LOVE IS BEAUTIFULL pt 18 END pg 68 aug 7 - Page 30

hey guys..how r u all...sorry for the delay...i will update tonight...(late night) ...
i had an awesome trip...kutallam falls was awesome...there was flood...in main falls they did not allow it was flowing beyond the arch...five falls was awesome...first day there was queue ...water was flowing little next day morning it was flood...season was awesome...cold breeze..drizzling...it was super...but after returning back my son had fever and vomiting ...then his schooling started...was busy with his orientation and getting books and all other stuffs...now only setteled...i have written little i will try to update tonight ...

Wow nycc seem slike you have enjoyed a lott...

Niki I think you enjoyed your trip alot

waiting waiting waiting 

hi friends...


ch  17

ansh : mom...momy...momy...

ansh waked up khanak...khanak slowly opened her eyes...

she sat on the bed...she looked around shaan was not there...

she looked at the clock it showed 7 ...she thought where did he go...

ansh : mumma ..where is papa...

khanak was thinking about last night incident...

ansh : mumma...mumma...

khanak : uhh...lets first freshen up...

they both freshened up and they both came to the hall...

ansh went and joined with tarun and varun...

khanak looked around she thought is he gone for jogging...no...

i havent seen him going for jogging...where did he go...

khanak went to kitchen khusbhoo was making coffee...

khanak : uh..bhabhi...is there important meeting in the morning all gone office...

khusbhoo : no khanak...akshay is just getting ready...

khanak thought then where he went...

khusbhoo : hey khanak ...i forgot ...shaan is gone out with tina...u were sleeping itseems

so he told us and they went out...she took coffee and she went out...

khanak was standing there in angry... khanak mind shit why i am getting angry

i hate him...her heart laughed at her mind saying...wat u hate him...

no...u cont hate a person whom u loved very truely...we may get angry at them

but we cannot hate them...if u loved him him truely then u cannot hate him...

shit ...stop this...dont think about him...

she tried to divert her mind by playing with kids...

but she could not...she was thinking about him only...where he has gone...

why with her...he did not say where they have gone...these questions where

formed in her head...later at evening only they came to home with lot of shopping bags..

ansh went and hugged shaan...shaan carried him in his arms and

came and sat in the sofa with ansh in his lap...tina came and sat near shaan...

tina : ansh shaan is tired ...let he take rest...khanak wont u say these things to him...

ansh face was frowned...

on hearing that khanak became angry...she was about to go and get ansh

shaan : on seeing him my tiredness all gone...kissed ansh...

ansh : i love u papa...hugged shaan...

now tinas face was fuming in anger but she quickly changed her face into smile...

while at dinner khanak heart felt sad...usually shaan sits besides her...

he used to sit close with her...brushing her arms...and then taking some

from her plate and eating...but today he was sitting opposite side with tina..

they both were talking about something...

she felt  like something she had was lost...she could not eat at all...

later in their room...shaan was telling stories to ansh and making him to sleep...

there was no water in the bottle..so khanak took the bottle and she came out of the

room...whole house was very quiet...everyone r in their room...in the kitchen tina was

filling her bottle with water...they both looked at each other...

tina took her bottle and went out of the kitchen...

khanak filled water and she was going back to the room...

she was stopped in her track before tinas room...

tinas room was opened little...she was talking with someone in phone...

khanak could hear everything...tina was talking little loud...

tina : ha liya...s...last night i did not sleep properly...

shaan went late...my body pained a lot...(Some laughing sound...)

tina : it was wonderfull...ummm...shh...

khanak heart stopped a bit...she could not stand there anymore...

she went back to kitchen...tears were formed in her eyes...

khanak felt nervous...wat...wat she was saying...

she and ...umm...tears rolled down her cheeks...she heard some door sound..

khanak quickly wiped her tears and she walked back to her room...

she saw shaan was still saying story...she quickly went to washroom...

tears rolled down from her cheeks...she cannot stop from crying...

she opened the tap so that no one can hear her crying...

oh god wat is happening...how come shantan...oh no...ahhh...she cried a lot...

why why god..why in my life ...tears were rolling down from her cheeks...

wat sin i have done ...why these things happening in my life...

why god why...why then he married me...he should have married her na...

why ...why my fate is like this...she cried a lot...

after some time she wiped her face and she came out...

she saw shaan was sitting with his lappy...

he also looked at her...she thought did everything and sitting like an innocent...

shaan thought wat wat happened baby...did u cried...oh no...

wat mistake did i made...please talk baby...shit i hate myself...

all because of me...because of my fault ...she is crying...

god please please solve the problems...i want my sweet heart to be smiling...

shaan could not sit there...he quickly closed the lappy and went outside...

khanak again started to cry...oh no he is going to her room...

she layed besides ansh and closed her eyes ...tears rolled from her eyes...

next day morning khanak again got up later...she had headache...

when she freshned and came she came to know that shaan has gone with tina...

she was broken down a lot...khusbhoo took ansh with her kids to mall...

