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After the discussion with Neha I went in to see
Samira. I was really uncomfortable. What do I say to her? I wondered as I entered the room. I looked up to find her eyes closed. I sighed in relief. She was sleeping. But relief dint last
longer. Just then Samira opened her
eyes. I saw recognition flash through
her eyes then came hurt, betrayal and disgust.
I know I deserved all lthis. She
turned her face away from me and started crying. I dint know what to tell her. But I couldn't just leave her. That would not be right. I moved closer to
her but I stopped seeing her cringe away from me. The sight of her behaving
like this made me realize how much of a beast I am. I wanted to go near her and
explain things to her. I wanted to
console her and tell her things will be alright but I dint know how to do all
this. I have wronged her in such a way
that innumerable apologies would not be enough.
With a heavy heart I left the room and the clinic. I coldnt stand there and see my friend hate
me. I drove to Sanjeevni as it was
evening and I was to get my results. I entered the hospital and into Armaan's
cabin. There Armaan was sitting with a
very confused and tired look.
Kya
bath hai Armaan I asked again. Armaan looked at me
giving me a small smile.
Maan
what did you drink in the party yesterday? He asked me.
I
had wiskey I guess. I said not quiet
remembering anything properly.
Maan
think properly. What else do you
remember abt the night? He asked me and I started thinking...
I remember Geet dancing with Ronith and that had
made me angry. I had started having my
drinks and dint know how many I had. I
then saw Geet and Sam talking. But that time I was slightly feleing dizzy and
out of breath. I took a glass of water
and clunged it in and started moving towards them. I walked fast as I dint want anyone to stop
me. I pulled a hand which I thought to
be Geet and without looking back I started moving into my study. It was funny how I couldn't remember anything
in much detail.. but I dint want to tell him all this. I dint want to tell him how I felt abt Geet
dancing with Ronith.
Armaan
I remember myself getting all hot and I was feeling a bit dizzy too. I told him.
Maan..he sighed. you see someone had given
you a drug. Armaan said and I was
shocked
What??
But how.. I wondered aloud
It
has become common thing nowdays. Armaan sighed...
What drug is it? I asked him
It
is a drug...hmm lets see.. This one is used in small quantities in treating insomnia,
obysity and other things. Armaan said looking at
me and I could understand that he was trying to explain something in medical
terminology.
What
every you were feeling last night is the cause of that only. It is good that you came so soon. Your urine and blood sample proved it that
you were given it.
He said showing me the results.
I gulped down realiseing how unsafe things could
get. But I don't remember taking
anything bitter.. I said aloud
Not
every thing is bitter Maan he said with a
small smile and then Armaan explained how the drug has no such properties. He said this one is used for treatmetns but
some sick pychopaths use this to take advantage of other people's vunerablity.
I understood the gravity of the situation. But I knew this cannot go outside the room
Armaan
I have a request. Please don't tell any
thing of this to anyone from my family or outside. I requested.
Armaan thought for a wile and smiled. Don't worry... but Maan from now on please be
carefull. He warned me. I nodded and got up with my reports. I left home relieved a bit. I knew I was not fully at fault with what I
did with Samira but still I had commited a crime and I need to handle it before
it destroyed my life.
...
4 days has passed and I am about to go home. I remember nothing of the night the accident
happened. Strange I don't even remember
going out with Meera and Yash. All I
remember was talking with Sam di and then everything else is hazy. Strange.
But Vicky bhai told me that I was in an accident while going for my
excurtion. So I don't think I need to
doubt him. But I was feeling really
strange. There was a mild pain in my
private area and somehow I felt bruised.
My body felt very heavy and what I found really weird was the markings
in my body. And especially that mark in my shoulder that looked like someone's
teeth mark. What the hell was that? What am I supposed to think of it? I don't know. Though it has turned blue and
is slightly softer to look at now but still it is there. I showed it to Dr Riddhima but she said that
it could be glass. But the look on her face was something else. I could see her pale and disturbed. She looked as thought she was going to
cry. Anyway she was pregnant and I think
these were just the hormaones...Yash and Meera came to visit me and apologized
for leaving me alone in the auto. I
smiled and said it wsa ok. I don't even
remember what happened so it was really ok.
