She walked aimlessly on the empty roads,completely unaware of her surroundings.Tear drops falling continuously from her beautiful doe-shaped eyes.She didnt know what to do.Her mind was not working at all.Everything was blank,except,the insults and scoldings she had to hear from her colleagues.
She felt as if everything from her has been snatched away.She was wandering on the empty streets of the Juhu Beach Road.
She herself didnt know,when and how,she reached Juhu Beach. She went near the sea and stood their for a while.The water of the sea touched her feet,which sent cold shivers through her body.Except the water touching her feet,she couldnt feel anything.
She wanted to cry out loud.She wanted to let the surroundings know about her pain and sufferings.She wanted someone to hear her out,but,Alas,there was no one,except the sea.
She tried to find a friend in the sea waves.She felt that,talking with the nature about her sufferings will be the best way to relieve herself of her pain and sorrow.
So,she started talking.
"Dear Sea,
kisine kaha hai ki,aap sab ki baat sunte ho.Aap sab baat shanti se sunte ho.Aapke paas jo bhi aata hai,mann mein bohut shanti milta hai usse.Aapse be jhijak ho ke baat karsakti hu.
Sab ne mujhse mu morh liya hai.Even,mere dost,Shree aur Chotu.
Najane maine aisi kaunsi galati ki hai,jiske liye mujhe itni bari saza diya gaya hai.
Pehle,toh,mere parivaar.
Unke baare mein main kya kahoon.
Bachpan mein mujhe ek anaath ashram mein chhorke chale gaye,kyunki,main ek larki thhi.
Mujhe iss baat ka bilkul bhi bura nahi laga.Bura laga toh iss baat ka ki mere apne mujhe bedakhal kar diye hai unke zindagi.Phhek diya mujhe raste ke kisi anath ashram mein.
Wahaan main pali bari..Wahaan se apni zindagi ki 20 saal guzare.
Phir maine apni khoyi hui pehchaan ko ek nayi pehchaan dene keliye apni paero pe khare hone ki kasam li. Mujhe Police Officer banneka bohut shauk thha bachpan.Woh sapna bhi pura hua Delhi Police Academy mein.
Academy ke dino mujhe lagta thha,ki,koi,mere akelepan ka fayda zarur uthayega,kyunki,samaj akele larkiyon ko buri nazar se dekhti hai.Yeh baat mujhe galat sabit karni thhi.2 saal baad,maine yeh baat galat sabit kardi.Academy ke sabse acchi student mein se thhi main,Uss dauran mere dost hone shuru huye.Shreekant Sen aur Chandrakant Patil. Pyaar se main inn dono ko Shree aur Chotu kehke pukarti thhi.
Phhir hum teeno ki posting Emergency Task Force mein hui. Wahaan ke do senior officers,
ACP Sameer Rathod aur ACP Arjun Suryakant Rawte,Delhi Police Academy se belong karte thhe.Unke time mein sabse best officers reh chuke hai.Indono ki dosti ki misaale diye jaate thhe.
Dekhte dekhte ETF ke saath 2 saal guzar gaye.Hum sabka rishta aur sambandh ek parivaar ke tarha hogaya thha.Rathod sir,jinhe main apna mentor maanti thhi,unpe main ek adarsh bare bhai ke jhalak nazar aati thhi.
Sab mujhe apna maanne lage,par,ek insaan.
ACP Arjun Suryakant Rawte...
Har waqt mere kaam karne ki tareeke pe ungli uthana,mere inexperience ki baat sabke samne lana,meri insult karna,unhe bohut accha lagta thha.
Par,iss din ki baat kuch aur thhi.
Woh din main kabhi bhi nahi bhulungi.
Jab main apne zindagi ke kore kagaaz par zindagi ke acche rang se bharne lagi thhi,tabhi,ispe grahan lag gaya.
Arjun sir se main pyaar karne lagi,par yeh baat Rathod sir aur Shree aur Chotu ko manzur nahi thha.Kyunki,Arjun sir ki shaadi Rathod sir ki behen,Roshni,se hone wali thhi.
Kahan Rathod sir aur Roshni ji,Rajput gharane ki insaan,aur,kahaan main.Bin Maa Baap ki larki,anaath ashram mein pali bari,koi background nahi,koi apni pehchaan bhi nahi.
Roshni ji behat khubsurat thhi.
Behat acchi insaan thhi.Arjun sir se bohut pyaar karti thhi.
Jeevan ke kore kagaaz ke kitab mein kuch pyaar ki boondo se bhar na chahti thi,par,woh na hua.
Sabki nazro mein maine galti ki,Arjun sir se pyaar karke.
Aap hi bataiye,kya Pyaar karna koi galat baat hai?
Nahi hai aapke paas koi bhi jawaab,kyunki,"Pyaar ka dard sirf wahi samajh sakta hai,jiska pyaar aadhura reh gaya ho."
Issi aadhure pyaar ke gham ko leke maine ETF chhordi,kyunki,agar main unn sabke samne rehti,toh,mujhe woh saare pal yaad aajate.
Sehen karne ki aur shamta nahi hai mujhme.Rathod sir,Arjun sir,Shree aur Chotu se bohut insult sehen karli maine.
Zindagi ke aakhri lamho mein,main kuch yaadgar karke rehna chahti thhi.
Isiliye,apne zindagi ke iss kore kagaaz ke kitaab mein do boond khushiyaan bharne keliye maine ek NGO mein join kiya.Chote chote anaath baccho ko parhane lagi.In baccho ko jab bhi main dekhti thhi,mere bachpan ke jhalkiyaan dikhayi deti thhi.Innke saath zyada se zyada samay bitati thhi,apni dukh ko bhulane ki.par,kya karti.
Kambakht yeh dil maanta hi nahi thha.Bhoolne nahi deta thha woh dukh jo maine 2 saaal pehle paya thha.
Pyaar karne ki galti mein apne colleagues ki nafraat,apne dosto se judaai.
Maine jo bhi likha tha mere zindagi ke panno mein,sab aansuo mei beh gaya.
"Mera jeevan kora kagaz,
Kora hi reh gaya,
Jo likha tha,
Sab aansuo mein beh gaya."
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