1st of all I want say pleased don't throw any jutties on me,, I was bored with same stories of mine so thought to try something different,, ok its quite long story so I have cut it in 6 chapters,, will post everyday,, I had typed all part'.except epilogue(that will depend on ur comment and likes)
This full story will be from MAAN's POV and hence it will be his monologue,, I m not so good in expressing inner expression so sorry if I go wrong anywhere'.
This is the 2nd OS
that will have 6 part,, 1st one was NAINA BARSE which u have
showered ur all love and I m really grateful to u all for that'.
Blessed to Have You
Why it should been like this? just a mistake and I lost her.. why couldn't I understand my heart' why I did the blunder and lost her forever,, why??
I don't have any answer it was my fault and I m regretting it' God and SHE is punishing me'. will I lose her forever?
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I don't know why dadima has to be in this marriage game so much, she has been emotionally black mailing me to get married, can u believe this Maan Singh Khurana and getting Blackmail by his own Dadima'. when I had clearly told her I m not interested' she had been saying numerous thing and my own mom is giving her company,, I hate it' but can't go against these 2 ladies' they are my life' so I abruptly nodded my head finding no other option' but I have made my mind,, at the 1st look only I will convince her to say no'. yes if she want anything I will give her but she will definitely say a no'
It's the day I will meet her,, no I m not so eager but some corner of my heart is anxious, how will be she? I don't even know her name,,, what will be her reaction.. ufff what I m thinking she will say no,, its not like rejecting MSK but saying NO for this alliance with my consent'. *sigh* it definitely a disaster phase of my life' I had never thought i will marry anyone after that incident,, leave it I should not bring this now'.
Ohh there she is sitting with my mom and dadima' they seems like very happy' what will be their reaction when she will say No for this marriage, I know dadima will be disappoint but what can I do, I really don't wanna get married, I guess they can get Vicky marry her'. ummm no, he is immature 23 yrs only, he should enjoy life 1st'.
As my mom indicate me I went the hall where SHE is sitting,, I can feel her stiffening,,, wow I have an effect on her'. I know I know its wrong to think like that but can't stop myself grinning inwardly thinking my effect on her' I m feeling good don't know why? Ohhh God her face'. God had taken his own sweet time to make her'. she is his most precious creation'. Yes she looks angelic' her soft cheeks so eatable' god I m already feeling something weird' as she looks upto see me, I missed a beat' her hazel doe shape eyes are so captive' for a moment I really forget to blink my eyes'. Her rosy cheeks were turning deep shade of pink,, guess she is blushing with my intense stare' instantly I removed my eyes from her' but her supple pink lips caught my attention' I was gulping hard just to see her'. her milky skin and dark brown n black hair,, some locks dancing on her forehead and some touching her lips,, her long fingers were tucking the hair strands behind her ear.. for a moment I really want to do that but controlled' what is happening to me'.
Dadima: maan this is geet' yaad hain na??I looked at her confused'. How will I know her,, sensing my confusion my mom replied'
Mom: maan tum dono sayad bhul bhi gaye honge ek dusre ko,, u both were childhood frnds' remember mohindar uncle' 17yrs before we lived in same house in london'. And this is Geet Handa' u both were best friend' can't u remember that? when u was 10 and geet was 7 when we left London and came here as ur father wanted to expand our business' u both was divasted with it' and that's why we promised each other that we will marry u both once both are enough mature'
I looked at my mom blankly'. 17yrs before.. god I don't remember just faint images of 2 children, maybe me and geet.. but we were just kids then, how can they think so'. I know she is attractive but only because our parents had promised each other we can't get married' more over I m not ready atleast after that incident, I don't want another relationship'. So I had decided to confront my family and geet' GEET,, its sounds so good,, I can see her looking at me intently'. Ohh is she ready for the alliance,, looking at her face I can't guess anything'.
Maan: mom, how can u think we will still open for the promise u made 17yrs before? We are grown up now and we both have different life'.
Dadima: but maan'.
Maan: dadima we both need time and I want to talk with her'.
Mom smiles: yes beta,, when we are saying get marry tomorrow.. we want ur happiness only'. Geet just landed here yesterday.. and she is living with us from now so u have whole time to spend with her and u both can know each other'. And her family will be coming after a month because of their visa' till then take care of her'..
