Originally posted by: _SiinnceMaan_
Well I am going through insomnia so I may as well tell my tale. Short introduction: Name is Samira and I am currently studying Psychology at University. Basically I'm a second year student which makes me 19 years old (soon to be 20). My university is filled with low life losers who try to flirt with anything or anyone that smells or merely looks a tad human. Since it is dominated by male engineering students, the population of females is almost close to nil.
Hahaa Low Lifes Hu Try To Flirt🤣 Dont Be THAT Harsh😉 They May Be HOT Lowlifes😆
That is why us poor girls (whatever that is remaining) is always a prey to the eyes of many. Alas! So in my first year I always noticed a guy staring at me whenever he walked past. I ignored him and in fact flung some dirty looks because I readily assumed he was just one of the others. So I basically paid him no heed for an entire year. The next year (which is 2011 aka NOW) I came from my break ready for a new semester. I met up with a bunch of girls and realized that they were obsessing and squealing about a guy who according to them was the best looking guy at our uni. Now you might think I'm one of those cool-not-interested-in-men types of person but sorry to break it to you. The moment I heard the key words 'Good Looking' my ears popped up and I was squealing with them too. 🤣
Awww Filmyy Stylee😍 Moody Sameeraa😉😲 Hahaaa Us Girls,We Hear Good lOOKING aND Start Ooh Aah Ing😳
I demanded them to show me this divine creature so I can stalk him with my eyes too. They pointed him out to me and I was gobsmackled! It was the very same guy who I used to get annoyed by. I rolled my eyes and purred 'him?' in disappointment. I was totally imagining the next Arjun Rampal, John Abraham or Damon Salvatore. But then when the girls left I tried to see him in a new light. And yes I actually realized he was adorable! ☺️ 6 Feet tall, muscular, light tanned skin, and a half smile that caused a dimple to appear.
LOL Ahh Damon😍 Omg That Is Soo Sweett Awww You Dont Realise When Love Happens And A Person Changes SO Much From Plain Fugly To Dayummm☺️Ahhh He Seems HOTT😳
So after that - I always noticed him! And this time he started noticing me noticing him. LOL if that made any sense. Every time I walked past, I would pretend not to look at him. And once he left, I would turn around and admire his back swooning and drooling. But once I wanted to look at his face. So I was drinking a can of coke and realized that he was walking towards me talking on the phone. Thinking it was safe to do those little corner stares, I tried and got caught. He was already looking at me so when I tried to look at him he realized and smiled. I almost fell on my face in shock.
Hahaaa Awww Youre SOOO Cutee😳 And ROFL Fail😳
The very same day later after class, he was going home. So he walked past me and looked at me, smiling. I shamefully smiled back at him and cursed myself right after. I did not want him to think that I am interested. La di da di da I tried to enforce some psychology into this situation by mind raping him in confusion. Don't understand? Basically I started to ignore him thus trying to remedy the mistake I did by smiling back at him. I think the poor lad got confused! 🤣 I make him sound like a child although he looks around 24/25.
Fast forwaaarding boring Rabba Ve staring scenes. Whenever his in the library so am I -.-' which makes me look like the ultimate stalker. But nevertheless his always so dedicated to studying. Dead set if I was trying to study I get distracted every 30 seconds. But he was studying with his friend for a good hour. Eventually maybe my mind was speaking so loud it reached his ears and he turned around and FINALLY noticed my existence *Stomps foot on the ground*. The moment he realized I was in the library he got distracted. Every two minutes he would stretch and allow me to watch his biceps tense (oh my ...) then look over his shoulder to stare at me.
Blah blah somehow I ended up shamefully sitting nearby his table because I literally am an embarrassment to female-hood. My friends found me and started chatting. I forgot for a second that he was in ears shot so I became to babble like a banshee. I was telling my friends how I finally got paid from work and now can afford to eat some bloody food from uni. Apparently the moment I said that he smiled (clearly he was eavesdropping). Rewind! Before the library scene I was at the ATM trying to check how much money I have in my account. I was cocky enough to hope I had a few dollars only to realize I had basically 5 dollars in my account. I shamefully hid the amount from prying eyes hoping nobody noticed my Poverty stricken condition. At that moment he walked past with his mates so I completely hugged the ATM in desperation. 🤣
FAST FORWARDING. More eyelock moments. But the moment I realized he had noticed something was when he was walking past his friends. I took out my phone and pretended I was loved by a caller (nobody called) only to hear him tell his friends 'that one'. His friends all automatically looked at my direction and I honestly think that if a camera was recording me, It would have zoomed into my face from all different directions. What did he mean that one? Did he mean 'that is the one I like' or 'that is the one who stalks me. The freak!' 😳
After that I became insanely paranoid, thinking and considering the latter. Eventually my best friend came to uni and was dying to see the guy. So I finally saw him standing outside the building through the automatic doors. I opened my book and looked at it and told my friend to have a look since his never going to see her again. So I pretended to read my book (which was upside down). At the mean time my friend was informing me of everything she was perceiving. According to her he noticed us one meter away and said something to his friends. When we walked through the door the friends all went quiet and the guy just looked at me with a small dimpled smile. Then when we walked past, apparently he turned around and watched me go. 😳
Blah blah blah that is all for now. Not so romantic. I was just bored! And this is bloody LONG! 😆
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