Chapter Five: Shiv 'Sati together
"Main kayi sahasra jeevan issi roop main lena chahungi"
Shiv and Sati the divine couple and right now they were the happiest couple on the earth. They were sat together holding each other hands on a rock in the middle of the 'Saraswati' river. Sati rememebered the previous night's incident. Her eldest sister Vijaya came to hear her wedding news. But she tried to sour her and her Lord's relationship by creating misunderstanding during the 'Vojan Samaroh'. Sati was provoked previous night very much by Vijaya when she started serving the food to all the invitees along with Ganas and Pretas. As Vijaya already excited the Ganas and Pretas by describing the delicious foods they were going to have They misbehaved with Sati and snatched the serving bowl from her hand. She was scared and disturbed running to her husband, her Lord and returned with him. But her Lord made the situation light and happier again when he himself seated in the middle of them and asked her to seat besides him. Then He fed her by his hand and so did she. After that everyone became so happy and cheerful that they all started eating their food from the same vessels where the Ganas and Pretas had their food. She felt so relieved then. After that today morning her father created lots of problem for them . At first he asked Shiv to be his 'Griha-jamata' but Shiv left the decision to Sati by saying she was his wife, his other half and she had the right only to take decision for him. Sati refused his father's proposal . Then after sometime Daksh invited her and her Lord Shiv in his 'Yajna' but rejected them to seat with him in the same row of the'Yajna" by saying Shiv 'Asanskari". So Shiv and Sati sat on a different place together in the middle of 'Yajna sthal' and silently saw everything. After finishing the 'Yajna' Yajnapal gana emerged from the holy fire and offered theirs as well as Shiv's Yajna bhaag to her husband Shiv. Thus made Daksh very much angry and after that Shiv told by not taking part in the Yajna he and Sati would be the part of the Yajna as they mentally connected with the every rituals by the 'Yoga Shakti'.
When Shiv and Sati asked Daksh and Prasuti's permission to leave for Kailash Prasuti Took them here at 'Saraswati' river bank for 'Nadipujan'. After they finished the 'Nadi-pujan' Devi Saraswati herself came out from the river and greeted her and Shiv for their happy marriage life. As the return gift Shiv gave a boon to Devi Saraswati that her river form would become a pious and pure. Whoever would take bathe in her and offer the water to his ancestors would be freed from all his sin. And that place would be called as"Teertharaj". Devi Saraswati disappeared after saying that their love story would be eternal and divine one in the history. Then they both looked their image on the still water and then looked at each other eyes. Seeing this Sati's sisters and Prasuti left her alone with her Lord Shiv and walked away from there with Nandi.
Reminding everything Sati was so happy that a sweet smile automatically came to her face. Her Lord also was happy to see her happy. She asked her why did he behave rudely to her? He replied that he didn't want to lose her so he thought his rejection may keep her safe. Sati replied back that his rejection made her determined to attain him forever.
The sun set at west side. Shiv and Sati were now in the forest at the 'Saraswati' river bank. Sati looked at her shyly, sweetly but passionately and her Lord also looked her back in the same manner. Sati was blushing to have his attention so she shyly tried to walk away from him. But Shiv left his trident and came to her and grabbed her arm and turned her back to him and caressed her face with his fingers. She shyly stared at him.The whole environment became so lovely. The breeze was blowing and the dew drops from the leaves were fallen on Shiv's shoulder.The tree were showering flowers on the first romantic and divine couple of this Universe. Some flowers were struck by Sati's hair(she loosened her long beautiful hair in that night) and a purple flower was stick on her Lord's chest. Sati couldnot tolerate the flower's fortune and out of jealousy she removed it from her Lord's chest(once she said"Shiv keval mere hai, keval mere). Seeing this Shiv came close to her and smilingly asked
Shiv:Aapne aap se irsha kaisi Sati?
Sati:Irsha?? Aapne aap se??