khanak was sitting in her room and thinking...

why he is doing...better he should have married her...

why he married me nad he is torturing me...i cannot see this...

better i should walk out of his life forever...if i go to moms house...

mom and dad will be worried...i should not make them worry for me again...

best i should die...no..no ansh needs me...we both should go some place where

they cannot find us...ok where to go...where ...come on think...

madhavi : khanak...khanak beta...

madhavi came opening the door with some shopping bags...

khanak : uh...s mom...she stood up...

madhavi : shit...shit...r u alright now...

khanak : s mom... now i am feeling better...(smile)

madhavi : beta this is for u..this for ansh...

khanak : mom..no..we already have lot...no..mom...

madhavi :  why no...for my daughter i am buying and giving...there is nothing wrong...

khanak heart felt sad...

madhavi : do u like these...

khanak : s mom its really beautifull...(smile)

madhavi : beta this is for shaan place it in his wardrobe...

khanak : s mom...

madhavi went out...khanak saw all the dress madhavi has brought...

she took the shaans bag and she went near his wardrobe...

khanak : so nice parents for them he..shit...they will also feel

sad when we leave the house na...i should write a letter to them atleast

saying my point of views...

khanak placed the bag and but the bag fell with some more bags

that he has placed... she looked down and she was shocked...

it was a dairy ..a page was opened and it was lying down...

she slowly bend down and slowly took the dairy...

it was her image pencil sketch...it was beautifully drawn...

beneath the pic it was written my life and shaans signature...

she could not believe her eyes...she slowly turned the other pages...

dear dairy today i saw a girl on the stairs...she was looking very beautifull...

love at first sight they say its true...its love at first sight...

khanak saw the date...it was the exact date when they first met...

how come she forget still she remebers the date too...

next he has written all there talkings and meetings there confession on the stairs...

she continued the reading...

dear dairy..i dont know why tina was talking like that to me...test my khanak...

how can i test my heart...tina was talking so rough and she was admant in telling things...

today her talking was totally different...how can i test my sweet heart...

no i cannot test my sweet heart...no...i am not doing that ...

khanak was shocked on seeing that...she thought then why he behaved like

that on that day..she quickly turned to the next page...

next day also tina talked to me and she was saying a lot about girls characters

and so much finally i told her i will prove my heart is best in everything...

so today i asked khanak to spend a day with me...

she refused...i was happy at that...evening tina called me again

and asked me to switch off phone and all the other phones at night itself...

i asked her why...she again talked about all those things...

dear dairy i hate this day...shit..the day started very nicely...

my angel came and did watever i liked...she wanted my birthday to be special...
 
but i ..i...shit..my baby went away in crying...i was broken...

i tried her cell but switched off...i dont know wat to do...

i thought to say everything to her next day...but my angel did not came...

when i asked her friends abouther they told she was admitted in hospital with fever...

i was broken down a lot...i went to see my angel...when i went to see her...

i was shocked i saw inside her parents were standing near her...

she was shivering and her eyes were closed..tears were coming from her

eyes...on seeing that i was broken down..she started to shout no..no...no...

and cried a  lot..i came from there...because of me she suffered ...

i thought of talking to her after she came home...

i enquired about her from her friends...i was shocked...she went to bangalore...

she has discontinued her course...oh shit because of me my sweet heart

lost her studies...my stupid test...shit...

i thought of talking to her parents about over love and everything...

i went to her house ..the hgouse was locked...i enquired about them to  neighbours

i was shocked they told me...she..my..my sweet heart is married in bangalore...

i lost my love...i lost everything in my life...i lost my life because of me...

then some other date was written...

how come papa ask me like that...shit..dad asked me...whether me and tina

r loving eachother...if s also they will arrange for our marriage...

she is just my friend..and she is like a sister to me...

my love is my sweet heart khanak alone...

khanak dropped the dairy...she was shocked...

wat wat he has written...tina is like sister...then yesterday...she quickly bend down

and took the dairy and opened the yesterdays date page...

oh no today i made my baby cry...i told about the testing to her...

she cried a lot because of me...i could not see her cry...

i went out...after a long drive in a bike i came and saw my baby...

she was sleeping  with tears in her eyes...oh no because of me

she was crying..oh god please please make my baby to understand me...

i love her..i love her very much..i love her more than any thing in this world...

tears rolled from her cheeks...

khanak : O M G that b ****  ...

Aww lovely update niki...

tinaaa that b**** b***** b****** i hate her how cheap she is

Awwwe babe plz continue soon i really wanna read the next update quicklyxxx

OMG!!!😲 How dare Tina played such a nasty game in ShaNak life..😡 She is responsible for all the mess and Shaan still hanging out with her like a friend.. Poor Khanak felt terrible to an extent of leaving Shaan..😭 Good she found the diary and came to know the truth that Shaan consider Tina as his sister..😃 Sister..😆 Remember someone..😉

Hope Khanak teaches Tina some lesson now!!!😊

Looking forward and thank you for writing an awesome update di..😊

Niki lovely update