Another bomb,, she will be living with us'. God I m feeling something just to have her 10 feet away now she will roam in my house' great now' but she haven't spoke anything till now'. Good I can talk with her now'.
Dadima: maan can u show her the room beside urs?
Maan: what?
Dadima: it won't look good to stay in guest room beta' may be u don't remember but she was ur best friend'.
I saw geet looking other side,, I felt bad,, maybe she still remember our friendship.. I wonder what kind of person she was and she is now.. not like I have any feeling or attraction but just umm like that u know'.
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As we entered the room I saw her twinkle eyes' and 1st time in these hours I felt flatter in my heart seeing her smile.. her full dimple goshh I so wanted to pinch those cheeks' control MSK'. Its not the style of Maan Singh Khurana'..
Maan: umm geet,, I wanted to talk about
But geet interrupt: Marriage'..
Oh her voice is so musical'. Hmmm she seems like starting the topic now.. I m just praying to god please make her say no'.
Maan: hmm I know u came here for this marriage.. but i
Geet: u r not ready for the marriage,,
Maan: sorry
Geet giggle: why sorry, infact I m thankful to u'. u know I m really not interested in this marriage' I want to pursue my career 1st'. I wanted to practice here in india' and india's top hospital is ready to give me the opportunity but my bhai said I can get the opportunity if I m ready to marry u'. so I came here to meet u and please say NO this marriage'.
Ohh so she came for her motive,, not to marry me' I felt bad but why?? I should feel happy,, now I m free' I can manage dadima and mom saying she doesn't want to marry and I myself will help her' but still I m feeling something weird in me'.
I shrugged it off,, then my eyes went of her back,, umm I mean she was giving her back and standing over the balcony'.
Geet: its beautiful,, Mumbai beaches are best in the world'. Her dimple shown and again I missed a beat'.
Maan: I thought u will say London is the best in every field'.
She smiles: why should I say that,, mind u I m still an Indian and will be that only.. London me rehne se koi british nahi ban jata'.
Maan: I can see that'.
I said looking at the dress' she is wearing a sleeveless churidar' perfectly cringing to her slim body,, her white skin is glowing in the orange outfit' personally I hate orange color but seeing her in that outfit, I m loving this color' WEIRD'. She really looks like an Indian,,, I guess it's the main thing attracting me'.
Maan: by the way u are doing medical internship?
Geet stammered a little: ha, yeah yeah that's right.. I m only an intern' but in few yr I guess I will be a psychologist,, she grins and I couldn't help but chuckle'.. she is a kid'. She frowns seeing my expression and I couldn't help smiling'.
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Its being one week,, geet is really becoming fond of india and my family'. Vicky was always so attached with her,, I knew Vicky was with our relative during his college and now I got to know Vicky was living with her family only'. both are like same,, always in mischievous mood'. In this week I found geet is still a kid' but I wonder how much she is affecting me'. but one thing I m grateful, because of her vicky is becoming independent' he is coming with me to office' I had thanked Geet for that but she just smiled and said Vicky is her frnd'.
Last night when I returned from office the sight enraged me but then I saw my mom's smiling face,, it was the 1st time my mom was smiling on my father's death anniversary' yes after my dad's departure this day always gave her immense pain,, often I had seen her crying'. But last night I saw geet sitting in the middle scattered with my childhood photographs laughing on me'. arrgghhh laughing on MSK,,, but I couldn't do anything seeing my mother's happy smiling face'. Geet was reminding her of dad's sweet moment,, but strangely she was not crying but smiling with her' I felt gratitude'.. but then our eyes met'. She just winked at me,, I saw here and there to see anyone seen us but she started laughing her head off' for the 1st time a smile formed on my lips genuinely'
The door being knocked'.
Who can come in this time, its nearly 11'
Maan: Ohh mom'. Aap yaha iss waqt?
Mom: maan I want to talk about geet'.
I made her sit on the bed and myself sat on the ground placing my head on her lap,,, she was gently massaging my hair, it felt so soothing'.
Mom: maan I know u couldn't forget HER,,, but beta Geet is a nice girl'.
Maan; mom please u know I don't want to marry anyone'.
Mom: but maan I and ur dadi need accompany,, we are getting old' we need to settle u and Vicky so that after our,,,,
Maan: MOM,, dare u say that,, u know I won't let u go anywhere'.
Mom: pagal hum kahi nahi jarahe but we need to see u both happy'.