Shiv:Yeh samast prakriti tuumse hi utpanna huyee hai. Tum Adi-Shakti ho yeh sara sansar tum he to ho.Tumne pucha than a ki tumhare viyog main kaise rehta tha? Main tumhe inn prakriti ke beech mein dekhta tha.Iske pratyek roop mein mujhe tum he dikhai deti thi. Yeh samast prakriti sakshi hai mere birah ka ,inhe smaran hai mere ekakipan ka.Issiliye aaj jab humara Milan hone jaa raha hai toh samast shrushti humare sath ek hona chahti hai.
And then they embraced each other strongly. Sati closed her eyes and felt her Lord's presence by her body, heart and soul.Then she opened her eyes and lifted it to look at her Lord Shiv's eyes and became shy. So she loosened her hold and shyly advanced from her Lord to the riverside again. Shiv again came near to her and lifted her face up and removed a hair lock from her face while his other hand was arrested in Sati's both hands' fist. Then they hugged again.This time Sati just leaned on his shoulder and closed her eyes feeling the comfort and safety and warmth. Now Shiv broke the silence
Shiv:Sati ab tumhe Bhavan chalna chahiye. Idhar Pratyushbela ka agaman ho raha hai udhar tumhari Vidaai ka samay ho raha hai.
Sati:Kya hum kuch skhan au raise nahi reh sakte?
Shiv: Mujhese kuchi skhan ki duri tumhe itni pida de rahi hai to apne parivar se vida lete samay kya hoga tumhara?
Sati:Kasht avashya hoga kintu Kailash jane ke anand ke age yeh kuch v nahi.
She confidently said that taking her Lord's hands within her hands.
Everyone from the Daksh Bhavan even Daksh himself bid her good bye with tearful eyes. Then Sati left her father's house and his wealth and started to walk together with her Lord, Shiv. On their way they stopped at Rishi Dadhichi's Ashram. Where Rishi Dadhichi and his family welcomed them overwhelmingly . Here Sati's 4 uncles and Praajapati Daksh's 4 younger brothers(Sanat, Sanatan,Sadanand and Sanat kumar known as 'Sanakadi Rishi') came to do Shashtrarth with him as Rishi Atharvan tried to introduce the 4th Veda. So in Devi Saraswati's presence they started Shashtrarth with Mahadev and soon they were defeated by Mahadev. Then Mahadev explain in every Kalpa Brahmadev did his creation again by the 4 Vedas. But after ending previous Kalpa when Brahmadev was in his deep sleep(it is called yognidra) asur Hayagreeb eloped those Veda. Then Lord Vishnu took his 'Matsya avatar' and fought with Hayagreeb and returned back 3 Vedas from him. And Hayagreeb in wounded state came in Mahadev's shelter.As he dank the Vedas so by that good will he was given a boon by Shiv that he would be born as Rishi Atharvan and would introduce the 4th Veda to this world. And after Shiv's explanation Brahmadev himself came in the Ashram and confirmed that the 4th Veda was completely authentic and ejected by his mouth and asked them to give it the 4th Veda status. Shiv named the 4th Veda after Rishi Atharvan "Atharva Veda". The Sanankadi Rishi blessed Sati by saying that choosing Mahadev as her husband she made them and their family proud and left . Devi Saraswati asked a boon to Shiv that whenever Mahadev and Adi-Shakti's son would be born she got the first right to take him in her lap. Mahadev granted her wish and then he left the Ashram taking Sati and Nandi with him. In between the forest Nanadi was sent to fetch water for Sati by his Master as he noticed that Sati felt tired . They took rest by sitting on a log. When suddenly they heard a scream. It seemed to be Nandi's voice . So Sati forcibly sent her Lord Shiv to rescue Nanadi and she agreed till his return she would be stay there. But after sometime of Mahadev's leaving she surprisingly noticed that her Lord Shiv was back. And at the same time another person looked absolutely like her Lord was also came.Now they both claimed that they were her Lord Shiv. But Sati noticed that in one person's eyes had so much lust for her.She was scared because her Lord never stared at her so lustfully.So she went to her real Shiv and said"Aap hi mere Shiv hai , aap ke drishti ka mere hriday mein amet sthan hai". Then the other person turned into a cruel Asur and threatened Sati that he would kill her. Shiv became so furious that he took his 'Rudra' form and chopped that Asur's head with his sharp Sword. Sati was frightened to see her Lord's Rudra roop. Because till then she only knew about her Soumya Shiv roop. Shiv came to her and calmed down himself and said her not to be frightened. He also told her that she was herself Adi-Shakti and when the time of destruction would come she would accompanied Shiv in his Tandav to destroy this creation so that something new could be created again. Then they started their journey towards Kailash. Before entering Kailash they crossed that cremation ground where once Sati was brought by Shiv and she became scared to see its cruelty. But now she didn't scare to see anything. Shiv was happy to see that .After that they crossed the glaciers in cold environment but Sati didn't bother about anything and this also made Shiv extremely happy. And finally they arrived at Kailash where they were welcomed by Brahmadev, Lord Vishnu and Devi Laxmi.
