Sid and Shilpa FF: Sunshine -Chp12+Notepg51(19/05) - Page 20

Hey guys,

Thanks guys for all the comments, I did read them all and they mean a lot Zarqa Sorry😛. Eternalsiddhima you have been added to the PM list, DJ and Maru unreserved anytime you feel like it 😆.
A Happy belated Holi to all – also a distraction for the late update.
Sorry it has taken me so long to update, this chapter required me to watch old Sid scenes, so if you don't understand any of the saying's ask me I shall link you to the episode 😆 plus I hoped the words I used were the right ones for each person. Also I have had a lot of friends that have been ill, so I have been busy looking after them.
Also sorry about the Hindi, I struggle to write it out phonetically so I hope you get the meanings.

Anyways here is the next chapter.

It was the end of Sid's shift he was looking for Yuvi or Tammana especially Yuvi as he was his lift home. Where are they he was walking around the hospital and he finally got to the cafeteria. He was about to say something but he stood there shocked there was a massive banner saying Mr Houston, "when I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True Story." He was so confused, he was guided to a seat he was still reeling in shock when the song Adhoore Hum came on and a slide show...

Siddhant Modi – He holds your hand but touches your heart
Famous quotes and acts!!

As the slide went on more and more people started gathering around the cafeteria. Sid sat there reading the words over and over again, he was so surprised. He sat there in silence as the slide show went on.

Dramebaaz Number 1
Meri Wife pregnant hai,
Nahiiiii papa mujhe mat bajeo India!!!,
Humari ghar mein pooja hai, kyu ke humari puppy jo koga ya hai,
de do mafi hum maf kar do...
In bare bare hospitals mein es chooti chooti bhaat hoti re ti hai.

Gussa (Sab bago)
Une bacche ko toh mein nahi chodo no ga!
Urghhhhh, yeh loge es nahi ka sak the
Eh toh ache hi karo aur upper se attitude.
Meri gadi ko kuch ho ja toh?
Bhagwan ne ankeeh same ne dekh ne ke liye de hai neech ne!!
Yeh Hindustani sare ke gadi ke liye hai, puppies ke zoo bane ke liye nahi hai.

The Joker
Dr Nikita aap agar AJ ko is umer mein kuch kayege toh uni heart attack aaje ye ga.
Stick dance aur mein?
Kya bola, tora drama daloh tora rona dhona proper bollywood style.
Rote Dhote Sita problem solved

Absolute Fool
Spelling aathi hai irresponsible ki? I R R responsible!
Wase mein kafi focused ho but tumse milke focus torah out hogaya hai
Idiot, Sid, Idiot, Idiot!
Bhai help nahi kare ne hai toh no gagali!

Sid saw all these slides and couldn't help but smile, it took him back to his beginning days in Saanjeevni.

But despite all of this we love you for the person you are

Sid Bekoof hai, idiot hai, par dil ka saf hai mera best buddy hai and the little brother I have always wanted. (Dr Abhi Modi)

The Best brother in Law, he looks after the little things without me even realising, world ka sab se bar flirt hai but there is one thing about him he can make anyone smile without fail. (Dr Nikki Modi)

Tofaan hai, Ziddi hai, chota baccha hai par phir bhi mera son hai, I am proud of you son and what you have become (Papa Modi)

Sid beta, mera chand ka tokrah hai (Mama Modi)

Dr Siddhant, the intern that has given me the most heart attacks but despite all of that he is the strongest, most compassionate and nicest intern I have ever been in charge off (Dr Kriti)

Dr Siddhant is like the son I never had, he knows when he is wrong, he fixes his mistakes, never blames anyone for his mistake but learns from his mistake, he has become some his family can be proud of one of the reasons he was forced to join this internship programme. (Dr Shashank)

Then Yuvi's voice spoke now "we saved the best people till last"

Sid, growing up with you has been a treat, being your first fake girlfriend and the perfect couple was always good fun. Its a shame that we both grew up and you became a brother and best friend, so always there to protect me like Sue but still allowing me to flirt with who I want, Love you loads and loads and there is a party this weekend at my place, you better be there and bring along Ms Salwar kameez and Angry young man because they are truely amazing friends. (Dia)

Sid, Sid, Sid... My first friend at Sanjeevni, well my first good friend at Sanjeevni, we started this journey together and we are both at the same point in our lives, one was my choosing another was fate, but through it all you have always been there for me, no matter how stupid my decisions were you supported all my causes and ideas as I did yours, I am sorry I haven't been there for you but always know I am thinking of you and I will see you soon...you are the bestest friend I could have ever asked for and always know I will be holding your hand even if I am not there with you... (Naina)

Yuvi was so surprised to see this slide, Naina who was in contact with her...He was so lost in his thoughts. He nearly forgot his lines. Tammana realised what happened so she put on the next slide and let Sid read what was next...

Super boy, you are the cutest, sweetest, nicest, craziest bro around, I would be no where with you and well you would be off this planet without me, because I am sure dad would have murdered you for all the stunts you have pulled in the past, you are over protective and too caring and you know what I would not want it any other way, I miss you and I can't wait to see you in a months time! You better be there or I will make sure Yuvi beats you up! (Sue)

Yuvi recovered from Naina's slide and then said this one is slightly confusing to everyone but she said you would understand.

"I am the master of my fate. The captain of my soul" (Shilpa)

Sid smiled he knew exactly what Shilpa meant, but this is exactly where he was stumped, he knew what Tammana and Yuvi were trying to do but all he wanted to do was cry at this point he before he could ponder on his thoughts the next slide came on and Yuvi also started speaking...

