I felt someone caressed my face with his finger's tips, my eyes shot open, first thing caught my eyes someone chest, slowly I looked up meeting beautiful black orbs, who was looking at me lovingly. I jumped out from his warm embrace adjusting my self "huh..I..I am sorry" I said quickly "why...ohh, it's okay" he said weakly. God Antara, I took out my mobile from my hand bag quickly and dialled Antu number "hmm..kise call mila rahi ho" he asked looking at my mobile "Antara ko, aur kise, pata nahi kahan chali gayi, kitne dher ho gahi abhi tak nahi pochi, pata nahi kaise hai aur-" I kept blabbering but stopped when he put his index finger on my lips "who bilkul sahi salamat hai aur aa rahi hai" he said removing his finger "huh? tum kaise jante ho?" I asked "woh...iss waqt mere dosto ke sath hai" he said rubbing his neck "tumare dosto ke sath? Kyu?" I asked all confused "god Ruku, stop questioning, tum ussi se puch lena jab woh aa jayegi" he said his irritating tone, I looked at him for a moment but nodded anyway "Ok" I whispered.

            I was walking back and forth waiting for Antu to came back but stopped when I bumped into him, I looked up "Ruksanna, plz maan jaho" he start pleading suddenly, I frowned lowering my gaze not able to saw how sad he was. I was about to tell something but stopped when he continued "muje pata hai, tum Antara ke bare me soch rahi ho, Antara tumari zimedhari hai but woh sari zimedhari jo tum karna chahati ho, woh hum sath milkar bhi kar sakte hai, give me one chance" he was trying to confess me, I shook my head "Nahi, muje tumari help nahi chahiye, woh meri behen hai matlab woh meri zimadhari hai, toa mein karungi akele, uski padahi, naukari, fir shadi fir-" I was cut off by him "fir kya huh?...uska honeymoon" he said frustrated, I shot at him a glare "tum ek baat pata hai, Antara kabhi shadi nahi karegi tumse pehle" he said pointing at me with his index finger and continued "pata hai kyu?" He said moving closer to me making me took back step until I fell back on my seat sitting postion, he sat on his knees putting his hands on my both knees "woh tumari behen hai, tumare kayaalaalat ki hogi, tumari jaise hi sochti hogi, tumari care karti hogi jaise tum uski karti hoon, woh apni di se pehle kabhi shadi nahi karegi" he said studying my face "Nahi..woh aisa nahi karegi, woh meri baat maanegi" I said confidently "Really...muje toa nahi lagta, who nahi maanegi" he smirked "woh maanegi, mein uski di hoon" I said gritting my teeth. He chuckled at my stubbornness "We will see Love, we will see, Antara aate hi tum usse baat karna, fir dekhte hai, koun sahi hai aur koun galat" he said and stood up taking his as usual seat. "Mein baat nahi karungi, muje pata hai, woh meri baat maanegi" I snapped, he looked at me for a minute "nahi maani toa?" he asked raising his eyebrow "woh maanegi" I said each word giving a second, he just chuckled shooking his head. I rolled my eyes turning away from him.

           Few moments later, train stopped at some random station and then Antara came lowering his gazes, my face lit up with happiness and relief and quickly embraced her tightly "Oh god Antu, kidar thi tum, tume pata hai mein kitni dar gayi, kahan thi tum" I asked, she hugged back, "Mein tik hoon Akka, tension mat lo, hum Mumbai pochte hi, mein bata dungi sab kuch, ok" she assured me, I looked at her for a minute and sighed "Ok" I said quietly, she looked sad but I didn't forced her "hum ghar ja kar baat karte hai" I said looking at Machmach from corner of my eyes, she nodded and went towards her seat, I sat beside her. Well I sat silently thinking hard what Machmach told me earlier, did she really thinking like that? But she did what I told her...right? what if she disobey me and didn't married, god I am gonna mad.

           "Antara, muje kuch baat karni hai, chal" I told her getting boys as well. I looked corner of my eyes, Machmach was smirking, I rolled my eyes "kya baat kar-" I didn't give her chance to complete her sentence, I dragged her towards one of entrance gate "kya baat hai Akka?" she asked all confused "woh...hum Mumbai pochte hi, mein tere liye ladke dundna start kar dungi" I said quickly, she was shocked "Kya..kya shadi" she shuttered "haan mein teri shadi karni ki soch rahi hoon" I shrugged "lekin...par itne achanak se kyu, abhi muje doctor banana hai aur fir aapki shadi bhi toa honi hai na...wait..aapne apne liye ladka select kar rakha?" she asked all of sudden excited "Nahi Antara, pehli teri shadi hogi, fir mein apne bare me sochungi" I said "kya? Aapse pehle...kabhi nahi Akka, aap ne socha bhi kaise, mein aapse pehle shadi kar lungi" she said frowning "tu shadi nahi karegi, kyu nahi karegi, tu meri zimedhari hai, teri zimedhari mere kandho par hai aur-" I cut off by her "kya, aapka matlab mein aapke liye ek bhoj hoon?" she said cracking tone, I was shocked "nahi nahi Antara, woh mera matlab nahi tha" I tried to console her, I didn't meant what she was thinking actually "toa kya matlab tha, mein sirf ek bhoj hoon aapke liye, hain na?" she cried "nahi Antara, muje-" I didn't complete my word, she walked out "Antara Antara" I tried to call her but she was already gone. I sighed, now it's all messed up. 

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