When Sati opened her eyes she found herself in her Lords arm lying on his lap. And also heard Shiv mumbling"Maine kahan tha abhi tum yogya nahi ho parantu kissi ne meri ek na shuni. Aur wahi hua jiska mujhe bhai tha.Tum apne he roop ke tej aur urja ko sahan nahi kar saki"Tear drops were falling from his eyes and dropped on Sati's face. She got up from her Lord's lap and asked about her horrible experience.(She sat on Shiv's 'Dhyanasan' when Shiv showed her the whole Kailash ) Shiv told they were your true forms and you were the Adi-Shakti herself. And he also added that from the next day he would start her Yoga training so that she could attain her true aspect soon. Sati agreed.
The next morning Sati went to take bathe at 'ManSarovar' but was hesitating as there was no cover. But soon the whole place filled up with fog and mist and the 'Sarovar' became invisible. She sensed her Lord and smilingly turned towards him. He too smilingly gifted her new clothes and asked her to take bathe.After her bathe Shiv placed his palm on her head and activate her "Kundalini Shakti" so that she could receive the 'Yogic power within her. They were sitting on Shiv's 'Dhyanasan ' together when Indra along with Kamdev and rati came there and asked his permission to decorate the Kailash for the union. Shiv agreed and they starting their work. After completing their job Rati took away Sati from Shiv for few moments to dressed her for this special occasion. When she returned with Rati Shiv could not take his eyes off from Stai. She looked very beautiful and divine in her simple red-white dress and floral jwellery. To give Shiv and Sati privacy Chandrama, Naagraj and other Ganas along with Indra,Kamdev and Rati took their leave. Then Shiv forwarded his hand to Sati to her hand and pulled her towards him. Sati leaned on her chest and he closed his eyes to feel the moment. But He opened his eyes surprisingly when he found Sati was crying. He uttered
Shiv:Sati…!!
Sati: Abhash hua na jane kitne kalpon se yeh jeevan iss skhan ke liye lalayit tha.Pratiksha ke megh barashne ko the aur aaj jab barshe hai toh beetein huye jeevan ki smritiyan such ki anubhuti de raha hai. Main nahi janti Bhage=wan hone ke nate aap ka iss Milan se sambandhit anubhuti kya hai ?Kintu iss such ki anubhuti ko punah jeenein ke liye main kayi sahasra jeevan issi roop mein lena chahoongi.
And she hugged him tightly and so did he. And then he took her to their flower bed made by Rati and Kamdev. She was lying on his lap staring at him. He also looked at her smilingly and caressed her hairs .She closed her eyes to feel that moment by every bit when he placed his hand on her hand right on her abdomen. But suddenly a tune of trumpet disturbed them and her Lord left her alone and went away.. She became so sad and recalled the previous memories of their Milan. Then she slept besides his 'Dhyanasan' placing her head on the tiger skin.
She woke up after having her Lord Shiv's touch on her head. She opened her eyes and saw him but before he took her hand in his hand she got up and went to take bathe. When she returned she was surprised to see that Shiv was playing the Dambroo .when she reached near him he told everyone that they would play a drama today. The content of drama was to braek a Rishi's penanace by an 'Apsara. Shiv played the Rishi's part and Nandi did the Apsara's role. Seeeing this Sati bursted out in laughter. Then Shiv told her that she would not be sad in Kailash from then. The whole environment became joyful and happy.