Chapter - 3
Rey was sitting in his room and writing in his diary..
I don't know what will be your reaction when u'll come to know about my feelings for you.. But don't know why Am I feeling so strange that I shouldn't come to India.. Why am I feeling that my heart is being heavy today.. This is the first time that I am coming to you and my mind is not allowing me to do so..
Why??
Is everything Ok??
But But But..
I don't care about what my mind says..
Just I know is my heart beets for her..
I know she must be angry on me..
as I didn't replied any of her msgs , mails..
Ya I know I was having a reason behind it..
but still I miss her so much..
Don't know what will happen with me when she will be in front of me..
I didn't saw her from past 10 years..
I just have some pics of our childhood..
with them I lived 10 years..
But today these 4days are seem to be long..
She shares everything with me but from past 1 week she didn't mailed me!!!
I think now my tigress is angry on me..
Why can't I just reply her??
Why can't I just tell her about my feelings..
Why am I scared??
No..
Not this time..
I will not let my whys come in between this time..
I will tell her..
From our childhood I am just waiting for this day..
To make her mine in every sense..
But If Taani love someone else??
Its Ok then..
She can love anybody she is independent..
But why am I feeling like..
He was writting but kaka came n knocked the door.. and said its 5pm and leaved.. Rey smiled.. He took his guitar and a pic of Taani..
Jise Zindagi Dhond Rahi hai..
Kya Yeh wo makaam mera hai..
Yahaan chain se bas ruk jau..
Kyun dil ye mujhe kehta hai..
Jasbaat naye se mile hai..
Jaane kya asar yeh hua hai..
Ek aas mili phir mujhko..
Jo Qubul kisi ne kiya hai..
Someone my life was finding,
Have reached there,
Wants here to stay peacefully,
Why my heart says this,
Got new feelings,
What had happened,
A new hope I got,
Which is accepted by someone..
He said these line while seeing her childhood pic.. How sweet were those moments .. How precious those moments were..which he spend with her..
He only has wished for her happiness.. If someone matters to him is she..
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Aunty Today I an going to propose her.. I am soo scared what will she say?.. said Sameer
Jeane aunty : Nothing will happen my child she will say yes!!!
Sameer : Really??
Jeane : Yes beta.. Why will she say No? You are good looking , smart and you are really a very nyc person..and al n al You Love her..
Sameer : But I am scared for her reaction..
Jeane : Arre baba why scared..
she will not eat you up..
go n tell her about your feelings..
varna someone else will take her away from you..
N Now go..
She must be waiting for you na..
Sameer : Okay!
Jeane aunty : Good.. n Best of luck..
Sameer : Thankx..
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Taani's POV
Hey Krishna Ji! First of all I have to plan about Rey's home.. and I am seriously busy in that work abd this Stupid sameer don't know what urgent work he had..?? Just 4 days are left for Rey to come and this Sameer is creating such a mess..
End of Taani's POV
Sameer reached and saw Taani waiting for him and roaming here to there..
Sameer : Hey Taani!!!
Taani : What Hey?? Do you know I am waiting for you from past 20 minutes!
Your time is not precious but my time is precious..
Sameer : Really Sorry Taani.. Vo I wanted to say you something..
Taani : Sameer I know! Tabhi tou I came here.. n if you are not going to say I will leave..
Sameer : No.. No.. main bolta hu na..
Taani : Shoot!
Sameer : Taani vo.. vo..
Taani (angry ) : What vo vo?? Sameer are you going to say I should go?
Sameer : Taani Vo I.. I..
Taani : You are a idiot! Iss I se bahar nikal jao tou tell me.. I am going.. (She was just going and)
Sameer (he closes his eyes n just said that) : Taani I Love You!!!
Taani was standing with utter shock n without blinking her eyes.. She still don't belive what just he said..
She was having two mixed emotions.. She was shocked + angry.. How can he think of such a thing?! ..
Taani's Pov
I was just going when I heard Sameer saying I LOVE YOU to me!.. firstly I was hell shocked to react.. He knows everything.. He is my best friend.. He knows that I have only 2 dreams.. 1st to be a Fashion Designer and 2nd to marry him
( I know you are confused.. Who is him?.. And if him here refers to Sameer then why is she reacting like this?!.. Don't be pado aur jano about him).. He knows that I can't love anybody expect him.. then how can he just say like this??? I was just fighting with my own thoughts when he shook me and asked for an answer.I was really angry on him and he really aked me for answer.. Have he gone mad?..I just slapped him tightly on his face..
I : Sameer how could you? I thought we were just friends! and You did this to me in a reply?
You know very well that I can't love you.. I just loved 1 person from my childhood..and will love that person till I die..
Sameer : But Taani You tou even don't know that He likes you or not? so how can you be so sure.. what if he rejects you?
I : I don't care Sameer.. He is my breath.. He is an Oxygen for me without whom I can't take even a breath.. Vo insan mere liye kya maine rakhta hai tum nahi jantey sameer.. Vo Meri Aarzoo hai , Vo meri har cheez mein basa hai.. I know how I spend time without him.. Every second is being heavy day by day..
Sameer : Taani please give me a chance..
I : No Sameer.. I can't I can't give you a chance even..
Saying this I leaved the place leaving a Brokenhearted Sameer there..
I came to home and directly goes to my room. Laid on my bed and broked into tears..
After hours of crying I stood up from there and reached my closet and took out a Scrap Book..
I opened 1st page of that Scrap book and read the Name
TaaRey. This word is just heart touching..We made this book when Me n Rey were just 9. Every moment we spent together is precious for me..
I loved him from our childhood. But I don't have guts to tell him or anyone about it..
Frankly telling I am scared of his reaction..
Today what Sameer said was not wrong..
I am scared to face rejection..
Isliye shayad till now I am not able to tell it..
I love him from the day when he fighted for me with those cheapsters Shivam n Gang..
That day was the best day of my life..
I realized the true meaning of Love and also who my true love is?!
But now I can't hide my feelings inside me anymore..
I have to I have to tell..
(interupted by phone)I was just about to say when my phone rang..
I saw the caller name..
It was Mini my P.A.
I thought for a minute and just remembered that I was having a meeting with my clients..
Ohh God! how could I forget such a important thing?
and I hurriedly picked the call..
Mini : Mam where are you?
Clients are just going..They are waiting for you from past 2 hours.
I : Really sorry Mini..
I just stucked in some work..
Just tell them to wait for 15 minutes I'll be there..
Mini : OKAY!!!
I reached there in some time..
What just I saw is Clients ready to go and Mini trying to stop them..
I ran towards the clients..
I : Sorry Sir really Sorry.. I was just stuck in my work some work..Pleasee Sir! this deal is really important for me..
Client : Okay!! But it should not take more than 20 minutes!!!
I : Yaa Ok Sir!
You just sit in confrence room.
I am coming in 2 minutes with the presentation.
Client just moved to the confrence room and I was like super angry. How anybody can so rude?
My mind was still wondering around him. Is he also like this Khadus..
I was brought back in the world by Mini who was starring me like I am a Joker..
I : What???
Mini : Mam Are you fine na???
I : Yaa.. Chalo he must be waiting!!!
Mini : Ha...
End of Taani's Pov
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