I'm seriously dumbfounded & a emotional wreck, I literally had tears flowing down while seeing Ishita & Ruhi. I swear to god, I just wanted to BLOODY MURDER the 4 of them(yes, I'm sorry but Raman is included, till he redeems himself and I believe there's a long way to go for it.) I actually muted the sound when Adi entered, I already had to build up courage to see the damn episode but I really couldn't hear it not especially the SatanAdi's voice.
[I had wrote a post 2 days earlier & someone what I had stated there was shown in today's episode, in context with Ruhi's behaviour in today's episode. I'm just hoping that Raman redeems himself before it happens exactly like what I had wrote in that post, which I clearly don't want it too. http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=3967994]
[One minute of Disappointment can wash away a lifetime's Gratitudes.]
=>> What is wrong with you Raman? What are you trying to prove?! That you are the only Father in this world who would do anything & everything for his Son? What is your intention? To hurt the people in your life, whom actually care about you, for someone else who doesn't give a damn about you.
=>> You know Raman, there are people who are never content, never appeased, forever dissatisfied. Who continually look to what escapes them, convincing themselves that if only they could attain that one desire outside of reach they would be happy. It seems almost pointless to give to these people because their eyes immediately shift from the gift to stare miserably at the portion held back. Their wants, demands, expectations, appetites are never satisfied thus they refuse to be happy and also stop people around them from being happy. Is it that your ignorance is at a supremely high level, that you always act like you are the sole victim in this entire universe and only you have the right to mourn about it, in fact mourn about something that you no longer have a right on.
=>> STOP IT just STOP IT! You are not the only one with so much pain, hurt & disappointment. Maybe you should open your eyes, WIDE maybe than you will be able to see that even Ishita is no different from you & she too has many things to mourn about. But you know what the difference is between the both of you? It's that, Ishita carries her disappointment&baggage in her inside pocket while you are carrying it on your back.
=>> Please enlighten me on, what did you gain by this? Adi called you Dad?, Embraced you in a tight hug, Or followed you back home? For crying out loud, he didn't even smile at you! But you know what you actually gained through it all? Disappointment, Hatred, Negligence & you've clearly lost the Love, Affection and Trust both Ishita&Ruhi had on you despite all that you had done to them in the past. You can earn a Million dollars easily but never the TRUST & what's worse is earning trust is easier when compared to mending a BROKEN TRUST. & dear friend, yours is the latter. How in the world are you going to mend this broken trust? People are struggling to earn the trust from their loved ones but you, my man just went and broke the trust you didn't actually earn but still got through the love of Ishita&Ruhi into a million pieces with your bare hands. Did you see the disappointment in your daughter's eyes? I'm glad that you felt horrible within, though I'm left to wonder how long that "I'm feeling guilty" act will last. I'm sorry but believing you is NOT going to be easy. It's like the story, "the boy who cried wolf". Your daughter had kept you so high up, you were definitely a superhero in her eyes but now you are nothing more than someone who was willing to INSULT her Ishima for HIS OWN SELFISH REASONS that can never, I repeat NEVER be JUSTIFIED.
=>> By the way, who in the hell are you to ask Ishita to apologize to that Adi? A self absorbed, materialistic, insensitive boy just like his Parents. As far as I know, even to ask someone of a favor you need to have established a form of relation/communication with the person. But what is your relationship with Ishita, other than her being Ruhi's Mom & only Ruhi's Mom. In fact she is not to be even considered as the Bhalla family's Daughter-In-Law, she's more like a punching bag to the people over there. She's a servant, in fact more than Ruhi's Mom, she is treated more like Ruhi's Nanny. For this you should not have married her instead you could have just signed a 'Nanny Agreement', things would have been much simpler. At least Ishita would not have been left to PAWN her DIGNITY in front of that Adi & his Stinking allies.
=>> The best part is knowing that, Karma does exist. Because whatever you are doing to your loved ones, is exactly what Adi is doing to you. Giving you a taste of your own medicine & though you know the pain of it, you are more than willing to make others go through the same pain. Seriously Raman, you've had such a horrible past, you've been hurt to a point of no return as you claim but what I'm confused about is, if you had been through so much and you clearly know what it's like to be hurt & disappointed, how in the hell are you able to let others suffer the same hurt as you got from your past? Shouldn't you be protecting them, knowing the type of wound it would cause, but despite that, you are willing to inflict the same pain on those around you. Oh my! Claps* You are definitely one of a kind. no, actually you are a SADIST, not just a sadist, you are the MOTHER of all SADIST!
[Mr Raman Kumar Bhalla, today you have proved for this quote to be true, "Men use thought only as authority for their injustice, and employ speech only to conceal their thoughts".]
["We look forward to getting our hopes up. We have an appointment for disappointment." - Ishita & Ruhi should just familiarize themselves with this whenever it concerns Raman, this way at least the hurt would be very much less.]
You've got a freaking long way to go & REDEEM yourself RAMAN, I seriously wish that Neither Ishita nor Ruhi makes it easier for you. No more dealing with you like a baby, it's time to bloody hang you upside down & spank you. That's the only way you are going to leave the bloody past of yours & focus on your beautiful present.
With Love,
Shiva.
P.S. EXTRAORDINARY acting by Karan, Divyanka & Ruhi. One of the biggest reasons why I suppose most of us will be feeling the emotional connection is definitely due to their OUTSTANDING PERFORMANCE. I'm still in AWE!
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