"When did you become a friend from an enemy I shall never know, I guess it was around the time I moved forward from the notion of revenge and you decided to grow up. I realised we both always have the same problem at the same time and solve it for each other without saying a word to each other. You were there for me when no one else was you, picked me up when I was alone despite all the issues we have had, you have become the biggest part of my life these days and I love you man."

Sid walked over and hugged Yuvi.
Tammana coughed. Sid and Yuvi chuckled. "We aren't done yet Mr Modi, we have saved the best till last..."
Sid looked at Tammana and then the slide changed...
"Siddhant Modi, first to clarify there really was a puppy on the road that day and you don't have to believe me but you will the day the puppy becomes a dog and comes after you for revenge. Remember what you said to me the night you kidnapped me, well attempted to kidnap me remember those words smile and let the world smile with you..."

The final slide came on

We love you Siddhant Modi, you are the best think that has happened to us all
"Take pride in how far you have come and have faith in how far you can go"

Sid was standing there next to Tammana and Yuvi he had tears in his eyes, he just couldn't help but cry and hug them both. They both knew they had touched a nerve with Sid but did not want to pry in front of all those people.
Sid wiped his tears and smiled "You guys are the best...How did you manage all of this and since when? I mean we have all been awake for nearly 36 hours?"
Tammana laughed and said "Well, we actually had today off but we found out to late, so we managed to get Dr Shashank to give us this afternoon off as well as tomorrow, worked out pretty well. Then we contacted a few people here and there and volia we have this!"
Yuvi "Sid, say what you want to say, we can read through your act."
Sid smiled gratefully.

That night he went to the beach a lot had happened today, he didn't know where else to go he was thinking I know what Tammana and Yuvi were trying to do and I love them for it but I am so lost and confused, I mean I know who I was but I don't know who I am now, I can't be the person I was when I joined Saanjeevni because well that would make no sense, I can't be who I was a few months ago well because you know why and I just don't know who I am and I can't seem to find myself, everything keeps me distracted but nothing keeps me attached. You guys want me to smile, for god sakes I want to smile but that's the thing I have no reason to smile, I don't know I want to find myself who is Siddhant Modi, because I am no longer a spoilt kid from Huston, or a husband, I mean what am I? Who am I? I don't even know what I want for the future, I mean I guess I will be a doctor, but where what will I do? Its frustrating because well from having a perfect life planned out to having nothing, starting from starch I don't know what I want anymore, because before I had a house and kids, a job here in India and well now..." With that thought he remembered Shilpa's words and the last time he had heard them she had said them to him....

Flashback

"I am really going to miss you Shilpa and I am sorry about Riddhima..."
Shilpa hugged him "Thank you for everything Sid, just get her back I know you can..."
Sid smiled "You have too much faith in me."
Shilpa "No, I have faith in your love, and the look you are giving me means you are worrying me don't worry I am the master of my fate, the captain of my soul. I will manage just fine."
Sid nodded then went "Take care and if you need anything let me know..."

His flashback faded away...


As he continued to think, he was like why had he never contacted Shilpa again, he was scared to tell her what happened to him, she had so much faith in him and he failed her, he failed himself...He just wanted out, freedom from everything, everyone...


The quotes used in this chapter one is from Invictus the poem (Shilpa's words and the Flashback) and another is Barney Stinson(How I met your mother) 😆 (The Banner) and the final slide is Christain Larson.

heyy

i m d 1st to com 😃😃😃

superb part yaar 😃

i literally had tears in my eyes reading it 👏

luvd d thoda sa sidshi very much 😳

i hope sid contacts her in d nxt part n she cums 4 him 😳

btw i was shocked tht Riddhima maiyya didnt see all dis or r u saving dis 4 ur nxt part 😕

pls cont soon

Veena

Thats it Nikki! Im going to stop reading your FF! Cos everytime I do I want to cry for Sid!!

@Veena Thanks!
Riddhima was meant to see it but then I was like Nah, I don't want to add her in and ruin this part 😆 I didn't want to deal with her. I wanted it to be free of her, so I didn't want her to see it.

Originally posted by: zeenia

Thats it Nikki! Im going to stop reading your FF! Cos everytime I do I want to cry for Sid!!

When I think of everything he was when he came to sanjeevani, so fun loving and full of life and then I remember his last scene in that crap show where he left with tears in his eyes!! What AR did to him was horrible but he still wanted them to be happy!

All I can say Nikki is bring Shilpa back soon!! This boy has cried enough tears and had enough heartache to last him a lifetime!!

Hahaha I am so sorry I can't help it, I don't mean to make you cry but its weird I just want to emphasis Sid's thinking process and it kind of gets too emotional.

And what a terrible threat not to read 😆, then how will you get to see him smile? 😛

Very nice n Immotional update. U made me cry. After reading ur update my eyes r full of tears. It made me think that how can he b so nice. He sacrificed his love happiness every thing for a person n she don't even feel guilty. Its a request PLZ make Riddhima crazy for him I want her to b tortured as she did to Sid. I can't believe how could a traditional girl do this to her husband, its always a women who have to sacrifice even if husband is at fault then , bt Sid he gave her love, life, support, even didn't touched her inspite of being a husband n what the hell she did. So torture her as much as u can. continue soon

Originally posted by: zeenia

Thats it Nikki! Im going to stop reading your FF! Cos everytime I do I want to cry for Sid!!

When I think of everything he was when he came to sanjeevani, so fun loving and full of life and then I remember his last scene in that crap show where he left with tears in his eyes!! What AR did to him was horrible but he still wanted them to be happy!

All I can say Nikki is bring Shilpa back soon!! This boy has cried enough tears and had enough heartache to last him a lifetime!!

hear hear 😆

by the way lovely update nikkz👏