You've penetrated thru the wall around my heart!

"How did this happen?... When did this happen?... Why did this happen?... and HOW COULD I LET IT HAPPEN?... You came like a tornado wrecking havoc around the cemented, steel wall around my heart and little by little began making creaks in it. The wall that took me a day to build when I lost my mother and years to make it stronger to let no one be able to shatter it, and move in. How easily you broke that wall up... as if it was not made from the ruthlessness that I harbor within but from something else?... How can your sugary, delicate, innocent self penetrate into a heartless monster like me to such a level that you made a creak inside it the day you made me smile, and today with your pure, naive self you deepened that creaky hollow within me and made me laugh?

How could you do it?, Doesn't my anger, hostility, aggression affect you like it does to others... What power do you possess O fair Maiden by which you would attempt to crumble the wall around my heart? How could your fragile self make a hole inside that wall that encloses my heart. Are you beginning to enslave my heart instead of the wall that previously enslaved it?... Are you beginning to introduce me to emotions I had long forgotten? What are you doing to the very essence of my being. The being that is devoid of any emotion. Are you awakening some long forgotten feelings and desires in it? Why am I sinking deeper and deeper into this pit of no-return?

When did you start effecting me so much that your behavior and actions could make me laugh?... How could you acquaint me to a reflex I had trained myself to long forget? Why are you so special to me Khushi Kumari Gupta that I can't even stand your tears. Why are you making me lose myself to you... Stop it, before you see the really me inside. Let the shell stay on me...before these emotions ruin me again...STOP TRYING TO RELEASE MY CAGED HEART O' ANGEL OF BEAUTY. Let me remain a captive in my heart inside the prison like wall".

oh very nicely done thought process of arnav.

Originally posted by: basicquestion1

oh very nicely done thought process of arnav.

u should look into writing an ff on arnav n khushi

Actually I do write OS and FF on the forum.
My FF is: Dil, Dosti, Dard, Deewangi... D4

My OS:
Khushi's Excursions (My OS series)

Originally posted by: mahi0809

Actually I do write OS and FF on the forum.
My FF is: Dil, Dosti, Dard, Deewangi... D4

My OS:
Khushi's Excursions (My OS series)

Originally posted by: mahi0809

Actually I do write OS and FF on the forum.
My FF is: Dil, Dosti, Dard, Deewangi... D4

My OS:
Khushi's Excursions (My OS series)

wow, so intense...each and every word sounded so true...Arnav's haal-e-dil couldn't be expressed in a better way...beautifully written

Mahi!! Massive 🤗OMG I'm speechless!! WOW this is awesome seriously!! Every single word was perfect, you've expressed Arnav amazingly!! LOVED it every word was brilliant ohh and this part BEAUTIFUL 'Are you beginning to introduce me to emotions I had long forgotten? What are you doing to the very essence of my being. The being that is devoid of any emotion. Are you awakening some long forgotten feelings and desires in it? Why am I sinking deeper and deeper into this pit of no-return?' Fantastically written Mahi xx

If that's your own words? U write really well!

Love it!