What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you.
If you look at today's SR scene , on the surface it is a regular DMG romantic scene between a married couple with good chemistry. Yeah, it is romantic to see a husband climb up the window of his snooty wife just to speak to her - it makes a great moment to watch him gaze at his wife stealthily as she glows in beauty behind veils - it is fun to see her get angry and throw things at her husband - it makes you laugh to see the adorable husband protect himself and ramble like a cute kid that she should not be hitting her husband - it makes for a good M&B scene to see the drenched husband pull his screaming wife close , bore his intense eyes at her in irritation and plant a passionate kiss on her cheek...
But hey , that is not what touches you about this scene. What touches you is Riddz' shocked reaction and her instant frigidity as a wall of fears , inhibitions and hesitance walls up her feelings - how she instantly moves away from Sid and refuses to look into his eyes - her typical but rare feminine fear of the unknown and that unknown fear is her little beating heart that is learning to flutter again. What makes you smile are Sid's cute ramblings but what lingers in your mind is what he told his wife when he realized that she was upset with the kiss - When I kissed you, it felt wonderful and that is how i feel about you. I love you and if you want me to feel sorry for that , then, i can't fake something i am not feeling. I love you , we are together , you are my wife and when i kissed you , they were my genuine feelings. No apologies. And when Sid said that to Riddz, he was not being bratty or arrogant as he often becomes in such situations. He was a man in love who put forward what he felt in his most genuine words and with a genuine heart. He reminded me of Darcy's words to Elizabeth when he told her much later in the novel that he did not care what she thought of him but his feelings for her remain unchanged.
As for Riddz , she is a woman who is healed but is still climbing the stepping stones to the staircase that leads to Sid's heart. She loves him , she is his but that one final step that will erase all her fears and bring down all her defences is yet to be taken. Sid doesn't see his wife revel in his touch - he doesn't see her smile like a school girl on the roses that he gives her , he doesn't hear her soft confessions about how his proximity dazes her and he is not there to see her glowing smile as she touches her cheek lovingly where he kissed her. So, unless Riddz tells him , Sid will not know that she loves him. If it is important for Riddz to hear from Sid that he loves her , the rules are the same for her as well, right?
Love and luck always to everyone,β€οΈ
GOD bless everyone. π€
P.S- Koi dhung ki baat hai to bolo otherwise mere dimaag mein mango yoghurt mat gholo. LAY OFF!
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