I was waiting for Vickly bhai to come and get me. I wondered where Maan ji is. He had not even
called me once. Strange.. I thought. Just then the door opened and Bhai came in
with a worrid face. He looked as though
he had not slept for days. Dark circles
surrounded his red tired eyes. His hair
was unkempt and he looked a mess.
Bhai
what happed to you? I asked not know what was wrong and it was
really worring me.
Nothing
I was just worried abt you he said giving me a
very sad smile. I just nodded my head
though I knew that something serious was troubling him.
I was taken home and my eyes were looking for only
one person. Maan ji. I really wanted to see him. But to my dissapointmennt I heard that he had
gone to London for something important.
I really felt bad but I knew it was not his mistake. Bhai had told me that Maan ji doesn't know
abt my accident. He said he dint want to
trouble Maan ji more. I also thought it
was ok. But still how do we hide my
bruises from him? I had no idea. I walked into my room and lay down. I felt really restless. My subconsiousl mind told me to get up from
here. I don't know why. I just dint like this place anymore and I was
feeling really lonely and lost. I dint
remember anything that happened to me that day and it felt as thought someone
had robbed me of something essential. I twisted and turned the entire
time. Unable to take it anymore I moved
into Maan ji's room. I laid on his
bed. I could smell him on his sheets and
that somehow calmed me. Clutching on his
pillow I drifted off to sleep.
...
I have been to London for the past 4 days and I
have just reached home. I know what I
have done is not correct but I just don't know what to do. My mind tells me I need to stay with Samira
as it is the right thing to do. I have
to be there will her and help her through this but my heart, it longs only for
Geet. Every time I am with Samira I feel
guilty. I just want to be oly with Geet.
I just want to see her and be with her.
I closed my eyes trying to shut out the look of hurt and hatred that
Samira was passing me when I entered her room back in London. I have never seen that look from her and this
really hurt me. But I knew that this pain
was nothing when compared to the pain I would be in if Geet found out and left
me. I would break and wither away. I
walked into my house and to my room as I thought I would see others the next
day. I was really tired as I have not slept properly for the past few
days. I reached my room and without
looking else where I stripped till my boxers and climed into my bed. The light was already switched off and I was
in no mood to switch it on. The moon
light that was seeping in was enough for me.
I laid down searching for my pillow when I felt it next to me I pulled
it.
I froze when I heard a moan followed by
mumbbline. I turned and saw her.
My heart jumped in happiness I felt like I was in paradise seeing my
angel near me. I gently moved her and
placed her head on another pillow and lay down facing her. I just couldn't close my eyes. All I wanted was to look at her ethereal face
and drown in it. The AC was on and it seemed Geet was cold as she unconsciously
snuggled closer to me. God! I controlled
myself from moaning out loud. She had her hand on my bare chest and it was
doing things to me. I gently placed my
hand on her waist and pulled her closer.
It was not very difficult as she moved herself. She too wound her hand around my waist and
put her leg on mine like a kid. I could
smell her so close. This was the best
coming home gift I ever had. I gently placed a kiss on her forehead and closed
my eyes, slipping into a beautiful sleep.
...
I stretched myself on the bed but I found I
couldn't do it freely. I opened my eyes
only to see the man whom I missed so very much.
I was surprised to see him so close to me. But something in me stoped me from moving
away. That is when I realized I was
practically lying on top of him. Jalli I cursed myself but my body
refused to move away from him. I was so
close that I could have counted his eyelashes.
Babaji.. what beautiful eyes lashes he had. My eyes trained down to his sharp nose and
down his stubble. He looked so.. so... haaye..
I just dint know the words that could describe him. I felt my cheeks going red
but still I refused to move away. My
eyes fell on his perfect M shaped lips.
They were so pump and looked so soft... so juicy. Stop..
I screamed inside my head. What the hell was I doing I scolded
myself mentally. I forced my self to
move away that is when my eyes fell on his bare chest. His muscular tanned chest. I felt so warm and my stomach did flips on
seeing him like this. My hands moved
automatically and I traced my fingers on this chiseled chest.
Geet... I heard him moan and that bought me out of my trance. I pulled my hand away and jumped out of the
bed as I felt heat rush to my face. I bet my face was as red as a tomato now. I ran from that room without looking back,
with my hand tightly clutching my thudding heart.
...
That is all... hope you liked this.. Geet's first
brush with her feelings... Next update on Wednesday
Precap wil be up on Monday.
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