Honestly,
I don't know what to say anymore.
I can't tell whether this is the end or not,
because you think best friends would have the strength to keep going.
But us? we keep making things worse.
I told you, I don't want another "her" in my life.
She killed me.
But what you did, hurt just as bad.
Because i thought, and never doubted, that you were that one person, that i could 100% trust.
Which i figured out, was a lie.
We all learn the hard way right?
In my eyes, things are just getting out of hand.
And we both have flaws.
We piss each other off, but that's not what best friends are supposed to do.
So maybe, we aren't supposed to be best friends?
Maybe we are just supposed to have the life lessons and memories that come with them.
And sooner or later, i will just have to accept that.
Because right now, so much running through my mind, pain in different spots.
And the funny thing is.. You promised, you would never choose her over me.
But sorry i forgot, promise is just another word in the dictionary.
I just want to let you know, you ruined all hope i had in anyone, forever.
Or at least until someone heals me.
And as of now?
Well
hey, i guess your just one of those strangers in the hall. The ones you
used to know? that you get that slight feeling of pain when you see
them.
Because when everything went wrong, no one went right. and all was lost.
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