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Dear Diary,
Today was the most eventful and amazing day in my 200 + boring life. We have shifted base to Dehradun. Yes Dehradun really of all places Chand and Haseena or rather Dad and Mom could have selected they found Dehradun. The moment my feet touched the ground familiarity of it jolted through my body, the familar fragrance of the Dehradun wilderness. Its peaceful calm serene atmosphere reminding of the many times I had spent wandering alone in this very same forest impatiently waiting for her...
I was wondering once again along the same paths in the forest, which will lead me to the place where once I had known how it felt to be happy, to be cared & to be loved. But every step I take closer to it my dead heart felt heavier yet my feet kept dragging me like they have their own mind of once again treading on the path which led me to destruction. Standing on the bank of the river, I stared far across the other end of the river, rooted in the place as my eyes refuse to turn back and are willed to break through the dark dense forest behind which lies the place close to my heart. Pandher. I can't cross the river coz of the treaty but nothing can stop me from standing here and gazing longingly. nothing. i'll stay here as long as I want.
But I never knew destiny decided something else for me. Something for which I was not prepared for even if I lived another two hundred Years.
Friends sorry for this tacky post. Its just that I am missing abhiya too much 😭 😭 😭 😭 So wanted to relieve it once again from abhay's POV
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