Today Riddhima stands at the same place as Sid .. where all she wants is his happiness .. Even if his happiness means her pain .. She can hurt herself today but not Sid .. She keeps thinking when will that day come when he accepts her .. their marriage .. Will it ever come or no .. She doesn't want to try anymore because she thinks her presence hurts him .. But she wants to spend her entire life with him and for that she has to be near .. learn to be near him .. She cannot lose him .. Her world is Siddhant, her husband .. her knight in shining armour .. She was just existing (after Armaan left her) until he came along and taught her to live again .. He is so important to her that her future without him is incomplete and she is ready to give Sid as much time as he requires .. She'll wait for him .. She sees a beautiful future with him .. She continuously tells him that that she can never be happy without him .. But all her hopes get shattered .. Every time she starts hoping again .. He says something which kills her inside .. Her heart is breaking into a million pieces by all the bitter words he says to her .. And still she hopes he will come back .. He will love her someday …
The best part of this relationship is that their ego never comes in between .. It's always the desire to see the other happy that hurts botht of them .. Sid wanted to start all over again but on seeing her with Armaan, he started believing that she could only be happy with Armaan … He hurt her and thus himself .. She wanted this marriage to work but she felt he didn't .. So she stopped trying to force herself on him as she might hurt him .. She hurt him and so herself .. Ironical .. They both want each other to be happy but they don't realize that it's with each other .. Both feel unwanted .. They have everything that they need to be happy .. Each other .. They somewhere know that they are nothing without each other .. They feel it .. And are on the verge of understanding it ..
They indeed have an unbreakable bond .. Never hoping for anything in return from the other .. They have gone so ahead in this relationship that they both do not want to turn back .. Riddhima has moved beyond her past .. Her past will always be there with her as a beautiful memory .. no doubt .. and so by moving on with Sid she is not betraying what she had with Armaan .. She wants to live in her future now, which is with Sid, her husband .. Today after being time and again pushed away by Siddhant, she needs to have an assurance now that he is there for her .. She knows but she still needs conviction .. Siddhant and Riddhima were always meant to be and so it will be .. The time has come for them to realize the same ..
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