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I might be trying my best to move on.To accept what is going on.To stare at the madness and to realise that maybe it is an individual's decision after all.Despite all the rational thinking,being sensible and trying to tell myself that I need to get a life-
It still hurts dammit.I have never felt so pathetic before but even though I have been hearing this for a long while,it still hurts when SBS And SBB so easily mention that since Barun is leaving.I mean yaar itne aaram se you can say- boom!He is leaving.
On the sets also everyone is joking [Vishesh!You are adorable- Sanaya didi Cheh ghante makeup karti hai 🤣] and try as I might,I can't help wondering how things would have been different without all this crap.There would be so many posts saying Sanaya was beautiful or Barun was wearing white or general excitement about this year's Diwali.Specially so because last year was just TOO memorable to forget.*sigh* Sometimes it's like you spend an year of your life [Ok no one asked us to get obsessed but I just did.My bad!] being happy,sad,excited with the show and suddenly *Poof* Yay!Show over guys.We gotta make money so bye everyone!
Whoever might be to blame in all this stuff.I will give all my barfis and laddoos to have my show and forum back in track.Close to impossible maybe :|
Yeah.change is the constant of life and yeah we have to accept a lot of things.
But can't help being all emotional about it.It still hurts when the damn title song comes up on my playlist.So much for addiction.
Kisi ko movie mili ,Kisi ko paisa
koi aisa Kahe ,koi waisa
Par hum to reh Gaye bhikari ke bhikari , ye kaisa sila
Show ka show,Ek Rabba ve bhi bheek mangkar Mila!
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