Maan: I m happy and see Vicky has started taking things seriously in few yrs we can find a girl for him'.
Mom: he will not marry without u being married'. He want to see u married first'
Maan: mom u know everything'
Mom: try to forget Avanti maan' she is ur past'.. and how can u love someone who doesn't respect ur feeling'
Maan: mom'
Mom: no maan,, if she had loved u ever she hadn't gone for her career knowing u loved her so much,, and anyway u were giving her freedom to pursue her medical but stil she doesn't wanted to bind herself in any relationship and went to Newyork' I still remember ur sad face, ur begging her to stay here or at least continue the relationship still she went on saying she will come one day'. And she came after 5yrs,, I know u had tried to see her but she refused saying she doesn't love u anymore'. Now she is a successful heart specialist but never once tried to know ur heart'.
Maan: she did all this because of her mother,, her mother wanted to see her becoming a doctor and she couldn't concentrate knowing i m waiting for her that's why she made herself a stone mom' she had promised her dead mother'..
Mom: pyar karti to dil patthar na banati,, If she cared for u, she would have been back to u now'. One tear drop fell on her feet and she wiped his eyes'. Now I want u happy and move on in ur life beta,, geet is a very good girl.. try to think once'.
How can I deny my mom who gave her life to me because I needed her the most'. When Avanti ditched me 5yrs back only mom was there to hold me'. I know she is right and I should give my life a second chance'.
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I m feeling fresh with the determination to give the life a chance and now I m stuck with geet in the mall' she need to do shopping, ohh god how much she can shop' she can buy the whole shop, I guess Brij had given his whole collection of credit cards'..
Geet: maan can u help me with this?
Maan: u have been selecting this for past 2 hour, can u hurry up, I need to attend a meeting'.
Geet was looking in some dress: u don't have any meeting, I have called aadi, ur assistance and he told me u don't have any meeting today, aunty had cancelled everything, so be quite and let me do my shopping'.
Is she ordering maan singh khurana to let her follow when she is doing her so called shopping that never seems ending in past 2 hour'.
Suddenly I felt like grabbing and her arms and giving her a piece of mind' and I did that'.
I grabbed her one arm and made her meet my furious eyes' her hazel eyes were gaping at me only' her dressed dropped from her hand I pulls her more close to my body,, I can feel her shuddering under my body heat'. My breath fans on her supple lips'. Her palms were on my chest giving warmth to my body'. Our faces were mere inches away'..
'Maan' I heard her whisper,,, a jolt went through my spine hearing her words'. To break the trance I pushed her to a wall beside,, thankfully there was no one in that section' the small area was nearly deserted'.
I wanted to break my reverie but fell badly in her trace and pressed my body on her'. my hands went on her slim waist pulling her close where my hard chest was pressing on her soft petite body'.
My face is an inch away from her enough close to touch her soft lips'. I can hear her gasp'. Her eyes were shocked but in dazed'.
I came on her ear whispering huskily: how dare u ordering MSK huh? Do u know in this world no one can boss on MSK,, and u'.
Geet: I m not anyone,, she said with a smirk'. U see I have come here with the great Maan Singh Khurana, kuch to baat hogi na mujhme' and mind u that was not an order, just a statement, what can I do if u need excuse to come close to me'.
Her simple answer left me baffled' instantly I released her feeling embarrassed but I can see she is not at all finding it awkward'..
Geet: I never knew u would look so cute in embarrassing mode,, she laughed and then I gave her a deathly glare to which she showed me her tongue and ran off from there'. I chuckled at her and then ran after her'.
And I saw her bumping someone, I god she will fall any moment' I ran to save her'.
Her petite body crushed with me,, and as she was falling on the ground I have entangled her slender waist in my arms'. we were in a compromising position I guess and all the ppl of the mall was gaping at us' she was shocked and petrified,, her palm was over my shoulder'. I could not help but watching her face, the serene beauty and innocence was oozing out from her face'. She opens her eyes and gave me a nervous smile'. just then we heard a voice'. And I froze in my track'..
I M SORRY'.
A whisper came out from my throat 'AVANTI'
Precap: I don't want to discuss my life with u,, something is good to keep personal and I don't wish to share my personal life with a guest'. I was shocked with my behavior.. instantly I left her,, I know she will be hurt to hear all this'. again I wanted to say something when she interrupt'.
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